The Love of Luke
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A woman who manifests and always wears a mask wherever she is, she can always lure everyone to look at her, whether female or male, and he always seemed to get the attention and affection of many people, he got a lot of love that I did not get, but I just want the love of Mr. Luke alone, but I just want the love of Luke, I do not care about anything else, as long as there is a master of Luke who loves me, for me it is enough but unfortunately even now the master of Luke still does not consider me, he said, while Cecil he was happy with brother Kaylo, I was indeed very sad no wonder Brother Defi spoke like that to me.

I went back to class feeling lethargic and immediately took my bag today I chose to skip school because it felt useless if I went to school even though it felt like I had no spirit and no there is energy in me.

But just as I was about to grab my bag, Elis and Bimo stopped me and they started questioning me back then.

"Ehhh....Vivian where are you going?" Bimo asked holding my hand back then,

"Yes, the lesson will start soon you should stay in class before it will be first by the teacher" Elis replied to me,

"I'm not going to school, please get a license for me well, I really can't go to school today" I told them as I tidied up my book on the table.

Instantly Bimo and Elis stared with wide-eyed gazes in shock at me at that moment, I knew they might be surprised at me because I was already at school but instead chose to skip and go back home.

"Ehhh ...Vivian are you crazy, the lesson will start immediately why you want to go, if you feel bad it should not make your school messy instead" Bimo told me.

I understood that what Bimo said was very true but the matter between me and master Luke was not at all as simple as he thought, she had absolutely no idea what I was really feeling and what I had been through so far, so it might be only natural for her if she felt that I was like that, she said, but in fact I am much more sick.

"I'm sorry Bimo but it's not just about Mr. Luke, I really can't, stay here I won't focus so please don't hold me back I'll leave soon, thank you for making permission for me" I said to both of them and immediately left the class immediately.

I went from the school to the school gate and I saw the towering school building from there, looking at the school building that I had admired so much at first, I felt very comfortable and happy when I first entered this school, but I never imagined that in this luxurious and big school there was a very high social comparison, where people from distinguished families are preferred by them compared to students who can only enter the school using their own brains and all their own efforts, he said, I breathed a lethargic breath and at that moment I began to feel that I really could not go to school in that place at the cost given by Mr. Luke again.

Even though I was smart but I couldn't show myself because Cecil warned me, he kept threatening me and urging me, too, so that I could not be superior to him but on the other hand because of that I myself lost the scholarship that I should have gotten, Mr. Luke also became obliged to pay all my study dependents, I don't want to depend on anyone.

I went out of school and intended to find a job so I could earn money with my own energy, I thought it was time that I had to get rid of all the people that hurt me, do I not also deserve the happiness in my life, so I must be detached from all those who always manage my life according to what they determine only because they are responsible for the cost of my life.

"I will show them that I can live alone, without depending on them all from this moment on" I grumbled at the time.

I immediately left with all the confidence I had and a new spirit that I was trying to nurture in myself, I walked down the streets not far from school, looking for a shop I could go to so I could work there.

One or two shops I've entered and I asked them if they needed part-time employees, but unfortunately all the places I went to none of them accepted me to work at that place.

What makes me even more upset is that they refused me to work there just because of the school uniform I was wearing, they thought that I was from a wealthy family so that I could not accept working at their place, and there were also some who thought that I would just play around.

"Sir, please I really need this job, I don't papa if you just wash the dishes, please you accept me working here" I kept pleading with a boss at one of the big fast food restaurants.

"No way, you must be a rich kid, where maybe a rich kid like you who goes to school in such a fancy place can do the dishes properly, Aishh, it's gone from my place to interfere with my time" said the boss instead throw me out.

I can't accept rejection anymore because there are so many places that I've entered and all of them just get rejection so with this one, this one, I will fight for it with all my might and I will not let go easily.

"Boss ..come on, I'm not a rich kid even I don't have money, I can go to school in that place just because of luck, you can test me first if you don't trust my work" told him.

Until not long ago the boss finally looked at me with a probing gaze and I kept putting on a bright smile to him trying to convince the boss to accept me working there.

"All right, all right, let's quickly come with me to the kitchen" said the boss.

I was very happy and immediately followed the boss, until when I got to the kitchen a lot of dirty dishes there that looked so oily and had a very stubborn stain, the boss immediately told me to put my work into practice.

"What else are you waiting for let's wash the dishes with oil stains there" said the boss told me.

I nodded quickly, immediately I took the plate and washed it as quickly as I could, fortunately I'm used to cleaning dirty dishes like this because it's been working like this since childhood until sometimes the skin of my fingers peeling due to soap that I always use to scrub the dishes every day.

So that this kind of work is not heavy at all for people like me I keep washing all the dishes there even though the boss at first just told me to wash one plate there.

I deliberately washed everything so that I could be received by him quickly and it turned out that the effort I did was really good enough, resulting in good results, the boss just told me to stop washing it immediately.

"Ehh..eh...eh ..have stopped aishh why you even wash everything, give me one of the dishes I will check first the results of your work" said the boss to me,

"Ehehe.iya this boss, please give value" I said while giving one of the dishes I had washed.

The boss was seen inspecting it and smelling the plate until his face looked slightly smiling and nodding at me, I felt very happy because my work could really be accepted by the boss.

"Yes .. is quite good, well from now on you can work here, let's continue your work" the boss told me.

I really felt very happy when I heard the words of the boss, I immediately nodded and replied quickly.

"Good boss" said to him as he immediately resumed my dish-washing job.

