THE MOUNTAINEER'S STRUGGLE
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Cindy shut herself away when she got home. Silent mood. There was no sound indicating activity in his room. The magnificent room with all-round Lux furniture was as if without occupants. Slender.

Cindy looked in the mirror. It's been an hour of seeing a double reflection in it. She saw her beautiful pale face. Protruding cheekbones. Her skin is a little dull.

The face was so fresh. Becoming a teen idol. That face is what paparazzi look for. Just to appear on TV or magazines and spread the beautiful charm of a smile, a product that is advertised will sell sweet like fried beans. Her beautiful face is a bearer of good luck.

Now with time. Her popularity and beautiful face are fading. Drugs and liquor are also unhealthy lifestyles that take away the freshness of the body and spirit.

Now only a shabby face lacking any energy was left. Nothing is eternal. It used to be against Judithyira. Feel that everything you are proud of is forever.

Today how long for the death of Judis. His laugh that always made him soar high. It was before the eyes of Judis that seduced Ayu. Pain felt to the core of the soul.

Judis chose Ayu. Besides being beautiful, she has an interesting and very kind personality. Unlike him who can't even do good to himself.

What is Cindy's lack of life, treasure, the appearance of strata number one. Popularity is also within the grasp. What is less. Cindy is the happiest person in the world.

A beautiful paras with a plenary physique was hers. Oval face with beautiful eyes, lentic lashes without mascara or false eyelashes. Adorned with rows of white teeth and sensual lips that are very intoxicating looking.

The inexhaustible treasure will be enjoyed by seven derivatives. Every object that is wanted origin is already in possession. Everything is in his hands.

Cindy's life is everyone's dream. So perfect. Cindy was never happy. Always looking for true happiness. Not found in the luxury of property. In search of happiness in a beautiful appearance also does not exist. In the sparkling world of showbiz is also gone.

Cindy always felt the most unhappy. Always feel alone and alone in the crowd. His life was empty without direction.

Cindy shuffled around looking for a paper bag from Judis some time ago. The paper bag was dusty. The color has faded. The gift box inside is worn out.

Cindy slowly opened up after cleaning the dust that was stuck. A beautiful robe with a pink hijab is taken from it.

Lucky the robe is not damaged and dusty because it is tightly closed. The shirt is on the chest. Cindy's cry broke. His heart was still in the iris sembilu. The unspeakable. If at that time I would have asked Judis. Perhaps today the seed in the womb is the fruit of their love. Not seeds planted in an illegal relationship.

Cindy put on that robe. The tanktop shirt that was worn was covered. Now the legs of the tie that wear a mini skirt also escape the view. Neatly her body was covered in a long and wide robe.

Staring fixed sexy body with a neat dress syar'i. Tears fall on the cheek. In the past without risk people touch his body for reasons of professionalism. Designers wear clothes. Seeing body parts without risk. Not infrequently touch without clothes. Everything is done without worry.

Beautiful hijab in the grasp with trembling. Now the beautiful hair that once adorned the glass screen as the best-selling advertisement covered already.

Cindy saw her twin so gracefully wrapped in syar'i clothes. Not just for beauty, but for the soul.

A clothes that was once despised as alien clothing is attached to Cindy's body. If you always ask why people choose to cover a beautiful body with clothes that are not fashionable. Now it is very comfortable in its body.

As beautiful as any physical if the character is depraved then it is useless. Raga can be unattractive but personality will make people comfortable to settle down and stay. That's Ayu. If Cindy's physical makeup is more beautiful and attractive. But, the beauty of morality makes Judis unable to move.

Back of the tears accompanied Cindy. Sesal. If only time could be re-taken. Want to return the words first. Receives the proposal of the judiciary and is together at his side.

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Silent mood. Just the clock ticking regularly. The sound of artificial waterfalls also spoils hearing. Mira was confused to see Cindy who became quiet. Sometimes her heart felt it was better than seeing a hysterical Cindy. Is that a sign of an improvement in Cindy's mental state? What if the pressure on his soul is too severe?

"Do, Auntie instead became worried about Cindy's attitude. Ordinary hysterical and raging now instead silent and calm. Is that all right?

"Ehmm, sorry Aunt from earlier I want to tell you. At the hospital Cindy saw Ayu, her fiance Yudishthira. Is that why Cindy locked herself in a room?"

"Oh my God, do. Why new stories? What if Cindy does something stupid again? Aunt is very afraid of losing her. Just Cindy the Aunt had. If she dies, whose aunt?" Mira was worried

"Sorry, but I think Cindy's calm demeanor is better than her hysterics. Even Cindy saw Ayu and Judis together. Cindy is sad but not hysterical. That's why I think Cindy is okay" Aldo replied.

"Yes if it's better, if it's more down how. You didn't hear any movement or sound from Cindy's room. Do, lest Cindy be lifeless," lamented Mira with a sob.

