THE MOUNTAINEER'S STRUGGLE
Epsz.23

Judis parked the car in a hurry. Several incoming calls were missed. I don't know who caused the emotions to flare up. The call seemed to make fun of him. Don't want to lift. Seeing also reluctant.

Cindy, I hate you. How low your mind is. Cruel slandering planted a seed in your womb. Judis' morality had never been immoral. Let alone berjina touch the body other than hands and hugs are also never done. Why slander to plant unclean seeds.

[Assalamualaikum, Ac. Please come to my room immediately if this message arrives. Urgent.]

Judas walked half-run. Today is time for holidays. However, emergency calls always made him devote himself. Realize if there are many lives depending on his dedication.

"What's up, you?" asked Judis breathlessly. Breathing jostled.

"Sit down, Dis. Calm yourself."

"You make me feel less calm. Let's say your call I can't answer. Sorry."

"Request your help for a special patient, please don't refuse."

"Special patient, you mean?"

"Seek help for Cindy's healing" Eka replied hesitantly.

It's a secret together that Cindy is a former Yudishthira. No wonder they call him a special patient.

"Ogah, ah, Ka. Hearing his name has also made a black ride," sambar Judis with an uncomfortable face.

"But ..he really needs your support, Dis. Let's forget about personal feelings, just for a second."

"He slandered me, Ka. Now my relationship is on the edge with Ayu. It's all because of him."

"Yes, I know, but you're more aware of Cindy's physical and psychic condition. Now he's in the hospital again, Dis. Please help him, at least look at him as a patient not as Cindy your ex."

"Cindy's asking again?"

"Yes, come in today. Help him, Dis. We have to be professional, don't look at him as an ex. Look as a patient, it is our professional responsibility to help heal. Remember the oath of profession we must even help our enemies even in the battlefield. You are the most patient and painstaking care of patients. Where is the patient Yudhishthira? Tap Cindy's heart, let her heart accept right and wrong. May a glimmer of light greet him. It can be through your intermediary. May God make your ways easier, Dis."

Pensive judis. Baffled. Between helping and leaving. One side hates. The other side says they should care.

"Astaghfirullah, you're right, Ka. I'm too tired with all the brain dead ends. Forgetting that Allah is turning hearts upside down. Thank you, my friend."

Judis took a slow breath. Eka smiled. Yudishthira, a professional friend who always supported each other and warned of good.

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"Take off .." cried Cindy with thrashing. His hands and feet were tied to a cloth on the hospital bed.

"Dy, please don't do this, I'm sorry. It's impossible to untie that bond. If on the loose you will hurt yourself and your baby. Relax baby don't squander on. You've been like this for hours. You'll be tired, pity your baby" Mira sobbed.

"Judis will surely punish you if you see me being treated like this. I'm not a lunatic. Lelkasaan."

Aldo restrains Cindy's body, her mother just cries like she can't do anything. Bowing languidly bemoaned her only child who was now suffering from a psychiatric disorder.

"Let go, Do!" Judis's Order.

Judis came soon after hearing Cindy's scream. Aldo stared intently at Judis with a look of dislike.

"You see, my judiciary is coming. He's gonna punish you all, isn't he, Dis" Cindy smiled.

"I'm coming for you, Dy. How are you today?" Judis sat next to Cindy

"Please let me go, Dis! Look at me tied up like this. They're evil, think I'm crazy. Tying hands and feet. I just said I wanted to see you." Cindy cried like a child.

Judis looked on with pity. The oval face with those beautiful eyes was now just such a miserable patient. The sensual thin lips were now so and dry, lacking in nutrients.

A person who was once so tired in the struggle. Striving to be made girlfriend with millions of fans, now only a weak body no power. I don't know where the love for him that used to be so tempestuous. Lost vanished without rest, replaced by the figure of Ayu who filled the soul cavity.

Cindy's physical qualities are more than Ayu's. But, the quality of the brain and morals of Ayu the champion.

Cindy is like a flower in the garden, anyone can see and grasp. Ayu is like a flower on the edge of a cliff. Only the brave can see and hold.

