
It has been three days Rangga is outside the City, today as expected, Rangga will return home after completing the work in City B. Before leaving Rangga contacted Vara first to inform him of his return to J City. From the other end of the phone Rangga could hear Yura cheering who was so happy to hear her return.
After passing the journey for about four hours, Rangga arrived at his house at 16:00 WIB, fortunately the road was not too jammed so Rangga was not too long on the way. Vara who was waiting for Rangga in the living room heard the roar of the car stopped in front of the house and took her two children out, she was sure, if Rangga was the one in the car.
Rangga who saw his two children who had just come out of the house coincided with him who had just come out of the car was crouching spread his hands and immediately greeted Aidan and Yura directly running towards Rangga and immersing their bodies in the arms of Rangga, the Father.
Rangga gave a brief peck on Aidan and Yura's forehead alternately. Rangga stood with Yura who was already in her carriage. Vara walked towards Rangga sticking out his hand which Rangga immediately received with a helping hand to kiss Vara.
Rangga glanced at Jo who was standing next to the car waiting to say goodbye, "You can go home, Jo. Thank you for bringing me home. And rest," Rangga ordered.
"Good, Sir. I'll go home first Master, Miss, Little Young Master and Little Miss."
"Be careful on the road, Assistant Jo," said Vara, who was immediately embraced by Jo.
Vara invites Rangga to enter the house after the car driven by Jo walks away from the yard.
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"If you want to take a bath, I have prepared warm water for you, Mas," said Vara after Rangga took off the coat that wrapped his sturdy body.
"Yes, thank you."
Vara nodded her head in response to Rangga's words. After Rangga went into the bathroom, Vara went to walk in closet to prepare a change of clothes for Rangga. Vara sat her body on the sofa while closing her eyes after finishing preparing Rangga's needs.
Audi's speech a few days ago still stuck in his mind. For two days Vara always looked gloomy, clearly visible on his pale white face if he was bearing the burden of thought. Although Vara always tried to cover up what she was feeling, but as a mother, Mother Ana could capture clearly if something was troubling her daughter's mind. Ana's mother prefers not to ask questions and let Vara tell her stories when she feels ready.
"What are you thinking?" asked Rangga who had just come out from inside the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. And his hands seemed busy swiping the towel into his hair that still looked wet.
Vara's face was hot and he was sure to have flushed to see the scene before him. Vara lowered her head, hiding the red hue on her face to be invisible to Rangga. Even though he had seen Rangga several times like that, Vara still felt ashamed.
"Please dry my hair, Ra," Rangga ordered.
"Good, Mas."
Vara moved from her seat walking towards Rangga. Rangga sat his body on the carpet, while Vara sat on the bed as usual. The aroma of shampoo from Rangga's hair thrust into his sense of smell making Vara's body bristle.
"Is there a problem while I'm out of town?" asked Rangga briefly, even though he did not get an answer from Vara. Rangga even knows the answer. He only tests to the extent to which Vara can hide his problems alone. In fact, as long as Rangga is outside the City, Zigo always informs Vara activities including Vara who often daydream. From the information obtained, Rangga knows, if Vara is still thinking about Audi's speech and attitude to him a few days ago at Siska's birthday party.
"Agh, no, Mas. Everything is going well as long as you go," replied Vara gently, he did not want if Rangga knew the problem with Audi the other day that actually Rangga also already knew.
"Are you sure?" ask Rangga again.
"Yes, Mas. I'm so sure."
"Ma."
"Yes, Mum."
Vara paused for a moment the activities of his hands that were drying Rangga's hair, trying to sigh that began to feel heavy followed by a clear liquid that began to stagnate in the eye peluk. A small crackling began to sound in Rangga's ears indicating Vara was crying.
Rangga turned around, staring at the sad eyes that were already filled with tears. He knew, if Vara would be easily provoked by his words. Rangga just saw the other side of Vara who had always looked fine on the outside, but kept a lot of burden in his mind.
"Why crying? Am I wrong?" fishing Rangga.
Vara shook his head, it felt like he was really heavy to get so many words out of his mouth.
"Then?"
"I just felt it was inappropriate to be your wife, Mas," Vara lowered her head, biting her lower lip strongly.
"It's inappropriate how?" Ranga pretended not to know.
"We are like two different figures in the same life, Mas. I'm just a child of an ordinary office employee, while kamu—" Vara did not continue his speech when his helpless body was already in the warm embrace of Rangga's body.
"Whatever people say out there, not everything you have to think about!" rangga stressed, "From the many humans who live on earth. Maybe only a few people want to support us for the better and not to drop. While many others are trying to gather many plans to drop us to the bottom of the deepest hole so that we do not have the ability even a chance to reach the surface" explained Rangga at length.
"I'm sorry, Mom. I just didn't believe in myself all this time."
"Learn to assume the words of others who are lowering confidence from within only the wind blows, only feels lost and then disappears," Rangga stroked the wavy hair that had been seen starting to lengthen.
"You have something that not many others have, you should be proud of the advantages that exist in you," continued Rangga again.
Vara blurted, his eyebrows fused together to hear Rangga's words just now, he really did not understand. Which part of him is there is an advantage, it feels like nothing is excessive, Vara thought.
"What is that, Mom?"
"A clean heart," said Rangga doggan.
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