The My Impossible CRUSH
Episode 18: Feeling

Hearing Bagas' desperate tone, Ayu quickly stood up because she did not want her questions just considered sarcasm.

"No no. please don't take offense and just answer my question just now. This isn't a question for you.."

"ooh. if I'm being chased, look at the person."

"Me, like her like me."

"HAHAHHAHAHA..who can reject a person as beautiful as you huh? HAHAHAHA.." Bagas' laughter boomed.

"Which guy doesn't fall for your face, even if you like it first, I'm sure it takes less than a second for that guy to return your feelings."

"If the man is not.." muttered Ayu nodded resignedly, it is true what Bagas said.If only he did not put his sense in the man imitation, surely his mind did not ngenes like this.

"Now put on your helmet, we're out for a breath of fresh air." Bagas handed the helmet to Ayu.

"But to the office first yeah, I'm gonna drop off the important files." Even though he lost hope of making up for the miss, he could at least see Rey's face today.

"OK.." said Bagas eagerly.

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Rey who is seriously typing on his computer continues to be disturbed by Riko, the marketing director who always joined his wife on vacation.

"Rey.. wanna play chess? I'm bored." Riko shook Rey's work chair with the chessboard in her right hand.

"Where's your eye? don't you see I'm busy?" rey snapped annoyed because today was the fifth time Riko disturbed him.

"My eyes are always here..!" reply Riko sewot while pointing at her two eyeballs.

"Go away..! You want me to report to Mr. Dimas for continuing to bother me, huh?!" rey's eyes widened very emotionally.

Just this time Riko saw Rey talking in a high tone, usually he will refuse slowly even while smiling sweetly at her.

"Why is he..?" lirih Riko goosebumps, he steps out while tightly hugging the chessboard on his chest.

Ten minutes later, Riko came again carrying a Lego block that he often played with Rey.

"Rey.. Lego Lego, you definitely didn't reject me this time huhah." Riko hung a large bag of Lego blocks in front of Rey's face.

Rey looked at Riko's cynical eyes while lowering her glasses. "Go away. I've had enough of three hours sitting in front of this computer, and I beg you not to put a load on my brain!"

"oh.. You don't like playing Lego anymore? all right you're gonna find a game you can't turn down anymore." Riko smiled mischievously and then walked backwards leaving Rey.

Rey stares cynically at Riko and turns around to continue her work on the computer screen. Because Riko he is already 25 minutes late from the time specified Dimas. his head is really hot at this time, the, it feels like he swiped Riko's face on the computer keyboard to vent his emotions.

Five minutes later, the office door opened again and a hand suddenly patted Rey on the shoulder without greeting.

Rey who thought it was Riko just sighed heavily, then he hit her powerful computer keyboard.

"Please this time, just today, don't appear before me! should I say in front of your face that I'm really SICK of seeing you!" he raised his voice and turned around with a red face in anger.

But his anger that suddenly collapsed and collapsed when he saw not the face of Riko who was in front of him, but the face of Ayu who looked at Rey with teary eyes.

Rey set her breath to recover her mind for a moment, she was even confused what to say when she saw Ayu's expression as if to assume the curse for her.

But the silence of Rey's mouth for a split second made Ayu conclude that Rey's sharp words just now were indeed for her.

Ayu's gaze was bowed, her breath was like a great turbulence, her throat was as if it was about to break holding back the cry in front of the man.

"Just.wait!" call Rey, but Ayu ignores her and runs from there.

Rey ruffled her waist and rubbed her hair back "what did she think..?"

To hell with his job, Rey ran after Ayu because as she expected Ayu must have misunderstood the words earlier.

"Well.." call Rey while reaching for Ayu's hand, but because Ayu dodges Rey's hand, she slips until she pulls Ayu's bag until the rope breaks.

"What?" sahut Ayu held back the crying and anger.

"Aren't you sick? why chase Me?!" he knelt down and picked up the bag that had fallen on the floor.

"I guess.." Rey hasn't finished explaining 5 Ayu has cut her word.

"Mr think I'll be as calm as ever? I have a heart too!"

In an instant Rey felt the two of them were like strangers because Ayu called herself 'I'.

All his life, he had never been involved with women, especially about feelings. really he was confused how to deal with women who were misunderstood.

Rey tried to arrange the sentence as gently as possible so that Ayu understood.

"The words were not for you Yu, there was a person who always bothered me earlier so.."

"So Mr. vent to Me.because I'm also a bully right?" Ayu turned around to leave Rey, it felt like she could no longer see Rey's face any longer.

When he arrived at the basement, Ayu ran while crying towards Bagas who was waiting.The sound of crying echoed to make Bagas panic and ran towards him.

"Why Yu? you fell?" tanya Bagas was worried.

"Nghhakk.." - Ayu sobbed.

Not wanting anyone to know, Ayu immediately told Bagas to leave the building while continuing to cry as he pleased on the motorbike.

"Stop dong crynya, many see tuh." persuaded Bagas while still focusing on driving.

"hhhuuuaaaa😭😭😭 facet benwi her same haaku. I cuwa you metuhhhuu😭"

[so hate him as much as I do, I just want to meet] Ayu said with a raucous voice and gasping breath.

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On the other hand, Bagas' mother was consulting with one of the cancer specialist Doctors who was none other than Dika.

"If it's in surgery, how likely am I to survive Doc?"

When he bit his lip, the patient in front of him had more than five years of brain cancer, and this was only the third time he had done the examination, he said, how to explain that people with brain cancer can survive for five years is already a miracle from God.

"Didn't you have a guardian?" ask Dika.

"How long can I survive without surgery?" Bagas' mother seemed calm even though she knew her life was on the verge of death.

Dika explained that the cancer cells lodged in the head of his mother Bagas not only almost ate motor nerves, but almost ran the lymph nodes. he could not even think of how much pain he had suffered without the help of the doctor.

Hearing that explanation, Bagas' mother decided not to have surgery, as the chances of him surviving after or without surgery were equally small.

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