
The sun had already risen as Ayu's car started to enter the simple paved road area. It really feels like a dream to bring a luxury car into the area. Driving itself. The car came in as if it were impossible.
The road is like a dry river. Large to small stones adorn every inch of that path. Not worth passing the vehicle. Let alone for luxury cars, even pick up cars are difficult.
Still miss the sensation of heart sport when riding ojeg in the rain. The motor will be swept because the rocky road mixed with soil is so slippery when in the field.
Young children often help cars that are in trouble through this road. Riding and jumping on it. Until now Ayu could not understand the intention of the driver and kernet asked to do so. But little Ayu is always happy if she does that.
The car goes in. Rows of trees are welcomed on Right and left of the road. The road through is dim because the sunlight is blocked by the lush foliage.
Ayu's car drove slowly. Rinai greeted cheerfully. The drops were swept away by a fan in front of the glass. It is vividly depicted in memory of the time Judis roared on a blind night. Both of them just remained silent without a word. Though the heart chirps like a bird in search of the sympathy of a partner.
Years have passed. The road now looks neat too. If Judis were to piggyback again then there would be no slippery road to obstacles. Yoga also hugged him once, when Ayu was about to go to school.
Why does Ayu always remember Yoga? The man had to see Ayu several times a week. Still with the same look. Ayu's suspicions are real. Yoga is not yet a household. Still real love twists in every look.
In the midst of the conflict that is now whack, sometimes comes the question in the soul. Is it wrong to choose Judis? In fact, now the problems one by one come without being invited. He strives for his quiet life. It is possible that if you choose Yoga all are not the same. There will be more problems that seem non-stop.
Cars enter the village. Children cheered to see luxury cars enter their village. The old man also looked up to admire the beauty of the iron chariot.
That's why Ayu doesn't want to bring her own car. Only take Judis's car if you go home. Reluctant to be told off by people.
The car stopped in front of Ayu's house. The simple bamboo room that Ayu always misses. Very full of love and peace. The place where his body was born and raised. Bathed in love and affection even without an abundance of treasures.
Dad was in the yard. Trying to guess, who is the guest who came? Mom opens the door. I was also confused as to who was wearing the red car.
The glass of Ayu's car is designed in such a way that it is not translucent. That's why they can't see the owner.
Ayu opened the car door and stood looking at the father. It's been three months not coming home, longing to pop in the chest.
Mom and Dad were amazed. As if I don't believe in the net. The beautiful princess wears a luxury car and drives herself.
His daughter who went home to school and went to the city, barefoot now riding an iron horse. So dashing stand self-proclaimed as a person with high strata.
"Assalamu'alaikum."
"Mrt .... " Three dwarves hugged his brother tightly. They are sobbing happily.
"Si's got a car, let's play in it" Ratna said.
Ayu opens the car and the three rush in happily. They used to get in Judis' car. But, seeing Ayu's car there is a sensation of its own.
Dad spread his hand. Welcoming the princess. Ayu ran to immerse her body in the man who became her first love. Crying haru. I gently stroked the head.
Mother approached. Ayu hugged him. The old woman who always loved without but it was successful added to the crying.
"Come, Neng. Where's Judis? Why did you go home alone? What's up?"
"Sttt, Ayu is still tired of asking so many questions. Take Ayu in," prevent you from hearing your mother's speech.
Ayu is getting clumsy. This is the first time, coming home without her husband. Blood is so much thicker than water. Without having to say something her parents already knew something was happening to her.
Ayu tried to hold back the tears that eventually shed wet the cheeks. Want to tell them about the heartbreak in the pendam himself. However, Ayu from childhood was not a crybaby who always complained about a problem. Whenever there is a life problem try to solve it without complaining or asking for help from others.
"Sir, Ayu carries souvenirs in the trunk. Please share with the neighbors. Ratna can open the trunk. Ayu wants to keep the bag first in the room.
I took the hand that Ayu brought. Smiling looking at dozens of boxes of pizza and donuts from famous brands. Favorite food later by neighbors when Ayu visit.
That's the village guy. They only had pizza from a cassava grater fried with a little oil. The food for them is more delicious than Italian pizza.
It is common for Ayu to bring a hand to share. Ayu wants her neighbors to also be able to taste the typical modern food of the city.
Some cakes also Ayu buy as souvenirs. Baggage is full of food when coming and going home too. All the neighbors brought Ayu the produce.
Ayu greeted the neighbors whose houses were close one by one came to say hello. They gathered at Ayu's house. Miss Ayu who is a role model for them.
The proud girl of the village. Always contribute to the moral development of the locals. Teaching najai children neighbors, become members of coral cadets, successfully invite young women to be active in environmental activities.
They lost their role model when Ayu got married and lived in the city.
Mak is busy arranging dozens of dishes in the contents of the hand. Although a few neighbors around will get rations.
Ratna and Ayu's other two sisters were busy driving here and there. Ayu gave a smile. The task was carried out by him. Sometimes like to nag if Mak told to share in the afternoon or evening.
"If food is stored can be stale. Mubadzir will be a sin. Don't be lazy, let's share it with all the neighbors. Remember this will be a reward."
Ayu will distribute the food even though it is already night. The plates also sometimes come home empty. Neighbors also returned with food in their homes.
Pizza and donut Mak take it as a treat. Smile on Ayu's lips. They're fighting to eat it. Ayu was happy to see everyone eating foreign food for them.
"Well, Nini wants chicken. That's what you put on the flour on TV. Later if there's bring it back here huh."Nini Ratmi asks Ayu to bring her favorite chicken.
Ayu smiled. His teeth were toothless but asked for chrysanthemum food. Ayu saw her old mouth was chewing with difficulty. His gums had to work hard at chewing food, replacing the function of teeth that almost all had dated.