"We'll just break down Auntie, come on!"

Not to mention Aldo and Mira moving towards Cindy's room, the sound of the house bell calling.

Tong .... Ting tong's.

Mira opens the door. It looks like two lovebirds who are the topic of conversation are in front of the door.

"Jude, Ayu!" Screeched Aldo

"Ohh .... This is Ayu, Judis' fiancee?" Mira looked at the sweet girl in front. Beautiful, attractive, her face so shady and reassuring. Mira watches closely the hijab girl who is Cindy's competitor.

Judis and Ayu were just sculpting. They feel that their presence is not expected.

"Assalamualaikum, Mum. Yes, I am Ayu Yudhishthira's fiancee."

"Why are you here, Cindy's not in the best shape. Go home! Auntie is afraid Cindy will get worse if she sees you. Aunt please don't make Cindy hurt again. Go !"

Mira drives away though not the heart. What is the power all for the health of the beloved baby.

"Don't go you guys, I beg you," Cindy said. His voice surprised everyone.

"Cindy!"

Their eyes were even more wide-eyed when they saw Cindy's appearance. His typical tanktop clothes and mini skirt changed a beautiful robe and a neat hijab on the head.

They were gawking in disbelief. Mira hugged and cried as she clenched tightly to the princess.

"Oh Allah, my son's tenan wis jerky. Realize, Dy, mama please don't be like this. Mama is willing to lose all the treasures you can sane again." Mira shook Cindy's body violently.

"Astaghfirullah, ma'am. Cindy's sane, sane. Why do you cry when your daughter is wearing the right clothes. Mom thinks Cindy's crazy. Long ago when dressed like naked mama was silent and supportive. Cindy is not ashamed to wear clothes that promote the beauty and sincerity of the proud body of mama. Now Cindy's perfectly wrapped up saying Cindy's crazy. How is that sanity, Mah?"

Cindy's got her scared mama. They sat in the living room after the guests who had just arrived.

Judis did not blink looking at Cindy's face, it was different. Shady and soothing. I used to ask for that shirt to wear. Cindy is angry and throws. Today it is finally used without coercion.

May one day you wear it for the first time and forever not be taken off again. It was like a dream to see Cindy hijab syar'i. People most allergic to hijabers are now so graceful to wear the clothes they hate.

"Thank you guys for coming. Please sit down" Cindy's love.

"Son, are you not sick. What you feel. Why look like this ?"

Mira said while crying. The tears did not stop. His son's attitude was strange. Didn't Cindy hate long clothes. What is the reason for wearing it?

"Ma, today Cindy met Ayu in the hospital. Look at Cindy's answer all along. Why did Judis choose him. Shame demeans a girl so tall. Ayu was so gentle with the little girl she was unfamiliar with. I can't even be a mother to my own child. In this womb there is a life I have to make happy, but I can't make him proud to be my son. Just makes him feel ashamed to be born out of this body. I demand that you always be the perfect mother. Always be there and do your best. Mama tried to do that. Looking for rupiah for my sake until I leave early in the morning before I wake up, go home the night after I fall asleep. But, I only scatter his hard-earned treasures. Without ever saying thank you. Demanding without ever giving. I'm the most selfish person in the world. Time to give now. I hope to be a good mother to my son. My son will be proud to mention my mother. Being the happiest child. Being a filial child for my mom. Forgive Cindy mah. Since childhood troublesome and make mama difficult. Please help me make it happen."

"You've never been a burden to your mother. Forgive me if mama considers you pretty much everything by indulging in the material. My mother never spoke from heart to heart. Feeling that it is enough with rupiah. You are not actually happy. I'm sorry you can't be a perfect mom." Mira held her daughter tight. Tears rolled no longer.

"Alhamdulillah," cried hamdalah fill the entire guest room.

Ayu hugged Cindy. They cry together. Dissolved in the euphoria of haru and happy. Thank you for the guidance that has greeted Cindy Agustina. Top models who are now hijrah.

Judis looked at Cindy as if she could not believe that the person who had been so deeply in love had changed. There is no more Cindy who is flirtatious cipika cipiki with all the Brotherhood without any worries. No top model likes to pose for the sake of profession. There was only Cindy trying to improve.

Aldo smiled happily. It has been described a beautiful day that will be strung together with the beloved baby. Aldo also intends to be the best papa for the fruit of love. Trying to learn about religion. Higher education does not make life quiet without the beautiful understanding of God.

"Thank you Ayu, 'cause you Cindy changed. Aunt is frustrated. So sad to lose a child. Now the aunt is relieved, God willing to calm down to spend the old days. I will no longer be busy. Will be busy taking care of the grandchildren."

