The Love Flakes of Nauvara
Missed you

For almost a month Vara and her two children have been living in Fero's apartment. Every day Fero always took the time to visit Vara to his apartment. Fero's attention to Vara, Aidan and Yura was like the attention to his son and wife. Vara felt bad about Fero's concern for him. Every morning before leaving for work, Fero as much as possible took the time to stop by first to the apartment, he knew if Vara every morning vomiting. With always Fero who always kneeled the nape of Vara when the symptoms came.

Vara was staring at tall buildings. She remembered her husband, and suddenly tears fell down her white cheeks. Vara sighed in what felt difficult. All bad thoughts began to enter her mind, did her husband no longer consider her to exist and believe the accusations about the affair that actually never happened? Vara can only cry over her life which always feels complicated.

It rubbed its stomach which had started to bulge a little. Compared to her first pregnancy, this second pregnancy felt more severe. Morning sickness symptoms that every morning he felt made Vara's body feel weak. Even Fero who could not bear to see the condition of Vara forbid heavy Vara to cook or even do any work in the apartment.

Vara recalled the time of conceiving Aidan and Yura. Symptoms of morning sickness are also experienced, but not as often as now. Every morning and midnight Vara often let out the turmoil in his body. Fortunately, when the night is not as bad as in the morning. His longing for Rangga is increasing every day, is the child in his stomach is now missing his father? Sometimes Vara really wants to hug Rangga when night falls, he can only hold his desire alone. Hugging a photo of Rangga in her mobile phone gallery is the only way for her to let go of her husband's longing.

Do you currently feel the longing that is lodged in my heart, Mas? Isn't there a bit of trust in me? Why is it so easy for you to accuse me of doing such a heinous thing. It's been almost a month since we parted, don't you miss me like I miss you every day. Is it true what Audi said, if you're going to marry him? Am I going to be okay once that harsh reality starts to come, Mas?

The tears came back. His shoulders up and down, Vara sobbed. The shadow of his bad thoughts was actually happening filled his mind. Pregnancy factors make it easier for Vara to cry these days. Wiping away her tears quickly, Aidan and Yura would soon wake up from her nap. She did not want her two children to see her eyes filled with tears.

Vara got up, stepped her feet towards Aidan and Yura's room. He saw Yura starting to blink from her sleep. Aidan was no longer in his room. It seems that the child is in the kitchen, it has become a habit to drink after waking up. Vara remembers if she forgot to put drinking water on the nightstand as usual.

"Away awake?" ask Vara. Yura nodded, coming down from the bed towards Vara.

"Where's Mother?" she asked when she realized Aidan wasn't in her room.

"It looks like Brother is in the kitchen," replied Vara. Tidying Yura's hair a little messy.

Yura nodded, rubbing her two eyes that had not been perfectly opened. Aidan went back into his room with a glass of drink in his right hand, "Drink," handed the glass he held to Yura.

"Thank you Sister. Tumben Brother is good," seduced Yura. Looking for trouble with Aidan was already a hobby for Yura.

Aidan thaws, he used to listen to Yura's taunts to him. Turning his gaze toward the smiling Mother looking at their behavior, "Why has Mother often been pale lately?" ask Aidan.

"Mother is okay," replied Vara smiling. It's been almost a week that Vara has no taste for food. Every morning having to remove all of his entrails makes Vara limp.

"What's Nackal's sister, Mommy?" ask Yura. Closer his head to the stomach, "Baby sister nda boyeh nackal... Mother kacian vomit-munta transparent... Dad there is... Messy Mother," whispered Yura in Vara's stomach. Vara was stunned, her eyes started to tear up. Yura often asked about Rangga who did not come to pick them up. Vara only reasoned that their father was busy working out of town and had not had time to pick them up.

Yura turned her head, looking at Vara who was also looking at her. The little girl seemed to think, "Dad already love us again Mother? Why did you pick me up too... Daddy's ditching this time, why is Dad??" ask Yura. He misses his father so much, "Do you know the way here?" ask again.

"Patience! Dad's gonna pick us up. It's just that Dad is busy working as Mother said yesterday," said Aidan. Vara breathed a sigh of relief. He is very lucky with Aidan who understands if he is unable to answer Yura's questions.

"Who is evil?" said Fero suddenly which surprised Vara.

"When did you get there, Fer?"

"Just now, you're still pale, Ra. Have you eaten?" worry Fero. He had already gotten a report from the waiter in his apartment about Vara not wanting to eat. Even Fero also installed CCTV in several rooms to monitor Vara's activities.

Vara shook his head, he did not want to lie to Fero again. The man had been very kind to him, "I have no taste," replied Vara lowered her head. Fero sighed, even though he knew the answer, he was disappointed to hear Vara's answer.

"Are you not thinking about the child in your womb? Eat just a little! You also seem to have finished crying," noticed Vara's puffy face. He had seen from CCTV footage of Vara crying on the balcony of his room. Fero knew that the reason Vara was crying was Rangga, her husband.

"Sorry, I really don't want to eat. My stomach doesn't want to take the food that goes into my mouth, Fer," explains Vara.

"You have to eat, Ra! Do you want to eat something your stomach might accept?" ask Fero as gently as possible. He had seen Vara's eyes that had been flooded from feeling guilty.

"I want to eat the rib soup you bought last week. Can I?" asked Vara hesitatingly.

"of course! I'll buy it for you, hem... Are you craving, Ra?"

"I don't know, a wish like that can be said to be a craving?" asked Vara innocently which made Fero anxious to pinch Vara's cheek which began to contain.

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