
Even I've felt all the pain and devotion since I was very young, I've never had the affection of a father or a mother, and always getting bad treatment from my sister and foster mother continuously.
So it was very clear that I understood and understood clearly what Defi was feeling, at that time, but somehow Defi himself who actually avoids me and I can not do much to him if indeed himself who does not want to be helped by me.
"I hope you Defi will be fine and sister Kaylo may quickly wake up" I grumbled slowly as I quickly returned to class.
When I got to class I was directly in front with my two best friends Bimo and Elis, they were staring at me with a sharp gaze and I knew why they were like that to me, I sat down in my chair and just spoke to them.
"Friends don't look at me like that I'll tell you everything at the right time, I don't mean to keep any secrets to you at all, it's just that I love you so much that I don't want to take you into my own trouble" I told them.
And quickly, Elis breathed out a little rough, and then he closed his chair to my desk and began to answer me just now.
"Our Vivian didn't force you to talk things out to us at all, and I also knew you needed your own privacy, too, it's just that you should say the reason why you're moody or why you suddenly left us when we were gathering, that's all so that if you say it we won't worry about you" reply Elis who is very kind and cares for me.
Hearing such a remark from Elis I was really moved to hear it, he was very good at understanding me and understanding me completely even at first I thought Elis would be angry with me but apparently he was not angry with me at all and instead he said something as good as that.
"Baaahh... Elis you're too good to be my best friend thank you so much Elis I love you so much" I said as I hugged her tightly.
On the other hand Bimo who saw that he was also about to hug Elis but I quickly held his body with one hand because I knew he was a man and could not allow him to hug my Elis just like that.
"Baaahh... You make me come along I also want to hug you both, my two favorite friends huhu" said Bimo as he stretched out his hands and he was almost going to hug me and Elis at that time.
It was fortunate that I acted quickly and held Bimo's chest using one of my hands so that he could not hug us easily just like that.
"E.ee.ettt..what the hell are you, even if we're friends you're still a man where maybe you can hug me and Elis, right Elis" I said, holding him back quickly.
Elis just immediately nodded in response to my words with a small smile at that moment while on the other hand Bimo just directly lowered his hand listlessly, he felt very upset and bored also immediately hugged his face and sat back to his chair with a pouting face also grumbled annoyed quietly but could still be heard by me and Elis at that time.
"Asha... You two are very calculated, I'm also your best friend huh..this sucks" grumbled Bimo with a frown.
Looking at Bimo who was pouting and grumbling like that, I immediately laughed with Elis because she looked so cute and adorable at that time that we both couldn't help but laugh when we first saw her with such an adorable face.
"Ahaha... Bimo... Bimo you are so funny, a time with trivial problems like this you just sulk and frown like that, there are-there you are, already the teacher will soon arrive now be nice" elis said to him while patting Bimo's shoulder slowly.
He also immediately returned to his desk and so did I who confirmed my position quickly.
Until not long after the next teaching teacher entered the classroom and he announced that we would hold a camp as one of the annual events that are always held by the school at once to guide the learning of their students in order to survive in nature even without anyone on their side, so that the open event is like an event that must be carried out in every know by all students in the class.
Everyone immediately cheered with excitement for getting the very pleasant announcement, because they had been waiting for a long time to be able to do this practice.
Although in the tenth grade this event was held but at that time of course Vivian did not attend the school so that when she saw all the friends cheering and happy I could only look at her with clings not understanding anything, even Bimo who was sitting behind my chair he also immediately looked excited and told me to look back at him.
"Viviane.... Vivian look here we will be a fun team in the camp event later, you have to team with me well hehe, Elis will also be a team with me, we have fit three people" bimo said excitedly.
But Elis shook his head at me, but I could only smile at him, because I had no idea what was going on at the time, and what kind of camping event will be carried out there later.
"Ahaha... Yes it's up to you that I don't even know what kind of event it's all hehe" I told him.
I didn't expect that my answer made Elis and Bimo dumbfounded when they heard it, they just thickened their eyes wide and immediately Bimo laughed at me loudly, either he laughs at me because I look pretty stupid or something else I don't really understand.
"WHAT? Vivian are you kidding me? There's no way you've never done Scout camp, have you?" Bimo asked me again and I answered him immediately by shaking my head.
"No... I never did anything like that, even the name I just know now, I never went to school how I knew it all" I replied honestly to him,
"Ahaha.... Viviane... You really are an innocent hahaha... You're so funny that I want to laugh and hear it, ahaha... It was ridiculous" he said laughing loudly.
Even the laughter from Bimo made many of the children in the class stare at us and he really made me quite embarrassed this time, though, moreover, he spoke too class and continued to laugh endlessly until Elis patted his head hard then he wanted to stop laughing at that time.
