THE MOUNTAINEER'S STRUGGLE
Epslind.14

Time crept slow, beating the catfish. Seconds pass slowly. The clock turned reluctant. Very tormented must lie with a body temperature of almost forty degrees of the size of Celsius.

Medication does reduce fever a little. But, the medicine of longing is only a meeting with the pujaan. Unfortunately, it was not found. Judis was tormented not seeing Ayu for five days.

The night is getting dark. The moon peeked shyly among the bamboo grove. Judis peeked out of the window. Why did everyone come to visit? But, let alone Ayu come, greetings from him also do not stop by the ear. This afternoon for the umpteenth time his father came to visit. No word of greeting from you, Ayu.

Moonlighting. Did Ayu dodge? I want to run, get close. But, you want to put your pride, if you say hello and approach him. Is not Ayu at all far from his ideal standard. None of them are on his list. What would the world say if Judis acknowledged the taste?

Ayu was also looking at the moon looking shy looking at her above the clouds. Under the one sky in longing who looked at the moon to give greetings. The window is wide open. How are you, my heart? Want me to say hello miss and ask how you are doing. Honey, I don't even have a face to face. Choosing to avoid so that the new taste thump does not have to burn the charred taste that is now increasingly spread. All is impossible then it must be brushed aside even with a cry.

I miss the night that faithfully accompanies. Let me keep it all in my heart. I'm the key to this miss and love. Let nobody know. Except, four of my centile genks. Only those who will be faithful keep secrets together.

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Days pass. Ayu kept her promise. No more meeting with Judis. Never passed in front of the house of Judis again. Even though, you have to turn the road. Must stay. Ayu did so as not to meet with Yudhishthira.

It is heavy when the heart is attached. When the taste has come to a head. Angan is always imagined. But, Ayu is self-conscious. Who himself. Merely, a gloomy mountain girl with no future.

Don't cuddle. Don't have to dream. A little guy like himself. Can't even knit asa. Judis is hopelessly empty.

Back in the face of the famous magazine with Cindy Cover in front. Seen the cover story is highlighting the love story, the cover girl with the prospective doctor. Utami knew it was Yudishthira.

Ayu smiled softly, congratulations, brother. Ayu will disappear. I can't forget you if you always meet. You'll be gone soon. It's good that we don't see each other forever.

"Yu, why ?" ask Thien who saw his best friend moping

"It's okay. I'm just trying to forget someone."

"Jude ?"

Ayu nodded.

"Forgot everything that only wounds us, before all the more you can't control. The same feeling happened to me. I have not been able to throw it away yet. But, if I don't see it, I can control myself"

"I avoided, because I was conscious. Who is he and who I am Thien. Like the earth and sky. Where maybe the moon in the sky will stop down to the Earth. It is impossible, the land where the moon stands but the sky where the moon rises. I saw Yudistira's boyfriend, Cindy. The cover girl with a million charms. Then, who is this. Just, a girl has nothing."

"Stupid where, nothing is impossible. If God wills, all will be because of His power." Thien stroked Ayu's shoulder. Strive to strengthen.

Ayu smiled. I'm a strong mountain girl. Losing my takan makes me fall. You can lose in love. Takan is desperate. I fell on one side but I will step forward in achievement.

I'll show you the strong side of my weak side. I achieved success in frustration. Ayu made a determination.

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Judis was disappointed that no Ayu had revealed his nostrils. I haven't seen the white ash in a long time. Fifteen days without each other.

Today I would love to meet you for the last time. Maybe it was fate to have to separate. Only, Judis hoped to see him before leaving. Last time.

Among the crowd the Judis did not find the white ash. Where the hell did you go? Why disappear? Don't you want to see me one last time?

Though real, if Ayu also has a taste. Judis, who was very experienced in dealing with a woman, already knew the mimicry and movements of someone who liked her. Did I guess wrong? It's hard to guess how you feel, Ayu.

"I miss you, brother, " said the spoiled Cindy who fell in the hand of Judis.

Judis felt bad this time. Slowly let go of Cindy's hand. I don't know why he got spoiled Cindy. Though usually will soon embrace or stroke the smooth cheeks of his lover.

What if Ayu sees that. Judis was not willing if the white ash wounded saw him with another girl. Ah, why think of Ayu's feelings. Maybe Ayu did not consider herself to exist. The proof is that a dozen days do not want to know the news. Do not look to ask any news.

Cindy's like an attention magnet. All the information-literate girls were enthusiastic about seeing it. The picture is a cover of a teenage magazine. Become the center of attention and be mobbed by many people.

Judis simply pulled over and occasionally searched for the gray white girl who disappeared from sight.

Everyone was amazed to see the series of Judis and Cindy. One beautiful beautiful. The one handsome is inevitable. Who does not envy their appearance. Both are created with the perfect creation.

From the corner Ayu just stroked the chest. The pain made him rise. Slowly leaving the noise. Let me cry today. To be aware of where I am. Away and do not say hello even though missed hit. Avoiding even though the heart pounding wants to just say, 'Hi'.

Ayu up the hill. From there it was clear the group was going to pass. Let's look from far away. No more looking at faces. Enough to see the group away. Hopefully it feels also slowly disappear as the pace of the vehicle that leaves.

The car slowly walked. The Jesuit Judis went. Only forty days. However, I will never lose all my memories here. Exquisite carved. As beautiful as the natural panorama. Carving out a name that you forgot.

My mountain flower. Maybe one day someone has picked up. Don't have to wait, maybe your fate will be the same as other flowers. If it is ranum then in the pick made a pot on the table in-laws.

Judis nilar saw the road that passed, a big rocky. A more decent path called the river is slowly passed through with shocks in the body. Remembered when the rain spattering Ayu came home. Her tense face that was cold. Wanting to feel attractive, hugging on his chest. Will those memories repeat?

Either, one day later, if you visit again will be a black asphalt sign of the success of development or keep mangkrak because of the planning available in godog without real realization.

Ayu from far away waved her hand. Goodbye Yudistira Hadi Wijaya. Thank you for stopping by and making a story. Hatur nohun had carved a smile. Hopefully over time it will erase the story. Change story. Become history in the book of life.

You have been willing to attend even if you just stop by. Go then! Leave me alone and a moment to remember. Don't leave an impression I can't forget. Because it's heavy as a burden.

A tear ran down her cheek. Along with the departure of the group who also disappeared from view.

To be continue~