Since I was already used to it, cleaning up the many dishes that were piled up like that was an easy thing for me, I was able to finish it quickly and get another dirty new plate from the waiter who brought it, he said, I felt very happy and the spirit in me felt like it had been nurtured very much back then.

Until when everything was finished it also had to be the afternoon, until the restaurant closed, finally I finished washing dishes, the boss came up to me and he gave me a salary, I stared in wonder and confusion as it was my first day working at the restaurant but the boss had already given me his salary.

"You come here, take your salary" the boss told me at the time,

"Of course now, you're a freelancer, so I'll pay you every day, remember you have to come after your school and go home until the restaurant closes, usually the restaurant is closed at night but for today there are some obstacles so I close it until the afternoon, already there you go do not ask much more" said the boss to me.

I nodded in understanding with the words from him and immediately left from there as soon as possible because I did not want to make the boss look more angry with me, his face also looks tangled maybe the problem is a bit serious.

But today I feel very happy, I, for the first time I was able to hold onto the money from my hard work and sweat myself the money was so warm when I held it and I felt very different when I had the money.

"Aahhh..real this is how it feels if we have money from hard work yourself, this is very extraordinary I will continue to work harder again" I said so excited.

Since there was no other purpose I decided to return to the residence of Lord Luke until when I had entered the house and was preparing dinner for him it was seen that Mr. Luke had just returned from home his office back then, I did not want to welcome him at all or behave well to him anymore.

I will actually act like a normal servant towards him from now on, though, after all, it was what he wanted from me like so that I would do it I also did not want to make him hate me more or uncomfortable and uncomfortable with my presence in his house.

When he got to the dining table I was trying to appreciate him just immediately left from there quickly, I went inside my bedroom and slammed the door hard enough.

"Shelves..." The sound of the room door I slammed with all my strength.

While on the other hand Mr. Luke who saw Vivian's behavior so strange, he furrowed both his eyebrows feeling very surprised also a little curious about Vivian's change in attitude to him today.

"What's wrong with her, why is she avoiding me, what's wrong with me?" Inner lord Luke who completely did not understand anything that actually he had hurt Vivian a lot during this time.

Vivian always gives whatever she can and as good as anything all hers just for the sake of master Luke and reminds master Luke of himself, but it was as if master Luke continued to deny that existence and never acknowledged their current status.

Until the end of the meal Mr. Luke sat in the middle room reading his book and I was able to stay in the room just like that I went out intending to watch a movie but unfortunately there is a master Luke was there when I came out of the room I intended to go back in but Mr. Luke called me first.

"Heh...want where you've been back in and out again, are you avoiding me?" Sir Luke said to me at that moment.

I didn't want to talk about it at all, because he was so annoying to me now, knowing I was avoiding him but he still had time to ask me like that, instead of persuading me or doing something to me he just looks relaxed to me.

"CK..lazy once had to reply to his words I better just ignore him" my inner self at that time.

Soon I walked past but again and again Master Luke called my name and made me very annoyed with him.

"Heh ..Vivian are you deaf I'm talking to you why don't you answer me?" Added Mr. Luke again at that time.

I took a slow breath and threw it away violently then turned to look to the side late standing straight with the place where Mr. Luke was sitting on the sofa at the time.

"What are you talking to me about, ohhh? You're right I'm avoiding you, I don't like you anymore, you're so annoying" I told him with a racing heart and I had lied to myself unconsciously back then.

Actually at that time I still liked it very much because it is impossible for us to forget someone we loved since childhood until it was as big as now but forget it with just a moment, but I have to say that to him, but I have to say that to him, and indeed I should stop chasing after him if he continues to distrust me and reject my existence.

Hearing the answer from Vivian, of course, Mr. Luke tightened his eyebrows and he immediately put his book on the table, and suddenly told me to make him tea at that time.

"Hey.go make me tea" he said suddenly.

At first I thought he would get angry or ask me why I didn't like him anymore, or he said something else, but instead he told me to make tea, and it made me very upset, I regretted answering his words.

"Aishh.why is he so annoying" I grumbled softly as I stared at the face of Mr. Luke who again took his book and read it seriously.

"Heh .why are you still standing there I'm thirsty to quickly grab his tea" added lord Luke to command me again.

I stomped my feet against the floor in annoyance and fury, grumbling I went to the kitchen to make two teas, one for him and one for me, this tea is a very delicious fragrant tea when in drinking, and, the fragrance that should and does not change the basic color of the water makes everyone sure to be happy when enjoying it at night while relaxing as master Luke did at the time.

I also made it for myself because I needed peace of mind and could sleep faster tonight in order to forget all the upsetting events with Mr. Luke.

Go give the tea to Mr. Luke and I put ya right on the table in front of him.

"This master I've made it for you" I said serving the tea to him.

I exhaled in annoyance again and immediately got up to go to my room again but master Luke instead told me to sit next to him at that moment.

"Sit here" he said suddenly to me.

I immediately raised both of my eyebrows feeling confused myself and started staring at him with a look full of astonishment.

"Master, why are you telling me to sit next to you, do you like me, huh?" I replied to him at that time.

"Sit down or I'll pull you up until you sit down!" Threaten Mr. Luke who is looking at me quite cynically.

I immediately sat down beside him and he started turning on the television and then put his book on the table, he immediately turned to look at me and put his hand behind my body just like that, I certainly felt very strange and strange, especially now that the distance between him and me was so close I could hardly control myself to him.