
Up in front of the house my body was upset but I could bear it, my mind wanted to scream to end all but I couldn't. I look lethargic with the bag that originally still looks new and now so dirty, my hair that was originally neatly braided now the braid is randomized.
"Well, why not Katlyn?" Sapa Pak Parman who was drinking coffee in front of the house
"Capek sir, oh yes Mr. Parman if I am here or in the neighborhood Mr. Parman do not call non and also Katlyn just call me Siti." I'm holding back the lethargy
KreKK....
I entered my room and laid my body on my bed. I began to close my eyes, considering all the events that happened in school today, I felt hate and occasionally wanted to get out of this problem, my emotions also overflowed but I vented them with tears in my eyes.
I cried softly. Why in Indonesia is appearance more in priority? I want to be angry with myself why am I trying to become Siti? Katlyn is not Siti. My room shepherded hatred and disappointment at that moment.
Krekka... The door to the room is open
"What's your site?" Said Bi Ani who was in the doorway
"Bi Ani" I shouted as I ran towards the source of the voice and hugged Bi Ani's body tightly for a moment.
"Why?, try the same story aunt" said bi Siti while hugging back.
"Bi, siti hates" I said in Bi Ani's arms
"Why sayan?" Said bi Ani who let go of my embrace and then held my face
"Siti" I still can't tell you all the events at school with bi Ani
Bi ani then invited me to sit on my bed and told me to lay down my body, my head was slashed by the thighs of bi Ani.
"Siti, aunty knows you can deal with all this, aunt also knows if Siti is a strong person and different from the spoiled Katlyn" said bi Ani while stroking my hair gently
"Bi, Siti became a bully victim at school, first time Siti has been in a lot of trouble" I said while crying on the lap of Ani bi
"The first new moon isn't second, third or forever?" Bi Ani said
"Sep bi early Siti just enter Siti already got a problem, especially later if Siti has already passed the day Siti must be Siti got a lot of trouble" I told bi Ani who was still faithfully stroking my hair elus.
"So now you doubt your appearance?" Back to bi Ani
"It's not so bi" I said later
"You are not why now you regret being a Siti, come on Siti must be tough to face this initial problem aunty sure Siti can" said bi Ani who then raised my body from her lap.
"Fixed.." My words were cut off by the word bi Ani again
"Why?, you still doubt?" Said bi Ani while looking into my eyes and tightly grasping my palm.
"No bi, Siti will try to get up and not cry I will make Siti a strong figure" I said while wiping the tears that had filled my cheeks.
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This morning I returned to my routine at school and this happened to be the math lesson that most Nusa Bahkti students hate but is different from me, according to them this is a very boring lesson and it takes a lot of sense to answer correctly. Students here choose to drop out of Maths lessons and only a small percentage take maths lessons.
"Prince sir" said 6 children who were still in class that time.
"1,2,3,4,5, kok 6 means there is a development of dong from other students" said Mr. Handoko happily
"Where our class may be developing, he is a new child sir" said one of the students who sat on the front bench
"Oh yeah? It is good that the new child still wants to follow my lessons" said Mr. Handoko Debgan seriously
"Well, this time it'll be an impromptu repeat, surely you don't know that yet?" Said Mr. Handoko while arranging about adventure.
"Ahh sir, why do I have to repeat?impromptu again like round tofu," said Anton students who slalu get ranked 4th in the class
"Yes, I want to test your abilities to where especially the new child" said Mr. Handoko, whose eyes were on me
"Take know for yourself what our abilities are like, if you want to test a new child yes please do not be the same as us dong sir" shouted Sisil
"If you don't like the way I am you can get out" cried Mr. Handoko as he pointed out the door fiercely and seriously
At that time, only 3 children were left in the class, only the child who was ranked 1st and 2nd in the class and I.
Mr. Handoko started spreading the matter to us. I don't think mathematics is difficult if we can understand the formula.
"You can do the 50 problem within 1 hour" said Mr. Handoko by stroking elus mustache.
"Huh, an hour?" I shouted in my heart
The three of us tried hard to start working on us counting as hard as we could and turning our brains and minds to answer this round tofu problem.
1 hour later...
"All children when the time is over and you can gather forward NOW..!" handoko sir's orders
As soon as we all gathered our answers to Mr. Handoko. That time I managed to answer all the questions in the replay and I felt relieved once even though I had doubts before.
The purpose is to seek knowledge not to show off the throne and wealth...
So why do your parents slam bones to send you to school?...
If you throw away the opportunity in vain..
Take your parents' fight for you..
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