The My Impossible CRUSH
Episode 68: Civet and Barbie

As in previous years, Ayu and her family always visit her mother's grave when she has a birthday.

Still in all-black clothes, he and Rey turned to one of the cafes while the other family went home first.

"Wahh. nih, Ayu happens to be hungry." she got out of the car regardless of Rey. Actually, he did not intend to build a distance anymore, he was hiding the shame of having wasted Rey. They gave Rey false hope. Even dumped her after they had their first kiss.

Especially when he remembered he pushed Rey's body yesterday to fall on the floor, the shame and guilt clad in his mind made him want to erase his memory.

"Lord, if You cannot take away my memory. Just pull out her memory, I'm really ashamed, God..!" gerutu Ayu while stepping into the cafe.

"Will he accept me?" muttered Rey hesitated, in the face of Ayu from afar while tightly grasping the ring box in her pocket.

Orders have been recorded, while waiting for food to come Ayu and Rey just throw each other face but occasionally steal a glance.

"Mr didn't read all of Ayu's chat with Lita did you?" whether this is a decent chat opener or not, which must have been a long time ago Ayu wanted to ask that.

"No, I'm just watching." said Rey, who was lying.

Though every Ayu and Lita exchanged stories both messages and phones, Rey always listened. The ins and outs of Ayu's curhatan about him either it's upset because he used to be very indifferent to Ayu, or the admiration because Ayu's love even more passionate. Rey knew everything without exception, it was what made him dare to buy the couple's ring.

"Thank God..." Ayu looked relieved.

Rey smiled slightly, watching the girl's face closely. "Why is it? You vilified me while confiding with Lita?"

"e. not a little.." Ayu squeezed her fingers. He believes Rey doesn't know everything.

"Now how do you feel? Have you thought about opening your heart to another man after being tricked by that boy?"

"That's it.." said Ayu hesitated, but his heart cried out loudly that Rey was still standing there.

In between their talks, the waiter came to serve the order. Put one by one the menus they ordered on the table.

"How do you feel about me?"

Of course Rey's words invited the waitress' smile. He even blushed because he could feel Rey's emotional overflow.

Ayu gave the code through the eyes so that they paused the discussion first. But Rey did not care, he even felt that everyone in the world should know about his feelings for Ayu.

"Do you want to accept my feelings?"

"Thyu has not thought about our relationship, even Ayu has not had time to apologize for making you hurt at that time." he bowed embarrassed. His heart throb as if rumbling as he looked into the eyes of the Man before him.

"The mistakes I made were even bigger, and instead of apologizing I was pushing you into a situation like this" Rey also expressed regret.

Rey finally abandoned her intention to give her the ring. It seems he needs the right time, which is more intense so that Ayu does not feel pressured. Moreover, what he gives is not just a statement, but a bond that leads to a more serious relationship.

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"Second input from Me, if anyone wants to ask please contact me via private message" said Ayu closed the guidance session today. He closed his laptop and then walked out of the room.

At the same time he sees Rey and another department secretary walking together towards the meeting room.

There is nothing wrong actually, from the first he has often seen Rey interact with the opposite sex. But this time it's different, Rey is no longer a man who likes each other.

Ayu could only stroke her chest "conscious Yu. She was also a normal human.don't overdo it." she thought then threw the jealousy away.

"You're thinking the same thing as me, aren't you?" chirping Mila from behind made Ayu's mind collapse.

"Mom Mila..? what does that mean?" Ayu did not understand Mila's words just now.

"Old rumors about mongooses and barbie, it seems like they really have a relationship" whispered Mila did not forget with a mysterious tone so that the impression of the conversation was more tempting.

Ayu was surprised to hear the old rumor "so all this time the barbie was Bu Anggi?" because of Rey's disorder, all this time he thought that barbie was a man.

"You just found out? weren't you the one who yelled when you saw Rey not wearing clothes in Mr Dimas' office?"

"t.but I shouted in surprise, not because..."

"That means you didn't see it, but your arrival was not long ago when the barbie came out of Mr. Dimas' room."

Hearing that Ayu only frowned, as the cause of gossip, whether Mila's words can be trusted? After all, Rey had explained that her clothes had been hit by coffee, and decided to change clothes in the room.

But why in the room Dimas? There will be a more appropriate toilet, then if they do strange why also in the room Dimas? There are safer hidden places.

All the words but, and but repeated in Ayu's head, if you think again it was time Rey was quite suspicious. "aaaghhh!! bodo is very..!" rutuk Ayu left Mila who was still blabbering there.

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