The Love of Luke
Ruptured

He looks handsome and earthy when in the photos and during my stay at his house there is not one small photo or photo of him with his family members in this house, there are only a few photos of his appreciation in business and also photos of him during the middle school period to date.

While I was very curious about his face when he was in elementary school or Kindergarten class. Because I still wish that he was the guy who had the stick.

I woke up and saw Mr. Luke, who had just returned home in the middle of the night, maybe it was a lot of work that day because I had never seen him come home this late, I was waiting for him in the kitchen while heating up all the food and already serving it.

Then I turned to my room and let the food stay on the table because I thought he was going to go down there to enjoy his dinner and let the rest go all the way to the next morning I'll take care of it because I know he doesn't want to see my face for a long time.

Nor do I want to make my heart hurt myself, whenever I saw the face of Lord Luke I was always convinced that he was the man who helped me twelve years ago but he never admitted it and still ignored me.

"How do I know if he's that guy or not?" My gertutuku keep thinking about it.

I still did not get a solution for it so I could just lay my body on the bed and stare at the ceiling of the house with an empty and erratic look.

I kept thinking about all the things that I was going through in this world, I started wondering who my parents were, and where the man I was looking for was, I felt thirsty then and peered outside a little and when I saw that Mr. Luke was not there immediately I went outside and went into the kitchen to get some water.

But when I saw the food that was still on the table I started to feel strange and worried because he had not eaten the food.

"Ehh....tumben once he ignored my cooking? What's wrong with him, isn't he sick?" Gertutuku.

Because I was anxious and thought Mr. Luke was sick, I immediately took the plate and prepared a meal for him, I brought a meal and a glass of water for Mr. Luke upstairs and intended to take him to the front of his room.

But when I was in front of his room I began to feel hesitant and afraid to knock on the door until suddenly Mr. Luke came out of his room and he looked at me who was carrying the tray in hand a portion of the food and drink I brought.

I was shocked and opened my eyes wide, I was scared and did not know what to do at this time, I was already caught and could not avoid it.

"Heh, what are you doing standing in front of my room, move aside you are blocking my way" he snapped with a serious look at me like before,

Hearing him saying that to me harshly I felt very upset with him and I finally couldn't hold back my emotions anymore then, I boldly began to answer her words and reply to her loudly right then and there.

"Master I came here to deliver food, because you didn't come down to eat it so I brought it here for you, I just worried about you, so please take this food" I said, giving it to him.

I thought he would take the food from me but it turns out that he did not even pull over the tray that I brought to make the plate and all the food fell scattered even plates and glasses were smashed scattered under my feet.

Fortunately I quickly dodged so that the shards did not hit my feet at that time, not knowing what would have happened if I had been a second to dodge maybe my feet had been pierced by the broken glass.

"Sir, what are you doing why you have this kind of heart to me, at least if you don't want to take the food, you don't have to drop it like this" I said very upset and couldn't help myself, to him,

"CRC... Who do you dare to talk to me about, it's all your fault, who told you to do that, I even hate to see you go upstairs when I've banned you, you idiot!" He snapped and went straight back into his room and slammed the door hard.

"Brack....." The sound of the door he closed loudly.

I gasped in shock at the sound of it being so loud and so close to my ears, I was really hurt by it, but I tried to keep it in check because I knew it was my fault, I've made the wrong decision to worry about such a cruel man.

I crouched down and picked up all the broken glass one by one with my hands without any pedestal, I continued to clean the floor and was only able to return to my room with a grumble.

"Aaarrgghhh, you fucking man, he's so annoying and a burden! I like you but why can't you treat me a little good" I said, grumbling with no end.

I felt like I wanted to beat him up even though I liked him, but somehow this feeling felt so strange, I already knew he was like that to me but I still liked him. Even after looking at him up close I became more and more convinced that he was the blind man.

"Is it possible that he lost his memory and forgot me?, but he couldn't see back then, it's only appropriate that he didn't recognize me? But she should have recognized my voice or could have trusted me when I first met her and told her everything" I grumbled again, thinking nonstop.

Seeing him fight like that made me even more excited and determined to make him love me and make him aware of me, I will also keep trying to find out about him and his face as a child.

"Aaaahh... I can't keep quiet I have to find out about him, when he's not there tomorrow, I'll search the whole house, huuuh I won't obey anymore and weak with him" I said I had convinced myself, after that I could fall asleep.

Although there are few minds who continue to think about Mr. Luke and can't wait to launch my actions tomorrow.

I've made a decision and I'm not going to change my decision, whatever happens I will continue to search this house because I am very sure that he is the right man because I know my feelings will not lie so I will follow the word my heart with full confidence.

And with all my efforts I will fight for him if he is really the man I have been looking for all this time but if he is proven not to be the blind man then I will return to obey and keep my distance from him until I was freed from this place and out of his prison which made me very crowded if I had to continue living with people like him.

Tonight I can sleep well after experiencing many events in my life all day, and I had exhausted the strength in my body just to prepare food for master Luke from the beginning but the result was that he brushed off the food very easily and his face did not show any remorse.

Even let alone regret guilt or apologize he did not do that and instead blames others for mistakes that he clearly did.

If asked if I was upset? Of course I was very upset and wanted to be angry with him but because of his position and I knew myself because I was still staying hitchhiking in his residence so I tried hard to resist all those feelings because I wanted to on the other hand, however, I am still very curious and suspect that he is the man I have been waiting for all these years and I would not want to lose him if only he were really that man.