The Love of Luke
Fretfulness

Out of curiosity, though, mr. Luke immediately checked the dispensing list of the cards he had given to Vivian before until he discovered that Vivian took out money from the cards in a number that was not small but not too much as well according to him, the money was also distributed to a hospital so he began to suspect him.

"Whether he got hurt on the way home, to what he didn't tell me anything, was he so stupid!" Master Luke's grouse thought about it and looked quite upset.

On the other hand I was cleaning the house and had just finished preparing dinner dishes for master Luke I thought he would come down by himself because I did not dare to go call him to his room, I just mopped the floor and stroked the glass there so that I could rest immediately if I started working on everything from the beginning to suddenly descend master Luke from the top floor and down the stairs while shouting my name it made me very surprised and a little scared to hear that.

"Heh idiot girl, come here you... Vivian come here!" Shake up Mr. Luke called me.

I quickly approached her and looked down at her right near the stairs and she looked at me with a strange look and looked at me from bottom to top and then down again and asked me yelling makes me always surprised by the snaps.

"Who let you use my money without permission, huh?" Shake Luke to me.

I felt a little confused to hear that because as I remember I had discussed it and already apologized to him about the money I used and I would pay back the money I used anyway his way.

"I'm sorry master I was just desperate at that time because if I didn't use it I'm afraid that man would leave me please forgive me" I said, bowing apologetically to him.

Mr. Luke furrowed his eyebrows when he heard a man coming out of Vivian's mouth he asked her again.

"Explain to me what's really going on and why all your uniforms are so full of blood that dries up like that" he said, pointing to my uniform.

I immediately saw it and I immediately understood why he looked at me to such detail before I nodded obediently and immediately told him all the events that I experienced when I was about to ride the bus last afternoon even me telling everything without anything being reduced or in the least - I said everything included until I ran home late.

Mr. Luke seemed to listen to my story carefully and his face looked very serious, he also remained silent when I had finished telling him he was thinking in his daydream.

"It turns out that he helped others, fortunately if he was not the one who was hurt but I still should not be gentle with a woman like her" muttered master Luke thought.

"Alright because you're helping others, this time I release you from my money sentence but remember you still have to give back the money you used and still have to clean this house like what you were supposed to do since noon, you can't rest until all your work is done, do you understand!" Shake him at me hard enough, though,

"I.iya my master understands" I replied while nodding.

He immediately went to the dining table and started enjoying dinner then, he looked so good enjoying my cooking and seeing the way he ate so voraciously I also started to feel hunger in my stomach but I could only see him eating by himself, without touching all the food on that table.

I could only exhale sluggishly and just keep mopping the floor clean and finished on the bottom floor of the kitchen, I still have to clean the front room and upstairs and some guest rooms there, all this is very tired and I feel very tired and also quite sleepy because it is late at night now.

Even Mr. Luke's room light was turned off maybe he was asleep by then and I still had to mop upstairs, sweat had been pouring uncontrollably all over my body even it felt like my entire body was already very sticky due to so much sweat itself.

"Huh.hah...hah...just a little more I have to be excited!" My words encouraged myself.

Although I was sleepy several times and kept yawning I kept trying to refresh myself by shaking my head and slapping my own cheeks slowly only to regain my senses and to make me come back to my senses.

"Aahhhhhhhhhh.... Vivian come on you can definitely finish this all, come on please cooperate with me for a moment, I have to finish all this in time or Mr. Luke will come back scolding me" I said to myself again.

I finished my work at exactly two o'clock in the evening and ten minutes later, and I took a shower and immediately put my body in bed and fell asleep wearing a bathrobe.

I was no longer able to wear clothes at that time because I was afraid that it would slow down my time to sleep while the next morning I had to go back to school again and still had to hunt for buses with many people.

I fell asleep so fast that I almost woke up the next morning because when I saw the clock phone was pointing at the number seven in the morning so there was only half an hour for me on the way to the I went to school and I just woke up at the time.

