The Perfect Cupu's
Part 42's

Slowly I opened my eyes. For this time I will try to hard to see the figure of Reynan last time. Reynan's body is now lying still not breathing let alone moving. I want to ask God to revive Reynan once before me.

"Catlyn is ready?" Said Raka looking at me

Sometimes I'm really not ready for all the facts I have to face for the umpteenth time. But I try to accept that reality. Because I don't want to disappoint Reynan on his last day before he's buried. Reynan is too good for me. There are many stories that I have to end because of Reynan's departure too soon.

"Ready brother" My body sagged for a moment, but I occasionally tried to toughen up

"Lyn, forget Reynan. Create your new life without Reynan" said Raka Kak to make me try to accept this reality.

On the way to Reynan's house I still repeatedly stared at my thoughts about the sweet face of Reynan.

"Lyn, you must be ready to accept the departure of Reynan brother sure you will get a better friend than Reynan" said Kak Raka.

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Arriving at Reynan's house, a yellow flag flashed on my eyelids. Suddenly my eyes shed tears. Raka's brother came down before me, because he knew that I had to be really strong to accept this fact. Sometimes I breathe heavily. Again I must be ready to accept Reynan's departure.

I opened the car door. Slowly my feet began to step, with a body that was not ready I had to be there when Reynan last. This isn't the first time I've let go of one of my loved ones. I once felt the loss of a friend, but that time there was Reynan who managed to make me strong. But for this time with whom should I tell? without Reynan I don't think my body is good enough.

My step into Reynan's house was clearly visible Mamah Reynan was crying beside Reynan's body covered with batik cloth and white cloth to cover the face of Reynan.

"Reynan" I said suddenly. My legs can no longer support my body.

"Reynan" I shouted before the face of Reynan who had died.

"Catlyn" cried Raka and Mamah Reynan

My body feels numb hoping everything will feel fine.

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My smell breathes the scent of rome oil wind. And it's true that Mamah Reynan put wind oil right on my forehead. My eyes slowly opened. Looking at the sky that is nuanced like the sky at night. Well, my guess is correct, the room I'm currently in is Reynan's room. The room that bears witness to my friendship with Reynan from small to this size.

"Reynan" I said in a brick

"Alyn, thank God you're conscious" Reynan said

Mamah Reynan allowed everyone in Reynan's room to leave me alone with Mamah Reynan. Until this moment I still can't forget all the stories in Reynan's room. With a telliti I corner in all directions in Reynan's room including on one side of the wall displayed various collages of photos of him from small to large, including on one side of the wall, Not to forget Reynan also wrote on one part of the wall the word "Reylin". In that place Reynan put up a photo of me with him from a baby up to this size. Indeed Reynan is one of those who like to collect photos of me, Taking pictures without permission is one of Reynan's behavior that I hate the most to date.

"Alyn wants to come out mah" I said trying to get up

"You don't have to be sick" replied Mamah Reynan

"Well, Alyn should see Reynan. And also Reynan's eyes must see Reynan's body for the last time".

"Alright if it wants you" said mamah Reynan tnpa considering in the slightest.

God if this is the plot of your story for me to live, I accept it sincerely. Thank you for meeting me with one of your creatures who is able to carve stories in various lives. Keep him there, God. She's kind.