The Perfect Cupu's
Part 43's

My body seemed to weaken to see a headstone that read the name Reynan Adirga.

"My God, this is how soon Reynan left me.  Why God??" I said in my heart with a continuous shed of tears.

I tried hard to accept all these circumstances, because I believed Reynan would be happy if I was happy. The group of mourners has left the tomb of Reynan, which is left only me, brother Raka, Mamah Reynan and Papah Reynan. My body fell right next to Reynan's grave. My tears just kept flowing, not stopping.

"Alyn, come home dear" said raka patted my shoulder

There look mamah and papah Reynan constantly crying while staring at the tomb that reads the name Reynan.  I tried to get up and say hello to Reynan before I left him at his final resting place.

"Rey, I go home first" I said as I stroked Reynan's headstone.

"Well, Alyn went home first" I kissed Reynan's parents' hands.

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In my room I laid my body. To replay all the activities that I have been through today. The face of Reynan who was remembered was clearly the musul in my mind. I got up from the bed and saw the scratches of Reynan's writing that were still plastered clearly on my study table.

"Lord this soon Reynan has to leave me" I said

I looked at the glass that was on my face. My eyes were immediately fixed on the round shape of the eye hue that was so bright it was clearly visible. My hand felt the palpable part of Reynan's eyes that were so beautiful. I understand that Reynan loved me so much that he sacrificed himself for me.

"Catly" said someone on the side of an unclosed door

"Mom" I shouted while tightly hugging the middle-aged woman's body.

"Patience honey" said the woman as a result of the hair that I let break

"But mom everything I love is slowly disappearing one by one. I don't want to be left out again"

"Alyn knows mom, but why is God being unfair to Alyn. What's wrong with Alyn? "

"Heyy. You don't blame yourself.. You never get it wrong, it's God's will. Don't give up"

On the doorstep Raka sighed heavily seeing me who continued to cry lamenting the swift departure of Reynan.

"Alynn's.. Kak Raka promised brother wouldn't leave you"

Sally Raka tried to calm me down.

Raka walked up to me and she hugged me warmly. Lucky God still gives Raka in my life.

"Prophey baby, all this will pass"

"But Reynan has gone, brother.. "

"Sister knows, but you still have a sister. You still belong to brother. Big brother promised big brother will continue to nemenin you"

"Sir Raka really promised Alyn? "

"Yes, I promise you little sister's daughter who has now grown into a strong woman"

Raka's sister let go of her embrace, her hands wipe away my tears that still fell down my cheeks.

Maybe this time I felt a real loss. Right now I really want to forget all the memories of Reynan. Although I realize Reynan is a very difficult thing to forget.

Letting you go is one of my ways to make you happy. Go quietly, baby, you will be the most beautiful part of my life. Although now only your bias is present in my real life.