The My Impossible CRUSH
Episode 41: Not sure yet
Bagas leads Ayu to the gymnasium, the students are studying in their respective classes, so there are only two of them there.
Of course they also skipped again today, Ayu did not care about it. if following the lesson was not necessarily his brain will connect.
"What makes my beautiful girl cry like this hmm?" Bagas wiped the tears that soaked Ayu's cheeks.
"Can I lean on your shoulder? for a moment.." pinta Ayu, tears unceasingly flowed down her face.
Bagas patted his shoulder allowing Ayu to lean on.
"By pleasure...."
After letting Ayu cry for a moment, Bagas asked again.
"Now can you tell me what made you cry?"
Ayu was confused, The man she liked turned out to only use himself to approach her brother. How will he tell that?
Moreover, this was about Bagas' feelings, would he be fine if he told her about Rey?
"I miss my mother." At last it was the only word Ayu could say.
Bagas's gaze immediately moved to the ceiling of the building. "Sometimes I also cry when I miss Mom."
"Sorry yes." said Ayu suddenly made Bagas look at him in wonder.
"For what?"
"Can't I ask for some time off again?" pinta Ayu while squeezing her fingertips.
"Why? You're gonna reject me? if you say it now, I won't..."
"I still can't be sure how comfortable I feel about you, whether it's Love or just being comfortable because you've always been nice to me. My mood is a mess right now. If I accept you now, I accept you, then it's just an option because I'm pressed by time, but that doesn't mean I reject you, because hearing you open your heart to another girl makes me so nervous. hope you understand what I'm talking about." he said as he gasped, not sure Bagas could hear his voice clearly.
"So you asked for her time in length, but you don't intend to refuse me for not accepting that I'm opening my heart to another woman?" tanya Bagas.
Ayu nodded, she was very grateful Bagas understood his words just now.although the look on Bagas' face still seemed confused by the meaning.
"Isn't it obvious you'll accept me? then why ask for time to be extended?"
"But I don't want to accept you when I'm not sure myself" Ayu said.
"But you're sure you won't reject me?"
"I'm just afraid I'm sorry to refuse you, so I need some time."
Still confused as well Bagas heard the explanation. "alright.. I will wait for you, but no sooner, later someone will enter my heart so it can not be because it is blocked by you hahahahahahah..."
What matters is that he is 80 percent likely to be accepted, although 20 percent is still confusing.
...~...
Dika's duty hour has been completed, he rushed to the basement to pick up someone, but a terrible thing suddenly appeared behind his car.
Yeah, that horrible thing was Rey with her sharp gaze. "Can I talk to you for a second?"
"Sorry, I'm in a hurry." said Dika, he still remembered Rey's ludicrous behavior last night.
"You have to clear up this misunderstanding." Rey urged Dika.
"Which misunderstanding?" asked Dika again, he did not even dare to look at Rey for the sake of his future welfare.
"If you did not enter Mr. Adit's room yesterday, surely Ayu will not misunderstand! I just expressed a feeling yesterday and because of you he got misunderstood.he thought I was just messing around to get close to you. aaarrrggg!!" Rey was irritated at the confusion of putting together the words for Dika to understand.
"Don't you want to be immoral to Me yesterday? is that your goal to approach Ayu? because you have a taste for Me!" He pointed his stethoscope at Rey.
Rey's already tangled face even more complicated when she heard Dika's speech.
With hope, Rey told Dika clearly. he even asked Dika for help to talk to Ayu to meet him and straighten out this misunderstanding.
"I'm really asking you for help" Rey said.
Dika who had not believed also became a little sure.The look of Rey's face was very worried and anxious it showed that he really wanted Ayu not to misunderstand him anymore.
"All right, but I don't promise. You know for yourself what his nature is?"
...~...
Because it was the day of the Father's death, Bagas intended to come to give the white roses as his late mother had said.
During this time Bagas never visited his father's grave because of the mass that he could not accept, but because his mother advised to visit often, Bagas also often came even though just giving flowers.
"How are you?" bagas asked the worn-out tombstone.
"Thank God Dad, because thanks to Mom I so often come here.if not for Mom, I'm lazy to come..."
BRAKKK!!!
Suddenly from behind someone hit the nape of Bagas using a bag.
Bagas was grimacing in pain, he turned his head and shouted to the person who hit him.
"goddess!! GODDAMNIT! APA.." instantly the annoyance was replaced by surprise when he saw Laura who hit him.
Laura was surprised to see Bagas, he dropped his bag to the ground.
"You?" they said simultaneously while pointing at each other.
"What are you doing here, Lau?" ask Bagas while stroking his neck which still hurts.
"What are you yourself? You love me often...."
"I visited my father's grave." Bagas cut Laura into a moment of confusion.
"Your father? not wrong?"
"No, what kind of kid went wrong to visit his father's grave."
"You yourself? visiting who here? Do you live around here?" Bagas looked suspiciously at Laura because of her strange-looking giggles.
"I. visited my sister." said Laura as she walked toward her sister's grave.
Bagas narrowed his eyes "Then why suddenly hit me?"
"Sorry.. I thought you were someone else.." Laura immediately turned her back to Bagas.
What if someone else why? how did Laura hit him? does anyone else Laura maxed out have anything to do with Ayu?
"If you prove that you did it, I will not remain silent!" rutuk Bagas then moved from there.
When he was about to leave, Bagas felt that there was something strange about the tombstone of his brother Laura and his father.The shape looked very exactly just that his brother Laura still looked new.
But Bagas dismissed it from his mind "maybe just a coincidence." he murmured.
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