The My Impossible CRUSH
Episode 26: Blue Cover

Warm hugs as you comfort her, gentle strokes on her shoulders, shady looks as you comfort her and sweet words you say so she can live her day well. all that You did when I was at the lowest position in my life, but now all your attention You give him when I also experienced the most painful thing.

You did that to me because I'm special to you, right? is he so too? is there someone else now shifting my position in your heart? so now you share that beautiful look with her, give her your sweet smile and give her a warm hug on her back.

"Your arms.."

That one word made Ayu freeze in her seat, she could not even blink her eyelids as she stared at the look on the face of the Man she had loved.

"a..what? A hug? wh-wh-what for? don't you still not like me? or maybe you're normal?" he raised the question with his lips twitched in nervousness.Why all of a sudden? is this not just his dream?

"I'm still as usual, not NORMAL yet and don't like you. I just want you to hug as an act to encourage me. Oh one more, stop calling yourself 'I' in front of me because it sounds like someone else."

Although the assumption is wrong, Ayu is a little happy because the word 'I will not like you' is now changed to 'Not like you' at least there is hope, right?

But still, what made Rey suddenly behave like that?

"Why ask for a hug? You think I'm a girl." said Ayu panicked.

"That's exactly what you need to ask, you used to hug all your friends huh? why hug just anyone? moreover, at one time you hug Me and at another time you hug the Man, then you ask what kind of woman are you? you're a plan-washy boy!"

"Certainly? max, what is that father? jealous or just angry? and if you are angry, why? Ayu just wanted to catch him at that time, she needed a place to lean on." I know who Rey meant.

"I also need peace, need a backrest, why don't you want to? you said I'm the one you like the most."

"i.iya indeed, but because the Father who asked for a hug sounds so strange." anyway Rey is also a grown man right? he embraced Bagas because he did not have feelings of like, or anything else. purely just to calm him down.

"Any? so if you're hugging just anyone, isn't that weird?"

Ayu was silent, she did not dare to look Rey in the eye at that time.

"Lifting you home instead of making me dizzy" he pulled Ayu's hand and took her out of the room.

Arriving at the door Rey threw Ayu's hand.

"Is anyone sad and in need of support? if there is he ready to embrace you so that you may be excited!" rey said in a loud voice until the employees in the room were stunned.

After that Rey closed the door quite hard to make Ayu surprised "chh! does he really have no mind? why did he tell me to hug him? does he not know how hard I try to withstand the nervousness when near him? he's so good he doesn't have feelings for me. Just make people's hearts bother!"

Suddenly a bespectacled employee approached him "Father.. I have a problem hehe."

"You want to fire you? I said Mas Dimas here!" threatening Ayu widened her eyes suddenly made the man sit back in his chair.

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A few days passed after the departure of the Mother. Bagas now began to be able to accept the situation, was used to start his day without the smile of the Mother.

He prepared faster than usual.when he came out of the room his gaze was fixed on the dining table which is usually served by a simple side dish made by the mother's hand.

Because his time is still a lot, Bagas thought to go to his mother's room.he steeled himself to read the diary of the Mother who was deliberately left for him.

Before opening the blue-covered book, he took a deep breath and promised never to cry again.

"You must be disappointed because I gave up on my illness.The last few days I've visited the Doctor, but the Doctor said that the chance of my mother surviving is very small. so instead of spending your money on something uncertain, you better save that money for your future.the amount is not much, but enough for you until graduation. after that I'm sure you can find your own money hehe... I'm sorry I didn't leave anything for you, baby, because I didn't have time to prepare."

"Mother left me good memories, that's enough." said Bagas whispering as he looked at the photo of the mother. Then he continued reading again.

"Savings books and ATMs are in your closet drawer, use them sparingly Okay? I will watch over you from here.Oh yes, visit your father's grave often. lest there be weeds over our place, and always bring your father a white rose. you never brought it before."

"iss.. troublesome once." Bagas said considering the distance of his father's grave is quite far from there.

"Mother even told me to bring her flowers." she closed the diary and put it in a bag. Suddenly she lost her spirit when she read about her father.

Just about to take his motorcycle, he was greeted by Ayu from the car.

"Bagcases...!" call him from outside the fence.

"Uy.." said Bagas turned his head, seeing the fresh face of Ayu on that gloomy day was enough to make Bagas again get his spirit.

"Bareng to yuk.."

"But you drive, I can't hehehe."

"Some, Yuk.."

Bagas walked cheerfully towards Ayu's car, for a moment he felt that there was still a very special person who made his life still colorful.

On the way, they tune the song while singing together. Even though they do not memorize the lyrics, they still scream as if they were singing on stage.

"Wahh. exclaim yes if you can drive the car" said Bagas stunned when Ayu played the steering wheel at the roundabout.

"You studying?" ask Ayu.

Bagas smiled widely as he nodded "if you are his teacher I'm sure I can quickly hahaha.."

Ayu was quite relieved to see that carefree laugh coming back again after a few days lost in the weeping roll.

"Look at your smile again."

"Where? it's starting to affect my smile in your life."

"Your smile is very influential even one college woman would love to see your smile again."

"Yes.. I admit no one can resist my charisma HAHAHAHAH.." Bagas let go of his laughter, a laugh that sounded a lie even though his face was trying to sumringah.

"I'm proud of you, you're jolly and able to make the atmosphere cheerful.in the past time I lost my Mom I cried for three months every want to sleep.worse really hahaha..."

"Your mother?" Bagas looked astonished, his parents' feelings were still very healthy.

Ayu himself immediately became confused, he seemed to release telling things that were not supposed. his fingers moved knocking on the steering wheel of a car that was running straight.he knew, anyone would be confused if he heard his words just now.

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