THE MOUNTAINEER'S STRUGGLE
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Judis' hands trembled, the rows of numbers and percentages suffocating him helplessly. There was no need to explain the doctor Yulia who stared with pity.

As a health practitioner, Judis knew exactly what had happened to his wife. One of her ovaries has an infection and should be removed immediately.

That means Ayu's chances of having a child are very slim. It is not impossible that Ayu can get pregnant, but only the miracle of God will change things.

The baby tube program was very small to produce results. Judis had already imagined how Ayu would react to the results of this test.

"Patience, Doc, nothing is impossible when God wills. Patience and effort. The miracle exists. Tell Ayu immediately. If it's too late, the other ovary cell can get an infection as well. It will make your dream of having children just wishful thinking."

Yulia patted the shoulder of Judis who was still shaking violently because of her crying.

How do I tell Ayu? How heartbroken the wife would be if she knew what had happened. Judis messed up her hair. Feeling so helpless.

******

The operating room was so quiet. The space between life and death is notoriously sinister. The light panned in the middle of the room, just to the point of the gaping wound due to the tear of the scalpel.

Judis appears to be concentrating on operating on the patient. Blood pooled filled the abdominal cavity. Maybe if not experts will make the guts ciut. The blood-pumping machine works quickly so that the blood does not block the view. So that the organs of the body are clearly visible when the operation is done.

"Stop, doctor. Don't cut!" Prevent Utari when the scissors are about to cut something.

Judis was surprised not to play. His hands trembled at what he almost cut. Twelve-fingered intestines, but Judis was operating on an appendix patient.

His body was in ruins and almost lost balance. Utari immediately caught his body, so it did not fall.

Utari codes Yudha's doctor to replace Judis on the operating table. Yudha immediately carried out the pending task of Judis.

With a plan Utari memapah body lunglai Yudis to a bench in the hospital park.

Judis sat with a blank look. Almost his hands caused the patient to lose their lives. Still with a trembling body, the tears of Judis flooded the cheeks. To self-dumbness.

The park is quiet and looks wet due to the rain from the afternoon. Rainwater leaves the rest of the puddles on the leaves that flicker in the lights. Gives a beautiful reflection. Moreover, the moon began to reveal itself. Shamefully peeking on the sidelines of the clouds that are still slightly blackened.

The night was late when the emergency operation was carried out. Tired, tired and have extra work left over.

Utari just kept quiet for a moment and let Judis cry like a child missing a toy. Pilu and sad like a child left by the mother.

"Dis, what's wrong? You got a problem?"

Utari asked but did not answer that Judis was crying. Utari is confused.

"Tell me what's up! You weren't concentrated on the operating table. Our scalpel has two blades. Become a lifesaver if we perform the correct procedures. He was also a cruel killer. Being a slaughter knife taking innocent lives. Even with just one incision. If you are not ready and not in the best of circumstances, you can ask another doctor to replace you. Not even endangering the patient due to your carelessness."

Utari stared intently at the furious Judis.

Judis did not answer. Putting his face in. Cupped his face with both palms. His shoulders were shaken violently. Like a little boy crying without shame.

Utari is confused.

"Dis, what's wrong? Say it! don't confuse me any more" Utari pleaded on her knees before Judis, who was sitting on the park bench.

Judis reached into his white coat pocket. A piece of paper is laid out.

Utari covered her mouth with both hands. His mouth gaped in disbelief reading the results of Ayu and Yudistira's health test report. Tears were unbearable on his cheeks.

It is fitting that a famous Judis with expertise on the operating table almost committed a fatal mistake. This paper made his soul shake violently.

Utari could not imagine the reaction of Ayu and Om Hadiwijaya when looking at the results of this test. Finally wept at the side of Judis who did not stop crying.

*****

The night was late, Ayu was restless. Downstairs in the courtyard. Waiting for the late husband to return home. His presence is so in later.

Today Ayu wants to immediately see the results of medical recap of gynecological health. I don't know why Judis didn't come.

It was past midnight when Judis came with a lamp.

Ayu took the medical equipment bag. Opening his shoes and coat.

"Sister, have you eaten?"

"It was in the hospital" answered Judis lying. Not a grain of rice or a mouthful of water stopped by his mouth.

"Alhamdulillaah, Ayu thought she had not eaten. Brother looks so limp."

"Small, Honey. Today's operating schedule is tight. Have you eaten?"

"So," answered Ayu, because the food was not in his arms from morning.