Mimic Mak Ratmi's face is so funny. Hard work*******food is very energy draining.
"Nini must live a long life, God willing. Later if Ayu comes here again will bring the order."
"God willing, Nini will live a long life. I want to take my great-grandson from Ayu. Hopefully as soon as possible, Ayu," he said while patting Ayu's thigh.
Life at the mercy of brothers and neighbors. Ayu's family is a relative of Nini Ratmi, then when Ayu is sick and the family who takes care of her.
"Hopefully soon, Nini," said Ayu hugging the old Nini with haru.
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The house is silent. Only the howl of the strong wind whipped through the bamboo grove, as well as the sound of the night beast clashing merrily. Orchestral music that plays beautifully, in rhythm with the sound of the rustling of the shower water beside the house. Indulging the auditory senses.
The orchestra that Ayu always misses in the midst of concrete trees.
Ayu looked at her room around. Room 3 × 4 meters it is a contest place that witnesses the happy smile of Ayu got a gift of shoes from Yudistira, languish and sad to bear the longing, on KKN students were teammate.
This room also bears witness to the unification of the body in the name of love. Hoping that the union could make Ayu and Judis soon have the fruit of love. When is that, God? Neighbor's son who married lately, even his son was good at walking.
"Well, eat first, son," Mak asked at the door. His head poked slightly into the room, peering at his son.
"Alhamdulillah, this is what Ayu is waiting for. Kangen home cooking, Mak," answered Ayu approached and took his mother's affection.
"Eat a lot, your body is very thin. There's a lot of good food there."
Mak looked at his daughter whom I had been looking at. Three months ago it looked solid. I don't know why his heart is upset. Feeling Ayu is in the burden of trouble.
"Lose the same delicious cuisine Mother, if every day eat kayak gini, Ayu will definitely fat, " said Ayu
Ayu ate with gourmand. After the bismillah. Two plates of rice seta salted fish, sambal, lalapan boiled cassava leaves, cassava crackers, successfully filling his stomach.
Mother moved. His son had not eaten for months. Gradually correct. What's wrong with you, baby? I only shake my head when my mom cries. Like saying. Don't cry for mercy Ayu.
The night is getting late. Ayu sat on a rattan chair in the middle of the house. His three sisters are asleep.
"Neng, are you okay?"
Father stared fixedly at Ayu's face which changed when his parents asked so.
Actually Ayu is most reluctant to share with parents over the problems that surround him. Risma's business is also run without the help of a third person. No one ever knew. But Judis asked for his parents' blessing. Should we shut up now? Whatever it is or still want support especially from Mom and Dad.
Ayu let out a long breath.
"Sir, pray for Ayu and for Judis. Monday we want to check our content. We have been married for three years but .... "
Ayu could not continue her words. Lara's heart. Tears that have been held since coming have finally spilled as well. Mom came hugging. Ayu's cry became.
Father sat down listlessly. When do you have grandchildren? Always bothering, neighbor, brother always ask that. You refuse to answer it. Only God knows when that will happen.
"Without being asked. Mother and father always ask the best for you, in every prostration and sigh, begging you to be happy always, Neng. Thank God if it will be checked. Hope the results are okay. If there is a problem you can immediately treat. Is not technology cutting-edge. There's even a baby tube of everything."
The gentle voice of the father has always been a remedy for Ayu's broken heart. Calming.
"Baby tube? Aya wae the father of mah. How make. Make orok use tube all. I'm making what cake."
"This is one of the ways cell fertilization*****human male and female are not as normal. Fertilization of its cells with the help of experts is not natural. So it's not like making a baby in a tube using dough" explained Ayu who tried to simplify the word so that her mother understood.
Mak who is super innocent and innocent increasingly confused.
"Well, I'll explain. Slowly. Don't think about it confused yourself."
The atmosphere is tense and must be melted due to the innocence and innocence of the mother.
"Why did Ayu become pessimistic, dear. Ayu is not a person who gives up easily. Not the one who loses before the game. Qadarullah is best for you. God gives us what we need, not what we want, patience and effort."
Ayu breathed a sigh of relief. Father's right. Mana Ayu was a tough and unyielding person. Never afraid of anything or anyone. Ayu will take a definite step and arrange himself not to be silent and regret the situation. Life is too beautiful to live with fear and pessimism.
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Process after test Ayu and Judis went through. Ayu and Judis's faces were tense. Ayu's body was limp, from the morning there was no food intake. His appetite was gone altogether.
Ayu's face was a little pale, worms in the stomach could not be lied to, singing from morning.
"We'll eat first, honey. Your stomach hasn't been filled since morning" asked Judis.
Ayu was only silent as her hands were held tightly. Follows Judis to the favorite place across the hospital.
"What if we don't have kids?" ayu said slowly. Heartache if that happens.
"We will face it together. I'm with you forever. Like Mak Inah and Pak Agus. Inseparable. They can be happy without the fruit of love. Only death will separate" said Judis.
"Snake, you have to marry again!"
The word smoothly slid across the lips but was so painful and suffocating to the chest. Don't have to share time and love. Seeing the amazed gaze of the women looking at the husband had made Ayu hurt. It is hard to imagine having to live sharing affection.
"Sttt, don't be pessimistic. We're gonna have a lot of kids. They will represent our beautiful and handsome face. Smart and evil Ayu and Yudishthira. God willing, that time will come. We have to be sure of that."
Judas hugged Ayu. Trying to strengthen his fragile wife. Depressing hesitated Ayu, but did not even treat the tears of her heart. His chest tightness between not wanting to divide his heart and the demands of the descendants of his beloved father. Success made her cry in silence.
Lord, let our love be like the love of Ali and Fatimah. Love is undivided without ever being divided. Do not present a third person in the throne of love.
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