"Ouch .. Elis what are you doing, what is my fault this time until you even pat my head, ouchhh.... It hurts so much that you tortured me Elis" Bimo said grimacing in pain.
I just chuckled with my own laughter because Bimo's face that was grimacing in pain due to his head being patted firmly by Elis was ridiculous and looked so cute at the time, so that I myself can't even hold my laughter anymore.
"Ahaha.... Bimo you deserve that, who told you to laugh at me so satisfied, now the karma is directly paid by you" I reply laugh at him.
Not only did I laugh at Bimo but Elis and the other friends who saw the incident, they all also laughed very crisply when they saw it.
"What Vivian said is true, so you have to be a good person if you don't want to get another pat from me, or I'll always do it harder and harder until you stop making fun of Vivian" the creepy Elis replied by raising her hand.
Makes Bimo creeps in fear and he immediately apologizes to me with Elis, although the way of apologizing is not sincere and the tone of his speech is also still flat and lazy, but for me it does not matter at all because he is a good person who wants to accept me to be his friend and he will always be a good person in my heart and eyes forever, even though his behavior is a bit strange and random.
But it is precisely with the existence of Bimo that I and Elis get a lot of happiness even just by looking at him grimacing or frowning that we both can laugh freely and I can immediately forget the problems in my head and it's been bothering me all this time.
He was quite meaningful in the friendship between the three of us and it could be said that Bimo was the most influential person in the friendship between me, Elis and himself.
Because if there was no one, I might be able to make sure that I also could not be friends with Elis and get to know the other side of Elis as much as this, I feel very grateful for the two of them beside me.
Although at first I thought having a friend was very troublesome and very boring I was also uncomfortable because I was afraid of having a friend who was evil like how Cecil treated me at home so from the moment it was very difficult for me to find friends and get along with others, especially I was always held in the house was also never allowed to go strong like most people in general.
There are so many things out there that I don't know at all but ever since I became friends with them, I've come to know about a lot of things, even how to ride the bus I knew from Bimo because it saw how he got on the bus at the bus stop the first few days when I got into school.
I learned many valuable lessons from them and they have always protected me from Defi who oppressed me, they are my guardian angels in this life, when I had to lose the only good person who always accompanied me, Ida now God gave me instead he was the one who loved me sincerely at once.
I always smile and say a lot of gratitude when I see the fact that I am now completely free from hell, freed from that very painful home and I was in the company of two excellent and wonderful gardens.
Until when I got home from school when Elis and Bimo were gone while I still had to wait for my bus at the bus stop alone, no sooner was Cecil's car stopping in front of me and he got out of the car and then wanted to make a fuss by suddenly grabbing my hair very strongly from behind to make my head interested as well.
"You... I'm warning you never to dare interfere with my business and Kaylo or I'll make you suffer more than ever, do you understand?" Snapped Cecil while grabbing my hair back then.
I immediately held Cecil's hand which grabbed my hair and tried to remove my hair from his hand.
"YES..A.ahhh....Cecil take off my hair, it hurts Cecil, hey.... Cecil let me go" I said trying to rebel against him but Cecil really had a strong hand and grip while I did not have enough strength to fight him back then.
Instead of immediately removing the snapper from my hair Cecil actually even more pulled it and he pushed my body firmly forward until I fell down on the shoulder of the road to make my knee scratched and bleed.
"I've given you this first warning and feel also the punishment you get for having tried to mess up my plan this morning.eughhh" said Cecil immediately pushed me hard.
"Big.brukkkk..." My voice just fell down hard.
I was not unable to fight it but because it was my hair was crested by yes so it was quite difficult for me to freely move and I just focused on releasing the Cecil jubine from my hair because it felt it hurts so much in my head.
After she pushed my body so hard that I fell down onto the street she just squatted down on me and looked at me with her very sharp eyes.
"You .. This is my final punishment and warning to you Vivian, if you try to interfere again with my affairs then I will not hesitate to destroy one of your legs!" Said Cecil while suddenly stepping on my feet with his heavy shoes.
I immediately screamed loudly because he stomped on my feet so strongly that my calves seemed to instantly become green and bruised in an instant.
"Well, uhhhh....." My ringis shouted loudly.
It was very painful but I could do nothing and could only cry bitterly while holding my bruised and green feet.
In addition to my knees that were scratched and bleeding as well as the head that still hurts because it was snapped by Cecil before, while Cecil himself had gone from that place as soon as he hurt me so cruelly.
I even struggled to stand up while trying to get up on my own, until a mother would help me and we got on the bus together back then, she said, I went on the bus this time because I knew Mr. Luke had told me in advance that there would be no one to pick me up from now on because he was too busy as well as the driver and his assistant.