"Aishhh.sial I even misfortune, aaaartghhh how this is" I panicked myself and immediately ran to the bathroom with a ridge.

I ran as hard and fast as I could, immediately put on the uniform and immediately ran out of the house without caring about everything even I forgot not to make breakfast for Mr. Luke that morning and I did not remember him at all because I ran straight towards him bus stop and get on the bus to school, fortunately I was still able to catch up and almost the gate would be closed but I quickly went inside in those last seconds.

But when I entered the classroom I remembered that I had not prepared breakfast for Mr. Luke this morning, and I remembered something as important as that when I was in class.

"Brongha....." My voice that immediately rose to my feet suddenly.

Bimo and Elis who were sitting next to me they were very shocked to see me who suddenly stood up and looked forward with a blank but tense look.

"God....Vivian what's wrong with you? Are you possessed?" Said Bimo.feel strange,

"Aaaaaaa..... I'm going to die later, I just made a mistake last night and made up for it but this morning I've caused trouble for him" I thought, thinking,

"Hey, Vivian who are you talking about? What are you talking about?" Bimo asked me strangely, though,

"It's about my life and death and now I can be sure that I'm going to die because I didn't make him breakfast" I answered a question from Bimo with a lethargic bow.

While Bimo and Elisha looked at each other to see me who might look strange in their eyes, until not long ago the teacher came into the classroom and I had to sit down with a forced, forced, and I was not there, while at school I could not enjoy anything or understand the lesson at all because my feelings continued to be focused on my fate after coming home from school later, even at this time in the break when Bimo and Elis went to the cafeteria.

I chose for him in class only and just sat in my chair and stared ahead with an uncertain blank stare as well as could only exhale a languid breath over all the fates I would have get later.

I dropped my head to the table just like that and kept my head down lethargic, while out there was Cecil with his female friends who passed my class and they accidentally saw me being moody, Cecil who basically hated me he immediately devised a wicked plan with his two friends.

He went into class and sprayed ketchup over my head, smelling my hair and filling it with sticky tomato sauce.

"Ahaha..... Feel it's this idiot, he looks helpless without his two friends" said one of Cecil's friends.

"You guys... What else do you want from me, is this the only way of a village like this that you can do to me, so pathetic!" I said as I pushed them all one by one, including Cecil.

I walked right out of class and cleaned my upper hair, which was still tomato sauce on top of it, until when I wanted to get out of class I saw Kaylo there and I think he saw everything it was done by Cecil to me and I could only stare at him cynically and hatefully.

"CRC... A very compatible girlfriend" I said slowly as I passed her.

I don't care if he gets angry and will lead me to create another bullyan account like before, after all, my hair has been exposed to tomato sauce and I have also been humiliated by lovers who do not have the heart, so I seem to have been used to all the insults they give me.

I went to the bathroom and immediately washed my hair with water, I also could not go back to class with such messy and wet hair plus the smell of the sauce that did not disappear from my hair so I was almost frustrated with it.

I cried without a sound and just broke into tears in front of the bathroom mirror while continuing to wash my hair many times and trying to get rid of the smell even though it still did not work because I just washed it with water quite ordinary.

"Hiks..hiks... It sucks, I'm so weak and dirty, why should I take this kind of miserable insult, hiks" I said as I continued to wash my hair with water.

I immediately wrote a letter to tell Bimo and Elis the reason I left, I wrote it in the bathroom, wiping away the tears that kept breaking out of my eyes, even though I tried to hold it back, and did not allow the tears to come out without my permission as eye's owner.

But still I didn't hold it off any longer, the more I held it in, the more I felt pain and distress so I let the tears keep coming down and rubbed it with both hands very often.

I went back to class and stuck the letter on my desk, and I left school right then and there and I asked the school for permission, fortunately they allowed me to leave because they believed me that I was sick at the time, when in fact my physical well only my heart continues to slam all out with the problems that have befallen me since I was a child to the extent of this moment.

