The Perfect Cupu's
The Part 41

I sat in front of the garden of the house, occasionally breathing the air outside without pressure. I daydreamed to remember so many problems I faced for this time. I don't want to bother everyone with my condition this time.

"Dorr" Raka's voice surprised me

"Ihh, Raka's brother is a habit" ketusku

"Lyn, be patient" said Kak Raka in a soft tone

"Make?" much

"Silver has two news for you, between good news and bad news" said Kak Raka

"Ihhh Raka likes to make people curious" I growled

"So you want good news or bad?" said Kak Raka with a tone of restraining cry

"Good" I said for a moment

"Okay, so soon you can see because there are people who want to donate his eyes" said Kak Raka who rested in front of me and tightly grasped both hands

"Want bad news?" just clarify

"Lo has to be patient to take care of all these facts, dear" said Kak Raka as if crying

"Sir Raka is crying?" ask me who doesn't understand what

"No brother Raka is not crying, you are strong yes" said Kak Raka again

"What's really going on?" my word

"So, Reynan." said Raka to a halt.

"Reynan why" I said cutting off Raka's talk

"Reynan died" explained Raka made my body relax instantly

My tears escaped instantly

"Aaaaa, Reynan" I shouted as I repeatedly let out tears

Raka immediately hugged me and strengthened my body. I still can't believe this news, the news that makes me even less alive.

"Sister, now I have Brother Raka pinch my cheek as hard as he can" I still can't believe it

"Free brother pinched your cheeks, Reynan really has left us" said Kak Raka

Raka's sister pinched both of my cheeks quite hard, until I whined in pain. Reynan is everything. Time and time again I still don't believe this.

"Lyn, now we go to the hospital huh" said Raka

"No..! Alyn did not want to go to the hospital, why Alyn could see again if the end of the end of the people who had been Alyn dear left Alyn alone here with this situation" my words that repeatedly passed tears that made my eyes bruise.

"Heyy, don't you ever blame fate dear" said Kak Raka once made me think back

"All that is destiny dear, if such as you do not go to the hospital means you upset Reynan indirectly" said back Raka explained

I craved, my mind was imagined by the events that I had experienced with Reynan from childhood. Again it made my tears escape instantly and Raka's brother unceasingly patted me on the shoulder so that I could firmly accept this reality.

"Alright brother, Alyn does not want to be disappointed Reynan" said I spoiled

Raka smiled seeing that I could accept the reality I had to face.

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For now I'm really ready to undergo donor eye surgery. But I again want to know the condition of Reynan before being buried.

"Sister, can Alyn ask for a request?" my broom

"Why?" said Kak Raka

"Alyn wants to know Reynan's condition for the last time" I said blankly

"Alyn, whatever you want your brother will try to obey" said Raka's brother resignedly

I live in Indonesia with brother Raka because Mom and Dady have returned to England some time ago so Kak Raka who decided to take care of me while in Indonesia.

Raka's sister pushed up my wheelchair and I sat quietly looking at the black shadow that I might be able to turn into an imaginary Reynan figure.

Crekkk(the sound of opening the door)

"Tante, allow Alyn to know Reynan's condition" Raka said politely to Reynan's mother

"Please son mamah, do not hesitate" said his mama Reynan

"Well, I'm sorry Alyn ya" I said as I fumbled to find the whereabouts of Reynan's palm

"Honey, sorry for all Reynan's mistakes" said Mamahnya Reynan

I am very familiar with Reynan's mother because Reynan always tells all my stories to his mother as well as me but the difference is that I tell my story with Kak Raka is not Momy.

I touched Reynan's face which felt very cold. I began to feel Reynan's hair that was a little so wet, then my hands went to Reynan's eyes that were closed very tightly, Reynan's ears felt so cold, and Reynan's lips that closed sticky. What I feel this time is that Reynan really left me. I cried immediately to feel how Reynan is now.

"Rey I'm sorry, I know I'm a lot wrong with you, I know I'm too needy lo, I know I like nosy, like the same jail lo, lo, but I really don't want to lose you" I whine

"Reynan, you promised me that you would never leave me..! Lo evil Rey lo evil...!!!" I shouted demanding the agreement

Mamah Reynan hugged me for a moment. I felt the warmth of Reynan's presence in my life even though I had to accept it.

"Well, Reynan diaht..!" I said holding onto Mamah Reynan's body

"You know dear, sorry Reynan yes" said Mamah Reynan.

After I had exhausted enough of my energy to cry I decided to calm my body while biding my time for surgery.

"Lyn, I don't go if I'm still in your life, it's just that I'm not present in your life as I used to be, I'm happy to know you, lo, I could have a friend like you, and I could love you, I promise I will never deny I'm still in your body, little woman, beautiful, cute, cute, who wants to always be pampered now must be able to walk alone, I go first" said Reynan.

"Reynan" I cried waking up in my sleep

"What's up Lyn?" ask Kak Raka

"Where's reynan?" my word

"Lyn, Reynan doesn't exist" said Raka

I closed my eyes again, hoping I could repeat the dream.

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17.05 I entered the operating room. I know it's hard for me but I also need to be aware of trying to make Reynan calm.

"Honey, don't make Reynan disappointed ya.." said Mamah Reynan

"Mama Reynan, doain Alyn yes" I said

I think the doctor is injecting my hand and my eyes are starting to shut. I didn't feel anything in this operation.

2 Hours later...

I began to feel my world return even though it was just pseudo.

"Sir Raka" I said

"Hey, Alyn has woken up dear" said Raka

"Sir, Alyn wants to be taken from Reynan's music box in Alyn's room drawer" I said

"Ready, later you tell me to take bi Ani ya" said Kak Raka

"Thank you" I said

I felt your eyes that might be bandaged right now. I waited for some time before I saw again.

2 Hours later....

The doctor came to my room with a warm greeting. I'm still playing back Reynan's music box. The atmosphere of the room is not too thick because of Reynan's music box.

"Catlyn, are you ready?" greet Doceter

"Ready dock" I said out loud

"Alright" said Dokyer as he slowly opened the bandage land wrapped around my head. The doctor opened the cotton pad that covered my eyes.

"Are you ready?" ask the doctor again

"Ready once" I said

"Listen to my voice is good" said the doctor

"On the count of three you open both your eyes slowly yes" explained the doctor

"One" of my eyes is still closed and somehow I'm enjoying the moment so much.

"Two" I opened my eyes a little while listening to others enthusiastically see me

"Three" with a long enough pause I opened my eyes completely, and...

Everything looks but blur. Seemed but unclear. I tried to blink my eyes repeatedly.

"Kak Raka" my broom refers to a tall man who is next to me exactly

"Alyn??" ask Raka as if she did not believe it

"Mamma Reynan?" I looked into the same eyes as Reynan

"Yes alyn" said Mamah Reynan

"So Alyn can see??" I asked so anti-sias

"Yes Catlyn, congratulations" the doctor said before leaving the room.

It's like I can't believe it, but I have to believe it. Mamah Reynan immediately hugged me immediately looking into the eyes of Reynan who has now become part of my body.

God has another scenario for every human being, even though reality is sometimes more painful than wishful thinking.