The Perfect Cupu's
The Part 55

Rayhan's waiting for me in front of the house.  I went down the stairs in a hurry.

"Be careful if you fall" said Raka who was waiting at the dinner table.

"Sister, Alyn left first yes" I said with a goodbye

"Feed first"

I grabbed the bread at the table and left immediately.

"See you" I shouted.

I came out of the house to see Brother Brayn sitting in the house.

"Old old age? " many

"It's less than 30 minutes"

"Ah time anyway? "

"No believe? "

"No"

I stepped ahead of Rayhan. Heading to Rayhan's car parked in front of the house.

"Rayhan" I said stop the step right in front of the car entrance

"What's? "

"Please open the door for princes dong"

"But not by yourself"

"Ihhh Rayhan is very arrogant"

"But not by yourself"

I had to open the door to Rayhan's car by myself. On the way to school, the silence happened again.

*****

Pak Handoko's lesson was finally finished as well. I went to the UKS and cleared up the UKS space that looked very messy. On the other hand I saw Rayhan who was busy playing basketball on the court. Back to clean up the UKS room I also checked some drugs that need to be purchased because the UKS has run out of stock.

"Lyn was treating the forehead of the cave" said someone from my body

"Rayhan's.. "

I turned my body. Seeing Rayhan with an injured dshi condition. I took P3k and some cotton for him.

"Couldn't that be Ray? " many

"So we got a basketball"

I'm treating Rayhan's forehead. My distance from Rayhan is pretty close. My hands look a little nervous to treat Rayhan's injured forehead.

"Other times heart - heart" I said

"Yes"

"Awl.. Anyway, Lyn's plan is slow" whined Rayhan

"Hmmm.. It's slow Ray"

"Slowly why it still hurts"

"Yes, if you don't want to be sick, don't play basketball anymore"

"Yes Iyaa"

After treating and administering the plaster to Rayhan's forehead. I also back to clean up the UKS room until the break time is over.

"Lyn, when are you going back to class? "

"Now"

"Yes, come with me to ante to class"

"Hmmm.. "

"Women walk first"

"Emang should ya like this keep Ray? I'm always in front of you. Even I always equate your steps. I thought you knew about this"

"Ray, I know between us we've never had anything. I know it'll be like this forever. It could even be until you start liking me"

"But.. I know how Ray for now you don't like me. I am a blind girl and I am different from others. "

"Lynn.. Should we walk parallel? Should we be next to each other? Lyn.. If allowed, I'd like a day of unwind. With nothing from my life"

"Rayhan told you that Rayhan was tired of Alyn? Rayhan tired of walking with Alyn? If Rayhan is tired Rayhan can turn to Rayhan's class still at the fork in the road"

"I'm not a loser Lyn.. I have to take responsibility for what I said"

"But Alyn allowed Rayhan to turn to the classroom. Without having to be straight with Alyn. Honestly, Alyn is happy that we can talk in my language and you. But Rayhan doesn't want to be with Alyn. Alyn had to be faced with two choices. Keep moving forward. Or walk backwards and allow Rayhan to precede the step"

"It's not Lyn"

"Continue what? Alyn needs to get away from Rayhan? "

"No.. Ak.y"

"Udahlah Ray's. Alyn is also tired of kayak gini mulu. Alyn went to class first! "

I decided to walk quickly to class. Without looking back and without seeing Rayhan.

*****

I walked in an unspecified direction.  Between me and Rayhan, it's frozen. Equally - equally cold and equally - equally gone. I also chose to come to Reynan's tomb and tell him a lot about Rayhan.

"Rey, Lo how are you? From the moment the cave met Rayhan the cave forgot the same lo. Rayhan is a very nice person as you are. Rayhan has a face similar to lo. I even thought Rayhan was lo. Rey's... Rayhan is not always as good as you. Rayhan is haughty, cold, caring, but his caring is not at 100%"

"Rey, the same kangen cave lo. Why do you have to go ahead of the cave. Not just you. Braynpun also chose to leave. Why are you guys equally - just as evil. Go silently in silence. Why should you. Padahalkan lo tau cave just as tau temenan lo Rey. It's everything for the cave. Rey never leave again. The cave wants to tell you a lot about Rayhan. Gua wants you to know about anything related to the cave."