"I'm letting go, Dy. Promise not to yell or scream again. Only a crazy person screams. Cindy's healthy, right?"

"Yes, I'm healthy, who says I'm sick. I just scream when I'm angry. You're here, I'm not angry anymore."

Judis unbinds.

"Dis, no," prevent Mira and Aldo at the same time.

Judis nodded his head. As signal. Mira and Aldo were silent. They believed that Judis could control Cindy.

"We haven't talked in a long time, yeah. You used to tell me a lot of things. Now you can too, tell me all your problems. How are you now?"

"I'm sick without you, I miss you."

"Don't get sick, remember you're not alone now. There's a junior in here." Judis examined Cindy's stomach.

"There's a baby, yeah, Dis. I'll be Mama."

"Yes, you will look after and love your baby, Dy. You must be healthy. Take good care of her!"

"Of course he's everything to me. I'm not gonna leave him alone. You know, what's it like not to have parental love? My parents are so rich, what they can't buy. All can, except buy free time for his son. I live in a world full of energy but always feel lonely. The frenetic world of modeling is just an impingement. Alcohol and drug escape. I want them there, Dis. I will love my son, I will not leave him alone and without affection."

Cindy clasped Judis' hand and placed it on her belly.

"This is your papa, son. You will not lack love. Your father is a very responsible man. We'll keep you like precious gems never to be wasted."

"Who wants papa to be like you. I want Judis not you. Judis is the one who deserves to be the father of a baby." Cindy glared, still fresh in memory as Aldo snatched away the holy crown that night. Take advantage of opportunities in awareness affected by alcohol and drugs.

"I was wrong, I'm sorry. Don't punish our son for my mistake. I know better than anyone what it's like to live without papa's affection. Papa's been gone since I was a kid. I don't want my son to feel the same way. I beg Dy, let our child feel complete affection" Aldo said. Sendu heard his voice.

"Gue equals grandpa doesn't need Lu, just needs Judis. Point!" Cindy is back. His eyes wildly stared at Aldo as if he wanted to pounce.

"ok ... You need me, Dy. So how's your baby want it?" ask Judis calmly.

Staring intensely at Cindy's beautiful eyes. Wanted to knock her maternal conscience. The eyes were dim and dewy again. A speck of water slid down from its corner.

"You're gonna be a mom, Dy. The culmination of a woman's profession. The most valuable status. Not everyone can be a mother even if they ask. Thank God you easily carried it. Others even have to cry out to wait for the fruit of love. Remember you are not alone now. Don't be selfish thinking only of yourself, there's your baby."

Judis held Cindy's hand, stroking her slowly. Eka was right to face Cindy not have to avoid. Those wild eyes were now dim and softened. The thrashing body fell silent lethargic. His heart seemed to have been entered by droplets of cooling dew to soften the other limbs.

"I just love you. Wants with. Why did you choose Ayu. What special is he. Come back to me, Dis. I need you instead of Aldo," said Cindy sobbing.

"You really need me, Dy. Your baby needs his biological father, not the others. There's a little dedek that will be your binders. Although not love, I am sure that in the end you will be willing to sacrifice for innocent beings. Don't be arrogant, you know better than anyone, what it's like to live without parental affection. Do you want an innocent baby to feel the same way?

Cindy and Aldo looked down and were silent. An innocent creature eventually becomes the victim of their depraved actions.

"Sorry, I can't love you like I used to. I fell in love with Ayu from first sight. God has set our hearts in one rhythm. Not because of looks or anything. Maybe he's my rib. I didn't look at him for orgasm. Our hearts have God inclined to be together and share a life of peace. Sorry, but this is how I feel. I don't want to give you false hope."

Cindy is silent. His heart was sliced. If you had not refused and ignored the proposal of the judiciary, today would have been happy with him. If only time could be reworked.

"Began thinking grown-up. Think as a mother. You are the most demanding idealism of a mother. You demand more from your parents. They could never make it happen. I believe you can be the best mother in the world. Do it."

Cindy was crying. All the words of Judis are true. Cindy is selfish, just thinking about herself without thinking about her tiny womb-filling creature. How is it different from my mom. Cindy wants to be happy on her own without thinking about her child's needs and happiness.