"I'm just a wasilah, actually the direction has long come, aunt. Cindy is looking for true happiness. That is when God gave his heart the desire for the presence of God. Cindy begins to search for the true nature of life. Hopefully it istiqamah. Aamiin's"

"Aamiin ya rabbal alamiin" answered all compact.

"Dy, let me take care of you. I want to come propose to you. We can face it all together. I'll do it all for you and our baby. Let's learn together to face it all." Aldo kneels in front of Cindy.

Cindy looked at Aldo with a pus. There's still hate to remember that bad night. But, not all Aldo's fault. He also played a part in the incident that night. His heart still belonged to Judith. It is not easy to forget Judis. Maybe I will never forget it.

Judis was the most romantic man she had ever known in her life. So sweet and love word from him. It is like being the most special creature in the world.

Cindy refused when Judis asked for a change and wanted to justify it immediately. Never crossed to give up a brilliant career for a mutual commitment.

Young marriage and having to let go of everything was like a nightmare for him. Not want to give up fame and must be busy taking care of the husband and pestered whining of small children.

Now tragically, Cindy has lost the popularity of pride. Also the middle of a two-body without accompanied by a life companion.

"In God, I'm ready to do. Let's try to be the best parent for our child" Cindy replied tremblingly. His heart is at war with reality. But now it is time to accept the destiny.

"Thank God, may you be the best parents." Do'a Judah.

They dissolve in happiness. There is always wisdom in every event. Sadness and sorrow are sometimes Rabb's calls to be closer to him. May the heart always be sensitive to the love call of the creator.

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A simple reception completes Cindy and Aldo's wedding. Not many guests were present. Only family and closest friends give do'a blessing.

Cindy is beautiful in a white dress. His face looks fresh. Aldo's handsome dashing with a black shirt suit and peci. They look harmonious.

A happy smile also appeared on Mira's face. Thankful God still gives a second chance to keep the princess alone. Property and position are no longer top priorities. Family is the most precious treasure above all else.

Ayu and Judis came together. They wear matching clothes. Ayu wrapped in maroon red color. So graceful and beautiful. Judis was stunned. I want their happy day to be today. Not Cindy and Aldo the bride but Ayu and Yudhishthira.

"Kences is! Doctor really slovenly," tease Utari who nylonong nepok his best friend and cousin.

Judis. This kid doesn't know the place. Well, lost this authority mah. Appearance is cool like this even got bullied.

Ayu smiled. Angry Judis melted. That smile made the North polar ice melt perfectly too. Thank goodness, from earlier glared without blinking want to swallow. Rasain is good at ledek kak Utari. Ayu is satisfied.

"Yudis is looking forward to being a bride. Soon you'll be legitimate. Good luck getting to the contract later, aamiin" Mira smiled at the silly polah Yudistira.

"Yes Aunty, but why not just be with Cindy at her wedding today" said Yudis while scratching his head. Ayu blushed and shifted the subject.

"You can't do the first night again until your baby is born, remember! It is lawful for you to touch hands but not to have a husband and wife relationship."

"Why Ayu?" Ask Aldo who immediately drowned.

"You have done before that time that is the punishment" said Mira.

Cindy relieved. I haven't been able to give more to Aldo. Only to be able to give the status of husband without being able to give full rights to Aldo. His heart still belonged to Judith.

"This is solely for the purity of the sharia and also the purity of the nasab. Worried that one day there will be demands from one of the parties it will be easy. Suppose it must be a DNA test then it will not be contaminated by another. Never heard if there are two twins but different father. That's not impossible. That is why Sharia has fortified that. Usually women get pregnant out of wedlock for unusual reasons.

So this decision can make it easier to solve the problem. Because the fetus in the womb is not meddled by other seeds. That's a little bit of my knowledge. Either there might be a madhhab saying otherwise."

Aldo. Sad to be together without touching his wife. Aldo understands that Cindy is also not ready to be with him completely. But it really hurt him.

"Prophey bang Judis, you stay another month, "the dance temptation again

"Hooh, it's still a long time. I can't wait for Ri. Now you can't do anything. Let alone holding the look has also jumped the eye." Judis glanced at Ayu who was engrossed in seeing his sister's papah.

Ayu brought her sister along as a condition to go together. I don't want Judis to take another chance. Dissipated even if only looking or fad occasionally trying to hold hands.

"Of in pecan. It's good, doctor. You lose to three children," ledek Utari saw Judis in the wine of Ayu.

"Ri, one dwarf is enough to be a bodyguard. This brings three. When can we both be."

"Later if halal," sambar Ayu chuckled.

Judis finally laughed. So afraid of being alone with him Ayu brought an army. Today I want to meet the future in-laws. By having to stay at his house.

Disappointed Judis could not freely tempt her fiance.

I can't wait for that happy day to come. Where all that is unclean becomes lawful. All salvation will be worship. It would be perfect half religion.

To be continue~