The My Impossible CRUSH
Episode 44: The Word of Heart

Ayu threw out a breath that she had been holding, sounding long and heavy he exhaled. he indirectly thought Rey really lied to him yesterday.

"Yet? How much is it, sir? I was nervous when I saw her, I felt like I wanted to continue with her, I even dreamed of erotic things with her Is that still not enough?" refuting Rey did not accept, he already wanted to disappear at that time because of Ayu's sharp gaze.

"What..? you're Bawdy!" rutuk Ayu up and down his eyeball.

Mr. Tio smiled faintly, he knew that Rey immediately wanted to get the confession.

"The feelings you have experienced so far include good things.do not rule out the possibility that leads you to the right path, but as your feelings for fellow men grow, the way you grow, so does your feeling now begin to grow for the opposite sex. When you first feel something for the same sex, do you need someone's recognition?didn't you? You continue to dive into that feeling, until you finally decide that you like the same sex. Then now why are you asking for someone else's confession? doesn't that mean you're not sure you're normal or not?"

"I.." said Rey, hesitating.

"If it's like you said, that you like this girl, then dive into your feelings, reassure your conscience, and make yourself sure that you're completely normal. Because only you can throw away your mass, I can only help, so decide for yourself whether you are normal or not."

Rey was silent to hear the words of Mr. Tio, he tried to find the answer from his heart. all this time he was too dependent on the opinion of people about him, until he did not realize that the most important thing is the word of heart.

Not only to Rey, Mr. Tio also gave advice to Ayu. he said if he really likes Rey, then he must give a little chance and trust so that Rey can prove sincerely.

But still, as a person who was once made a scapegoat by Rey. Ayu could not believe it, especially after the incident in her Papa's office yesterday when Dika and Rey were hugging on the sofa.

On the way home, Rey and Ayu are both silent. Rey, who was upset with the pounding of her heart, could only gouge out the side of the car steering wheel using her nails.

While Ayu, from earlier he did not turn his face from the left.his eyes seemed calm looking at the trees and buildings they passed, but his mind was very messy, and his mind was very messy, what if Rey is really sincere this time? should he leave Bagas who has been coloring Ayu's dark heart because of waiting?

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Like his promise to reveal a nosy offender harassing Ayu. Bagas took her to the Kerubung Jati area, where her father was buried and where he met Laura yesterday.

Ayu parked her car at the entrance to the cemetery.he and Bagas went down to find out something.

"Where's your father's grave?" ask Ayu curious, why is the tomb of Father and Mother different places?

"Here it is.." Bagas walked to the right.

The first time Ayu came to this place, there was nothing strange.he also never felt coming to this place with his other family.

"You sure you've seen my family here?" ask Ayu again while down the tall grass around the tomb.

Bagas turned around and nodded, "It's getting worse, as I recall, they were standing next to the tree." point it at a frangipani tree that has now grown tall.

Ayu looked towards the cambodia that Bagas pointed at. Its wide, reddish leaves make it a distinctive feature.in addition to just one, the frangipani tree grows near the entrance of the cemetery making people easily remember it.

There were only two things in Ayu's mind at that time, between her family kept something she did not know. Or Bagas just mis-seen that time.

"You didn't? when I gave flowers to my father yesterday, he suddenly hit me with a bag." said Bagas as he placed a bunch of white roses.

"Who?" ask Ayu.

"Laura...he reasoned wrongly thought people.Who is the person he maxed out? do you think it makes sense?"

Bagas scratched his head while grinning "heheheh.. I left immediately yesterday." he didn't really remember where the tomb was that Laura visited.

Ayu seemed to think of what clues they could get, then suddenly Bagas had an idea to question the janitor there.

"Excuse me sir. Do you know this woman?" Bagas shows Laura's photo from her phone.

"Don't know, but you know he's often here" said the fifty-year-old father.

"oh yeah? do you know which one is his family's grave?" continued Bagas impatiently seen from the look of his face.

"Tau, let me take you" said the Father as he led them to one of the tombs, which was only two blocks away.

"This is. As long as I'm his brother." said Mr. janitor while pointing at the tomb with his thumb.

Bagas and Ayu carefully observed the tomb, but they could not see clearly who the owner of the tomb was caused by a faded tombstone carving.

"The noise is similar to my father's, right?" said Bagas, he did not feel anything strange, different from Ayu who immediately felt strange.

Ayu sat down and tried to clear the name on the tombstone, but instead of being clearly visible, the size was even more chaotic until the letters were increasingly shapeless.

"isss! a little more!" muttered Ayu was irritated.

"If it is not wrong there is the tomb of his Father also here, but I forget which heheh." said the officer from a distance.

"It's not clear, gentlemen!" rutuk Bagas followed upset, but a little more he knew the culprit.

Tired and desperate, they decided to go home when they just entered the car door, Mr. janitor yelled again from a distance.

"It looks like this one is Jang..! yep, yee..!" call the officer while trying to run, but it is too late because Ayu has driven her car away from the place.

"Well, but they just love flowers here." muttered the Father a little confused while sweeping around the tomb of his father Bagas.

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"Sharla.." call Evi from the dining room.

"Yes ma.." said Sharla, he immediately closed his diary and rushed to dinner.

On the front cover of the book is a beautiful name.

Alisha Laura Rania...

On the side of her dresser, there is a picture of her at birth which was 18 years ago.See Father and Mother carrying her with a cheerful smile. next to her is a childhood photo of her two older sisters Cindy and the late Mei.

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