"Sir, where are our health test results?"

Judis pretended not to listen.

"Sir ....?"

"Dr Yulia went out of town today. The test results he kept. Here's how you check with your own friends. Lab results are not stored where they should be, instead stored as doctors. Mana Yulia senile. Forget to give before you go."

Judis. Ayu is too smart to be fooled if the test has not come out. Judis could buy time by saying If Julie had brought the test results.

The hospital should perform the procedure. The test results should be taken by the patient. Not a doctor or anything. So he gave up on the reason that Yulia's friend would become commonplace to keep his test results.

"And Ayu wants to know as soon as possible," said Ayu lirih.

"You know slowly, Dis. He's afraid he's in shock. Unable to accept reality if you tell suddenly." utari's advice was met earlier.

"Darling, it's been a while since we went on vacation?"

Ayu was confused to hear Judis's words. Is not wrong. In a tense moment waiting for the test results even talk about the holidays.

"What's wrong? Any issues?"

Judis took a deep breath and held Ayu in his arms.

"The problem .. we're too uptight lately. That's why we need refreshing. It also takes time for both. Don't tell me you want to bring in more troops at the second honeymoon. Just us, nothing else. It just so happens that starting Monday I can take a week off."

Judis pinched Ayu's blushed nose.

Remembering the honeymoon first. Bring all family members from the village. They also want to know Bali. As soon as the door cleared. Still depicted the strange face of Judis at that time, but unable to resist the wishes of the wife. Judis had to say yes.

"Alright, take a shower first. Your body smells wry." Ayu's hands swiftly pushed Judis' body into the bathroom. Judis' intention of kissing his wife ran aground.

Cringggg

The ringing of Judis's cell phone was heard as the sound of the shower rang out from the bathroom. Judis is cleaning up.

Bagas! Why call tonight? Ayu pressed the button to receive the call.

"Dis, I'm so sorry. May you be patient in facing the test. You guys don't fit basically into anything. You only chose him because you had to. Your dad really likes it. You see, Ayu can't give offspring. If you choose another, you will have children from another. Hello, Dis. You're still there, right?"

Silent.

Ayu bit the tip of her lips. The pain, the more the heartache.

"Well remember Stevy? That's your ex. He's still asking you how. I sent her number via SMS. Who knows, you still miss your first love. She's still single. He he he. It's still worth fighting for."

There was the sound of Bagas chuckling across there. Ayu cried stifled. Bagas laughed as if laughing at Ayu's weakness.

Why are you hiding my true state? Until when will you lie.

"He is on holiday in Indonesia. You can meet me, Dis. I'm sorry I hung up on a patient."

Bagas ended the call. He always looked up not to like Ayu. Maybe because I'm just the ash Upik and the handsome prince Judis. Not really in any case.

Ayu wiped away the tears. Wanted to see when Judis was silent. Lord, did Judis choose me only because of my father. Papa chose wrong. L wounded him. The chosen woman turned barren. Unable to give offspring. Also tormenting the inner Judis who was forced to be together even without love. For the sake of making Papa happy.

Alright you guys have given. It is time to receive. You have sacrificed a lot. It's time to sacrifice for you. Let this heart be torn as long as you smile happily. Whatever I'm gonna do. Ayu wiped away the tears. These are the tears I showed you. I won't let them see the melt of my tears. I will cry alone in silence and silence.

******

Ayu walked like he did not tread on the ground. The burden of his soul is only kept alone without sharing. Soul desolate. Wanting to scream calling his best friend's army. But now they also have a family. They have their own problems. Not adding to their burden.

Telling stories to parents is also taboo for Ayu. Don't want to make them sad to hear about their child's problems.

Ayu felt alone in the middle of the back and forth of people who walk. Rinai wet her body. Unable to extinguish the embers in the heart. His body is already covered. People pull over when the rain comes. But Ayu let the rain hit her tired body. Hope to treat his heart.

A pair of eyes watched Ayu's condition closely. Stalking behind with worry. Seeing Ayu already staggering.

Ayu walked over with a blank look. People will think Ayu's life is so perfect. The abundant treasure will run out of seven derivatives. Big names that make people shy. But treasure cannot buy happiness. Ayu willingly lost all the happy origin treasures. No big name is okay. As long as it can be accompanied by the cry and laughter of children with him.

He crossed the street without looking left. A car rolled towards him.

"Awas Ayu!"

A burly hand pulled Ayu's body in his arms. Ayu darkened her eyes, fainted instantly.

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