The Perfect Cupu's
The Part 40

"Lyn, what do you want to eat?" reynan

"Mmm, it's up to you Rey" I said as I stared at the dark world that was completely empty

"Okey, wait" said Reynan who left me in one corner of the canteen.

I try to enjoy this dark world.

"Catlyn" said someone from behind

"Who?" sahutku while trying to feel looking for his whereabouts

"Gue, Ditto" said Ditto

"Eh Dit, how are you?, my tumben just heard your voice" I said

"Feeling you aja times, btw cheeks lo chubby really Lyn, want me to pinch" said Ditto while issuing a furious expression

"Yahhh, failed my diet" I said while trying to smile

In the corner of the cafeteria on the other side was Brayn who was watching me. Now he does not want to use a wheelchair because he thinks it is weak, unlike me I still use a wheelchair because of yesterday's accident and my eyes are never recovered from the darkness of the world.

"Eh lyn, there's Brayn" Ditto sneered

"Dit, call Reynan I'm not in the mood" I said while trying to get away from the existence of Brayn

"Lyn, here's the meatball" Reynan said thrusting the meatball in front of me

"Rey, let's find somewhere else I don't want to be here" I whine

"Why?" ask Ditto

"Rey, let's spit it out" I asked

Reynan pushed my wheelchair and left the bowl of meatballs he had ordered earlier.

"Reynan" cried Brother Brayn from behind

"Who's Rey?" I said when Reynan suddenly stopped my wheelchair

Brayn's brother gestured for Reynan not to tell me about his current whereabouts.

"Reyn??" much

"Lyn, you're here and I'm called" Reynan said

I nodded my head. I try to imagine the present moment with both of my eyes. I never demanded God the way I used to when I first felt blind. I realized God's scenario was much more perfect, and I began to realize that if this was the best way for me.

"Lyn, sorry old" Reynan said

Reyman continued pushing my wheelchair. I don't understand now where I am Reynan obviously keeps pushing my wheelchair.

"Rey, where are we going?" I said as I felt that Reynan was far enough away to push my wheelchair

"There's a thing" Reynan said, making me grieve

I kept quiet, feeling the current atmosphere.

"Rey, is it all right?" I said when Reynan stopped his footsteps somewhere

"Lyn, I'm staying behind" Reynan said

"Rey, I'm scared" I shouted

"Don't be afraid, while I'm still on this earth I won't leave you alone, even though my age can be calculated using the fingers" said someone who is familiar in my ear

"Sister Brayn?" guessed

"It turns out you still remain the same, being innocent and polite even though you are not Siti" said Brayn

"Sorry brother, ak.." I said cut off.

"Plisss don't live in a cave, one thing you need to know even if you've lied to me and yourself, and even though I am trying to hate you, somehow I cannot hate you" Brayn said

"Color may feel I've been fixated in your words that really can make me melt in your arms" explained kk Brayn made me occasionally gulp saliva

"Sister, I know maybe you're acting like this because you have an empathic sense of me? Because I am blind now, I can't be what I used to be, and what you need to know because I have always been there for Brayn when friends of Brayn's brother go one by one" explained me

I tried to get away from Brother Brayn, trying to push my own wheelchair.

"Lyn, I'm sorry" Brayn said sincerely as he held my hand to push my own wheelchair

"Why is the new brother apologizing?, you know what it's like to not be forgiven by someone, how does it feel to not be understood by someone? And how it feels to be insulted before my own eyes" I explained with a petty smile

"Lyn, sorry about the cave" Brayn said, holding me back

"But baby, my patience level is as good as my brother's" I said as I left Brayn's brother and tried to leave

I tried to get away from Brother Brayn and certainly tried to push my own wheelchair, although it was quite difficult for my condition now.

"Lyn be careful" Reynan said

"Go from before me...!!!" yell at

"Lyn, tap.."

"Go....!!!!" firmly back

I heard Reynan move his legs away from me. I tried to make my way with a palpable.

I gave up instantly because I knew it was really hard for me.

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This morning I have decided not to go to high school anymore because my condition is not possible. I have also thrown away the phone number that I have been using when I disguised myself as Siti.

"Dear, eat first yaa" said Raka

"No laper" I said in front of the porch

"Well, what do you want?" ask Raka

"Catlyn doesn't want anything" I said

"Why are you?" ask Raka again

"Sister, I'm tired I want to rest" I said as I walked into the room

I have never hated anyone about my situation this time, nor have I ever hated you even though you have given a lara in my life, because I do not like to hate without a definite reason.

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My eyes were still too sticky for me to open so I decided to go back to sleep.

"Catlyn, wake up" said Momy on the doorstep

"Males ah" I said, dragging my slimut back

"Outside there is someone looking for you" said Momy

"Tell me Catlyn won't be bothered anymore" I shouted as I covered my ears with a pillow

"Lohh, baby don't do it" Momy said as she continued to knock on my bedroom door

"Mom, catlyn's tired of catlyn taking a break" I said

Maybe for this time momy really raised her hand when she listened to the word I was tired. Cause momy knows for herself what it's like to be me.

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This morning I did not want to change my world even though I knew this time I was not perfect like before, honestly for my life which this time I cukuo restrained by this world.

Crekkk...

"Lyn, aren't you in school?" mommy woke my sleep

"Mom, Catlyn wants a home school" I said, closing my eyes

"Why?" ask momy

"Catlyn's different from their mom, Catly's blind Catlyn." I said

"Alynn" cried Reynan at the door of the room

"Well, why are you here?" I said while touching the ones around me

"Yes, cook anyway I'm here not obtained the same lo" said Reynan then sat in my bed

"Catlyn, momy will find a teacher for you" said Momy

"Reynan will leave school later if it is too late" Momy said before leaving me

"Aaaa siyap aunty" said Reynan ready 4 5

"Lyn, I'll be here again, wait for me to come home" Reynan said while trying to hold my hand

"Where are you going?" ketusku

"Emmm, where do you want what matters is that you are happy" Reynan said seriously

"You vanished from this world?" sahutku

"It can, can be very" said Reynan random shuffling my hair

"Sana gih depart, later if late" I said

"Eh Lyn, I love you something, but later not when you see I'm back again yaa" Reynan said seriously

"What's this?" ask me while fumbling and guessing this stuff

"There are, anyway lo pas ngebuka must be in front of me and at that time your eyes can already see again" said Reynan

"How can you?" my question is getting curious

"God's scenario is more beautiful Lyn, believe me the same thing, I will always accompany you until anytime, even to the lowest point lo" explained Reynan made me remember our childhood

"Why do you still want to meet me? I'm not normal anymore like Rey" Rintihku

"Lo color, I know what a real friend means" Reynan explained to me silent for a moment

"Gue go first, take good care of yourself, do not be stubborn, do not be stubborn, see you" said Reynan while randomizing my hair before he went out of my room.

I was silent for a moment to see the behavior of Reynan who was never embarrassed or tired of having a friend like me.

Because a friend however he is, wherever he is, he is still your friend if he still survives your condition.