I can't even feel what a free, quiet and peaceful life is.

I'm not looking for happiness I'm just looking for peace and comfort I just want to live in peace, wherever I am and with whoever I am at the time, because only with calmness can I think a lot of things and be able to enjoy all the moments of the moment.

I came home with a dull and wet appearance like that, it looked even more miserable and I also deliberately did not board the bus to go home and chose to walk to get there longer, too, I just walked in lethargy and my head kept bowing down.

It seems like I was getting desperate with my life back then, the feet were chafed from walking for too long and the calves that started to ache I sat on the shoulder of the street to rest myself while massaging my feet slowly with my own fingers.

"Am I going to live forever?" I thought about my future later.

I'm always alone, no one loves you or cares about me, no one hugs me when I'm down or I'm not okay, no one will forgive me and no one will care for me in the least, whether I live or die it seems like everyone will not care about that either.

Maybe they will even be happy because the burden like me does not need to make their lives difficult again because of me.

At the thought of all my fates all this time and bi Ida who is no longer beside me at this time, it made me feel so devastated and even sadder that I was bowed with my hair falling forward and covering my entire face.

And I purposely did that so that no one could see her crying on the side of the road like that.

I kept crying all over and just kept sitting there until my heart started to get better and then I went to the bus stop again and waited for the bus there, until when I returned home I immediately cleaned the house again and even this time I had to drain the water in the pool and replace it with new water, he said, the hose used to suck up the pool water was just so big and I was so overwhelmed to hold such a large and heavy hose by myself.

I even had to feel pain in my elbows and knees because several times I fell down even to fall down beside the pool because I had to carry a very large and heavy hose. Until after draining and re-filling the pool water with a new one I still have to clean the guest room in the house which last night I still have not had time to finish, I still have to clean it, I cleaned all the rooms there and cleaned my last room, I did everything myself until I was very tired and when night fell I immediately cooked and prepared a meal for Mr. Luke until after everything was done I sat on the sofa waiting for him to come home because I had to open it door for him.

Although the door was not in the lock but Mr. Luke often told me to open the door for him even though I do not know what the reason is I can only obey his words so that I do not get snapped and do not make he hates me even more because I still want to try to make him like me no matter what.

But unfortunately my body really can not be invited to work together I continued to yawn several times until finally even fell asleep on the sofa and slept sideways facing the television screen at that time.

"Houmm.... I can't stand it anymore everything is very tiring to make me can't stand it" I said as I immediately searched for the comfortable position of sleeping on the sofa unconsciously.

When sleepy I thought I was already in my room so I went to sleep without worrying even though I was wearing shorts at the time, I slept so soundly that I could not hear the bell pressed several times by Mr. Luke and the knock on the door so hard that it made Mr. Luke enter by himself and he saw me who was falling asleep on the couch in a pretty alarming situation.

"It turns out he was asleep, you idiot boy how could he sleep on the sofa so soundly like that" said Mr. Luke just passed Vivian alone.

She went straight to the dining room and checked Vivian's work, but everything was already very neat as well as dinner for her, she immediately enjoyed the food that Vivian had already served her before.

Without Mr. Luke realizing he had started to like the food cooked by Vivian even though his heart was still not open for Vivian but it seemed Vivian's cooking had managed to spoil his tongue and he had felt sorry for her Vivian when she saw him sleeping on the sofa in such a state.

After the meal, Mr. Luke intended to go up to his room, but when he saw Vivian sleeping on the sofa wearing such shorts, he said, he could not bear to see her cold so master Luke went to take the blanket from his room and he enveloped Vivian gently and slowly at first.

But when he observed Vivian's face asleep, what he thought, he covered all of Vivian's body, and even covered her head with the blanket.

"Asha.... He still sucks even when sleeping like this, aaarggghhhh I can't see his face, it's better" said Mr. Luke as he pulled the blanket and covered up Vivian's head at the time.