The Love of Luke
Send Lunch

When I was on the bus I just kept feeling my knee hurt and sore from being injured before by Cecil, I really could not accept him treating me again so harshly like that, it felt like I really wanted to go after him right then and get his hair to fall out and push him down the hot asphalt road until he also got a wound on the same knee as me.

But unfortunately I am not him, I can not do such cruel and evil things either to others or even Cecil who always treated me badly, that's my weak side I'm stupid and weak for not being able to repay everyone else's bad deeds against me.

Sometimes I get upset with my attitude like this, because I know if I continue to behave like this then myself that I have to sacrifice to be hurt continuously by others, but I myself am always convinced by the thoughts and beliefs that come from nowhere, I always remember the words and trust that bi Ida has given me since I was a child.

He said I can't be like the one who did evil to me, in the sense that if anyone treats me badly then bi Ida says I don't have to repay that person with the same vices as what she has done to me.

If I get hurt and feel bad for what he did to me, so if I do the same or even more to that person it means I am vindictive and I am the same as that person, then revenge will continue to reciprocate and continue endlessly, so bi Ida always told me, if other people are bad to me we do not have to be evil to him, either, it is quite silent and it is good to avoid such people so that we remain safe and also do not need to hate anyone in this world.

God is there to teach his people a lesson, and if there is an almighty God then why should we repay him with our own hands, is not the vengeance of the Lord much more painful and the Lord will always give the best way and recompense to each of his people.

Whether it's bad or good deeds even done by every person of his creation, so bi Ida always taught me the meaning of a concern, still dear and how to learn to be patient and sincere, I have been taught by bi Ida since childhood until I grew up and she disappeared somewhere.

But thanks to her upbringing and everything she taught me, I am sincere about all that I am going through now and I am always sure wherever bi Ida is she will always be in almighty protection and I trust that even though sometimes I often remember him and worry about him very much.

Like now, where I miss Ida and worry so much about her, when I get hurt like this, I desperately need a figure like her beside me who will always unite me like her own daughter, the rope unfortunately he really is gone and I am totally whether he really is dead and fused with the earth or is indeed alive.

I sat on the bus with an erratic feeling and I stared blankly out the window.

"God I beg you if Ida bi is still alive I hope she will always be fine wherever she is, but if she is gone I beg you to put her by your side, she is a very nice person and I love her very much" my batik kept begging.

Other than God there is no longer a place for me to take refuge and beg, there is only hope and prayer that I always leave behind at all times, in all my moods.

Until when I reached the residence of Mr. Luke I immediately went into the house and continued to have to clean the house as usual, I have cleaned the pool, I have cleaned the pool, the floor and even washed the rest of the dirty dishes Mr. Luke had eaten this morning.

After I finished doing all the housework, I started cooking and deliberately made a lunch for Mr. Luke and intended to bring him the lunch, I know he always eats lunch in his office whether in cafes, restaurants or other places.

But I also don't really know where he enjoys his lunch so much, his body has been thin lately so I can't deny that I'm very worried about his condition, I immediately prepared a meal for him and immediately went to deliver the meal to Mr. Luke's office as soon as possible.

"Aahhhhhhhhh.... Hopefully he's in his office, if there isn't one I'll feel wasted coming from afar to his office on a bus and crammed with a lot of people like this" I cried as I got into the bus.

Every time I have to ride the bus I always rarely get a seat and the bus is also always full of many people who are religious type, the type of religion, I sometimes feel very uncomfortable because there are so many men on the bus and if we touch either my hand that touches another man's hand or vice versa, I always furrowed my eyebrows so tightly that they almost fused together by throwing a sharp glare at the person.

Because I'm not used to having that kind of physical contact with strangers so of course I feel very uncomfortable with him, and this time when the bus was completely unlucky the driver continued to urge and tell us the passengers inside to keep retreating and make way for other passengers who just entered that moment.

I was very upset not only me but the other passengers were also seen protesting because we were on the bus was already very crowded and stuffy, I myself could not even stand it anymore so I decided to get off there instead of having to die in distress on the bus with a standing position and sandwiched.

"Well.hah ...ha... Damn bus driver how can you keep telling everyone to keep coming in when the bus is so full, you human being don't know you don't have humanity!" I cried using the bus driver as the bus went.

I was very upset at the addition of my legs scratched due to being pushed by Cecil still I had no time to treat or I covered with plaster because I was in a hurry to prepare cooking for Mr. Luke.

I did that because I was also afraid that I would not have enough time when I gave this food to Master Luke.

At that time I had to take a taxi because there was no other way, although I had to use the money belonging to Mr. Luke that I was going to use for monthly shopping at this time.

"Aaaahh.... I'm sorry Mr. Luke but I have to use your money, this is also to deliver food for you meaning this is not included with my expenses is not it? Ahahahah... Yes, I'm smart" I said to myself.

Immediately I stopped one of the taxis that asked there and just went straight to Mr. Luke's office, I can still remember the name of his office and immediately went into his office, where when I was about to go inside I was detained by a receptionist there and he instead asked me to show an official identity card to enter the place where the elevator is located.

