The My Impossible CRUSH
Episode 25: Dependency

In his room, Ayu cried as hard as he could. Under a thick blanket he buried his head to spill all the sadness.The incident that befell the two closest people was enough to make himself very hit.

Although Ayu tried to muffle her voice behind the blanket, still vaguely heard her cries from outside the room because it was too loud she roared.

Dika who just came home from work wondered what else made her youngest sister cry so much.

"Dec? you why?" call her from outside the room.

Because Ayu's ears were covered in blankets, he could not hear Dika's call.it also made Dika directly into the room to ensure the condition of his sister.

He pulled the blanket that wrapped Ayu's head brutally. "Why are you, huh?" he looked panicked when he saw Ayu's eyes could hardly be opened because of swelling and swelling.

"How should you let Ayu's chest not tight?" his voice sounded trembling and dismembered from sobbing.

"Why? what's the matter hm..?"

Ayu recounts all the misfortunes she saw today.how Bagas in staying away by his mother, as well as Rey who had to accept the bitter state because her own Papa treated her Mama like trash.

"Jeez sad because Bagas certainly did not have anyone else Sis, just like we used to. continue Ayu was also sad because his Papa Mr. Rey did not have feelings.even if he did not love his wife, Kak, or if he really hates it at least has a heart.😭 even though his late mother has lived a bone even though she does not seem to have to behave like a human!"

Dika pursed his lips with a sad face anyway.however they also had felt the loss before.

"You're close friends with Berand.e maxut Big Brother is good, right?"

"Bagas.." cut Ayu while wiping her snot.

"Yes that. then you and your other friends should comfort him. But if he needs time alone is okay, we all need time to accept the situation right?"

Ayu nodded at the words of her big brother.

"And for Mr. Rey, instead of crying here and continuing to feel guilty for not being there when he was hard, lighten up now you meet him, say your condolences. who knows you're the one he's waiting for to recover all the burdens in his soul.However you're also close enough aren't you?"

"True.." why did not think by Ayu from earlier.whether later he was expelled or angered by Rey who is important in trying first right to give him spirit.

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Meanwhile Bagas curled up on the mattress of his late mother, next to him appeared Bu Tari brought him a bowl of warm soup for Bagas.

"Bagcases.. Let's eat first son." persuade Dance slowly.

"Bude, all this time, didn't you know you were sick?" she clutched the paper from the hospital she found in the dresser drawer.

"Bude also did not know son, every day your mother always smiled cheerfully.who would have thought she had such a severe disease."

"Foolish the hell I am. Why I don't know anything about Mom." rutuknya upset.cries and regret stirring her feelings become more and more messy.

"You don't blame yourself. This is all the provisions above. be patient, sincere, your mother would be proud if you saw you become a strong child." Dari rubbed Bagas' head, although they were not too close, but his relationship with his late mother Bagas was quite close.

Tari and her mother Bagas were friends since they were still living in the village.Their first meeting when she and her mother Bagas sat on the bench of Junior High School.Then the two worked together in a salon, and, then when Tari got married he quit his job and his mother Bagas continued the business by opening a small salon.

Then things changed when Tari's husband died, he and his son moved to the suburbs and then met his mother Bagas again.

Bagas' mother once said, Tari can tell anything about himself later so that Bagas always remember him, except one thing. one truth that should not be revealed at any time so that Bagas can stay happy living his life.

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In front of the office door, Ayu seemed hesitant to meet Rey. Dimas said he didn't want to be disturbed, which is why he didn't even come out at lunchtime.

Therefore, Ayu also brought a box of fried rice that he made himself. Ayu moved her hand towards the doorknob, but she hesitated again.

Unexpectedly from inside Rey who opened the door first, their swollen eyes clashed with each other in silence for a moment.

"You? what's up?" ask Rey.

Rey closes the door and follows Ayu. "You know I don't like fried rice?"

"Or.." Ayu nodded her head without any curiosity.

"Keep why even bring me fried rice?"

"This is all that Ayu can do heheh.."

"Can't buy another one."

"Want? What do you want Ayu to buy?"

"No, later." said Rey, he took the rice box and ate it greedily.When his mood and mind were chaotic, ayu's small attention like that could make her feel that she still deserves to live in this world.

On the appeal of his own family, Ayu's family was more sympathetic to him. If not for the brother and Ayu, maybe he no longer knew how to continue his very bleak life.

"He didn't like it." ledek Ayu, the instant Rey's bribing speed stopped.

"Forced, I didn't have breakfast this morning."

"Nake?" ask Ayu again while raising her eyebrows.

"Most micins." said Rey but still chewed the fried rice greedily.

Ayu smiled a little at the look on Rey's face, she knew Rey really did not like fried rice.but if she brought Rey's favorite menu will they have a topic like this?

"How's your friend doing? is she okay?"

"It seems he needs time to accept his bitter state.What about you? are you okay?"

"I'm sorry that there was nothing at the hardest time, Ayu heard from Mas Dimas Mr. bumped into Mr. Ben."

"I was even in prison for that" Rey said casually, he had no problem in prison or on death row even though he could teach a lesson on what his father had done.

"It must be hard to get through that.."

"mmm.." Rey nodded slowly, she felt ashamed because of her family circumstances.

"Tell aja to Ayu if you need a friend to confide, Ayu is ready to be horrified."

"Still care about you as much as I do? kirain no longer." Rey grumbled remembering the incident in the tomb yesterday.

"Still dong, when did Ayu never care."

"Yesterday, you didn't even give me the same spirit as usual."

"mmmmm... You know, you're jealous?" he accused Rey with a faint smile.

"I'm just envious, you're more sympathetic to him than I'm a person you've known for a long time.This is all your fault, you're too considerate of any I have a problem."

"Oh.. so can you say that Father of dependence is the same as Me?"

Rey nodded while throwing away her gaze as if she was very upset at that time, but she herself did not know exactly how she felt. annoyed, angry and agitated into one made her heartbeat beat very fast.

"OK, all right, so it's Ayu's fault. Now what you need is for you not to be envious, and so that Ayu does not feel guilty." she will be willing if Rey tells her to buy her favorite coffee or snacks that can restore the mood.

Rey raised her gaze slowly "Your embrace..."

"uhuh?"

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