The Love Flakes of Nauvara
Just get everything out

"Why do you always think badly of me, huh? Am I that bad in your heart?" Approaching Vara and sitting her body beside Vara.

"I don't think badly of you, Mom."

"Then what?"

Vara fell silent, her sobs still heard. It was as if it was representing the cry of his heart. He was only afraid of being hurt by the hope he had long dreamed of. How could he who is only a small piece of debris not even visible be a companion Rangga that is like a chunk of diamond.

Rangga clutched his wife's body tightly. Her shirt was soaked with tears but she didn't care. Right now his heart and mind were also raging, regardless of what feeling he had right now towards Vara. Why has he been so scared lately of losing Vara from his side. Especially after seeing the evidence of Fero's love for Vara is still large, small attention that often Fero give to Vara and his two children make Rangga very afraid if Vara stepped away from him. Sometimes he often asks what feeling he is feeling. Rangga did not know the answer either.

Letting that weak body go up and down in her arms, let Vara vent her heart through the cry, Rangga thought. He also did not know, what thoughts were in the mind of his wife. Sometimes Rangga felt that since Vara married him, the woman looked weak with ease shedding tears not as it usually looks. That firm and strong figure seemed to disappear somewhere. What is this is the appearance of Vara's true figure, weak and in need of strength.

Back to the events of a few years ago, how Vara lived his life by caring for two children from the results outside of marriage. Rangga's heart was sliced when he learned from his men to find out how Vara lived life with his two children in the village. The report that Rangga got is only Vara who is often in caci-maki, getting insulted every time he met with people who live in the village because they were pregnant with children out of wedlock. Fortunately, Vara's grandmother was among the valued people in the village. So that blasphemy can disappear with time.

A feeling of relief began to feel when reading the end of the first report, until the next report he read. His mind felt hit by thousands of hot iron when he knew his two children were also the ingredients of gossiping residents around. How those who are often exiled, get blasphemy from peers if they do not have a father, he said, even Yura who no longer wanted to go out to play with her friends because it was always a subject of ridicule among the other children.

Kissing Vara's forehead long enough, and again buried Vara's face into the chest of her field, "Have it, don't cry anymore. I hope you believe me, Ra! However we in the past you cannot reflect for the present."

How do you feel about me now, Mom? Is my name written on your heart now? And is it worth it if I wish you to love me as I have always loved you? Vara could only say in his heart. He wanted to ask the question he had been asking lately. But Vara was very afraid, if the answer that came out of Rangga's mouth would hurt her heart again. It was enough for Rangga to be a father to his two children. It seems that he is not worthy to ask for Rangga's heart as well.

Replying to Rangga's embrace, a warm feeling enveloped his body. The masculine aroma of Rangga's body that he liked very much. He really hopes if time stops for a moment and he will take advantage of the stalled time by kissing deeply the scent of the body of the man he loves so much. Vara had no idea what would happen next in her life. I don't know what other tests he will be taking. Given Rangga who is an idol of many women including Audi, it seems Vara can not face them later.

"Sorry for getting your clothes wet, Mas" Vara's nose flushed. Her eyes had swollen from crying for too long. The sound of fluid in the nose that goes up and down is still heard. Vara picked up the tissue that was on the table. Dunking the fluid from his nose that was attached to the shirt that Rangga was wearing. He was very afraid that the famously clean Rangga would be angry at him this time.

Vara's heart warmed up listening to Rangga's words. Put both hands behind Rangga's head. Closer that flawless face towards him. Then immerse the kiss deep enough, even though it feels embarrassing but Vara still does it. Rangga's lips were like opium by her. Rangga reciprocated his wife's treatment, his sleeping body finally woke up again. Lead the interlocking bodies onto the bed. Start exploring every corner of the outfit that Vara has just worn. Interestingly tight until clothes buttons scattered on the floor of the room.

Vara let what Rangga wanted to do, his body seemed to demand to feel that incredible sensation again. Vara had thought that Rangga had often done it when he saw the action of Rangga who managed to make his body bristled and like always wanted to feel the touch. Vara brushed off her bad thoughts quickly. He remembered that Rangga was friends with Danu, Alex and Adit who incidentally were playboys in his time. Surely Rangga's mind has been polluted by them, he thought.

The planned break did not happen, Vara let Rangga take his break. I don't know how long Rangga did it, Vara felt if his body was no longer able to and asked Rangga to end the action. Rangga quickly granted Vara's request. Short peeking at the forehead that was already back in the sweat, "You better really rest this time," Vara's pale face that looked made Rangga feel guilty. He did not even allow his wife to rest his body first, even attacking his wife again when the sun was already stinging into the skin.

Vara felt no objection, she had already poured her body and heart over to the man who was nearby at this moment. Tired and happy mixed into one. It turned out that a more domineering sense of happiness was within his body. Whether until when happiness continues, is it temporary or forever? Vara doesn't know the answer either. For now he just wants to live it and always pray if his household will be fine forever.

Rangga immersed the innocent body into his embrace, Vara hugged Rangga's body tightly. Back stroking the wavy hair is soft. Makes Vara feel lulled until his eyes get more heavy along with fatigue that radiates into his body.

"I love you so much, Mas" said Vara then fell asleep.

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