'Lord, help Cindy, break her heart. Give a glimmer of guidance to the heart. Do not leave his heart covered in a dark mist. Let Cindy find true happiness, even without my presence.' Judis's love in her heart.

The atmosphere was getting worse, Mira hugged her daughter tightly. I'm sorry, Dy. This is the consequence of looking for rupiah rather than paying attention to you. You are missteps and trapped in evil association.

"I have to check on other patients. Sorry, Dy, I gotta go."

Cindy looked at Judis. Know if they can't be together anymore.

"Thank you, Dis. Don't forget to come here often to see Cindy," Pinta Mira.

"Of course Auntie, she will always come for my sister. Sorry I said goodbye."

Judis left Cindy. Women who have made a story even though just stop by. Now they have to choose a different path. To live a destiny that ultimately separates.

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Ayu rushed into the hospital hallway. Go to Bandung to visit Nurasiah Jamilah who was in an accident this morning.

We have forty minutes left. It was a short time to find his best friend.

"Here son, don't cry. Mother's hard to carry a lot of luggage. Go it alone, yeah! We'll catch it at home. Mom doesn't have any more money. There is only for the fare," lamented a mother who was very troubled with a number of typical hospital tents.

The right and left hands carry a flask and a large black crackle bag. In her carrying was also a toddler on the chest with a long cloth. While beside him a toddler whining demanding more attention.

Little girl with thin stature and unkempt mums. His clothes looked so dirty and dirty. Snot everywhere without a chance at his mother.

A number of hospital visitors felt disgust and nausea seeing it. They seem to be running into the family. The mother walked with a shunt, a sad look lingering on her face that was older than her actual age.

The rush of life has taken away her joy and laughter and happy face.

"Want to have a big brother? don't cry, honey. Poor mom. Come with brother," Ayu.

The little girl looked at Ayu. His inner instincts began to identify his interlocutor. His hand began to lift the sign ready in the carrying.

"Don't neng, the clothes will be dirty. Leave it alone, later also stop alone," prevent the mother.

Ayu does not hush. In the seedy girl's arms in the chest. Take a jam in the bag and wipe the snot with no discomfort and disgust. Ayu clutched tightly to the little girl who looked comfortable in her carry. The smiling mother turns out there are still people who appreciate them in the middle of the condition that is so in one eye. Salutes.

"Ong, sorry. I have something left behind can I leave the same default my child?"

I don't know why the mother believed so much in leaving her son to Ayu. The man he just met. Stepping away in a hurry again into the hospital hallway.

"Yes, Mom, it's okay. I just wait in the front seat. Ayu stepped onto the row of benches within the hospital lobby.

A pair of eyes were endlessly looking at him. A woman with a mask on her face noticed since Ayu arrived. Nausea suddenly tickled his stomach. How can I hold and wipe the snot of that musty girl. Let alone come closer to see it also wants to vomit.

Cindy glanced at the girl beside her. Beautiful, attractive and shady face. Ayu throws a smile at Cindy. Realize that someone is watching. Her smile was so sweet and sincere.

"Excuse me, sorry I'm sitting here. I hope you don't mind" he said in a soft voice.

Judis fell in love with him. Not just any girl, haphazard. The girl with the gentleness and charm of the hospitality of the village. It is famous how friendly and polite said the villagers.

Cindy subconsciously returned that sweet smile. Still the net noticed a face that was so soothing to the soul. This is why Judis could not turn away from Ayu. Being around him makes it comfortable.

Ayu is engrossed in playing and joking with the shabby little girl. There was no disgust stroking her hair, wiping the snot that seemed to stop flowing from her nose.

Cindy stroked the stomach. Don't care and love others. Not caring for yourself either. Damaging the body and brain using booze and drugs. Letting oneself be destroyed by free association. Judis did not make her a mother to her children.

This is your speciality, Ayu. Like an oasis in the midst of the love of Judithira. Judis needs the most secure port. You're the guy. I hope I can also be the most comfortable port for children. I will give you the attention and love you never felt.

To be continue~.