"Ehhh ... Why are you holding me back, I want to go there" I told him in surprise,

"Sorry lady can I see your official identity card or a solemn appointment and invitation from our CEO?" Ask the receptionist.

"Asha..... This beautiful miss of mine is Master Luke's fiancee, so naturally I can enter my fiance's office as I please and no one can hold me back like this including yourself" I said firmly to the woman.

But suddenly the receptionist woman actually waved her hand to a security guard and told the security guard to take me out of the office, I told him that I was Luke's fiancee, but it seemed that she did not trust me in the least.

"The security guard took this woman out she was the same as the others claiming to be her fiancee Mr. Luke when we all knew that Mr. Luke's fiancee was the daughter of the Wheeler family" the woman said it made me very upset.

I looked at her with a wide gaze and I was very upset and emotional when I saw her especially when the woman said that the fiancee of Mr. Luke was the daughter of the Wheeler family.

The goddamn security guard just pulled my hand and he was about to drag me out of there, but I tried to rebel and let go of the guard's hand which kept pulling my hand and dragging my body firmly was also quite rough back then.

"Miss let's get out of here or I'll really drag you down forcibly" said the security guard.

Of course I was very unacceptable for getting this treatment from my future husband's own employees and I just stepped on with all my might one of the security guards' legs and justified my messy hair because I've rebelled so hard to let go of my hands and myself from that fucking security guard.

"Aaakkkhh, let go of me, aishh let go of me fucking security guard feel this eughh" I said as I directly stepped on one of his legs with all my might.

Until the security guard immediately grimaced in pain while lifting one leg and holding the leg that felt very painful, he said, I smiled with satisfaction then I started looking towards the receptionist woman who was looking at me with a hostile look.

"You .how dare you say that master Luke's fiance is the daughter of the Wheeler family, I am also the daughter of the Wheeler family, I am his official fiancee, this look on my ring finger this look with your true head eyes I've exchanged rings with master Luke don't you know that huh?" I yelled at her while showing the ring on my ring finger to give the woman real proof.

But unfortunately the woman still does not trust me even now she instead mocked me and laughed at me with great satisfaction.

"What's? Ahaha... Miss don't dream too far I know that you are one of the women who pursue master Luke I have very often seen various kinds of women who do tricks like you, but unfortunately I can't be tricked by a woman like you, I know clearly which one is Miss Cecil and which one is the servant, you're just payan in Miss Cecil's house right? I've seen you at Miss Cecil's birthday, you can't fool me" said the receptionist, much to my annoyance.

I clenched my hands tightly and tried to catch my breath to regulate and lower the turbulent emotions in my heart at that moment, while the security guard whose leg I stepped on him was still grimacing in pain himself.

"Aaaw.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a is very painful hey miss you have to take responsibility with my feet" said the security guard instead of pestering me.

I really couldn't fight them because they were both alone at the time and I just didn't have any other evidence I could show them all to make sure they were both that I am really Mr. Luke's fiancee.

The engagement photos of me and Mr. Luke I don't have either and I really look ridiculous if I wish the two fools before me at that moment could trust my words.

"Hey.... Master I just step on your feet a little you don't grimace and act excessively like that, when mister Luke arrives at will definitely fire you as soon as possible for treating me as disrespectful as before, just look at it later!" My words are intentional about scaring them.

Though I myself actually felt very scared and anxious at that time because the security guard was indeed stepped on with all my strength and he grimaced in pain until now, also demanding that I take responsibility with his feet.

"Miss I don't want to know, you have to treat my foot otherwise you have to pay compensation to me for the pain I'm suffering because you stepped on my foot like that, or I will take you to the path of the law all" said the security guard made me immediately shocked to hear it.

He actually threatened me to report my stomping on his feet to the police station and I began to feel that the security guard was overreacting and I just stared at him full of suspicion quickly.

"Ehhh.... I don't think I'm gonna be able to step on a foot until that one because you see for yourself that my knee is hurt and my calf is bruised there is green in there, too, do you think my feet like this will be able to step on your toes very hard? Even my strength is very weak, you don't exaggerate this matter because I'm not a fool who will pay you compensation because it's also your fault for dragging me around violently when I haven't finished talking" reply him.

The security guard was immediately jolted in a moment and he exchanged lyrics with the receptionist until the woman who began to attack me with her sharp words, while I myself have already felt the strangeness of all this.

"You.... Unbecoming and not going to be able to fight both of us, want it wrong and you do it quickly you just give compensation to us then we can mengijinkyyou go in there too you will not deal with the feet of the security guard sir how?" Say that woman to me.

I felt increasingly strange and increasingly frowning strongly I began to suspect that they were just using me back then.

"Why do they sound like they started working together and making an offer to me? Do they think I'm stupid and will get caught up in his behavior - you guys really have to get fired!" My mind feels very arrogant towards the two employees of the company that sucks.