"Repinan. The cave does not know what the direction of Rayhan's mind is like. We are always together. But we never got along with Ray. There is a distance that is part of our story. Repeatedly the cave aligned its steps with him. Rey's.... Cave hates Rayhan. Rayhan evil Rey. Rayhan likes to be emotional. I hate him Rey. "

On the other hand Rayhan who came to be buried hid himself behind a tree that was quite close to the tomb of Reynan. Rayhan saw my face with Reynan.

I also began to leave Reynan's tomb by sprinkling flowers on his grave. Rayhan was still hiding himself so as not to be seen by me. I walked away and left the cemetery. Rayhan walked towards Reynan's tomb for a moment he stared at the gravestone bearing Reynan's name.

*****

"Sister Rakaaaa...! " I screamed from inside the room

"Why the hell? It's noisy! " said Raka from the doorway

"Definitely Raka's brother who has signed all contracts from the cave clan? "

"Lo himself long ago gave the decision to hunt klaien lo run away"

"Set sis.. Alyn had to research all of his proposals. Don't play signature. How will Alyn's company go bankrupt? "

"Hmmm... Just be calm. The cave is thorough all. Stay tuned according to procedure"

"Remain all? "

"Yes, really be a person"

"The innate from her brother.. "

"Same cave lo it's different 360°"

"Well ah, Malesss debate"

I went back into the room. Find out if he is active. And it turns out he was active, but again I did not want to interrupt his time. I decided to go back to the home screen without having to read again the sentence that used to be the subject of my conversation with Rayhan.

"Catlyn." said Momy.

"Yes go in" I shouted.

"Beby, how are you? You sehatan? "

"Yes mom, Alyn's healthy. Momy to Indonesia alone? "

"Yes because Dady has a lot of work so momy here herself because momy already misses you"

"Ahh momy"

I hugged Mommy's body which felt warm.

"How areyou? Did you get a girlfriend? "

Instantly I stretched Momy's embrace. My lips seemed to be silent for a moment.

"Why? Any problem? "

I shook my head. Momy stroked my hair elus lovingly. Perhaps the inner bond of a mother cannot be shaken by any circumstances.

"Alyn doesn't want to fall in love again"

"Lohs. Why?"

"Alyn had only two choices between being hurt or being hurt. Since long ago until now Alyn has never been involved in dating who according to Alyn love each other"

"Honey.. It all needs a process"

"But does having to continue the process make Alyn fall? Moms.. Alyn was quite sad. Alyn was abandoned. What should Alyn fight for again? Honestly for now Alyn doesn't want to fall in love first"

"Keep you sure of yourself? Who will accompany you? You are currently in Alyn's danger zone.. Mommy's worried about you"

"Momy doesn't have to worry. Alyn is big. There will be Raka's brother who will later ngejagain Alyn. Alyn wants to fall in love with Raka so that Alyn will not hurt"

"Lohh... You can't do that. You must be excited. Mony knows you're disappointed maybe. But you should know the wheel is spinning, baby. You don't give up. Didn't Momy ever see you as weak? "

"Alyn knows mom.. But Alyn no longer wants to fall in love"

"All in your hands, baby. Momy wants to see your sister first huh. You just rest"

"Yes mom"

Mommy's out of my room. Allowing me to fall asleep.

*****

From a distance, my eyes fell on Rayhan. He walked by holding someone foreign to me. My gaze began to be cynical and my mind started to be negative. But repeatedly I convinced my heart. That I'm not someone who's being sought. They laughed off.

"Why? " Tanya Raka

"No papa, just surprised by Rayhan. It turns out that people can have girlfriends"

"Jealous? "

"Yes not"

"Yes already"

"Ah.. Alyn's gone bad, we're going to her bookstore tomorrow, sister"

"Well, we're ahead"

"Alyn males sister"

"Rayhan Katna? "

"No"

"Certainly? "

My feet are moving on their own. Towards the car parked in front of the store. In the car I was silent for a moment. Looking at the car.

"Rey, you kangen cave" decakku

"I hate Rayhan. Why should he be present?"

My tears escaped. I'm still waiting for Raka's invisible presence at all. Why was Rayhan so familiar with that woman?. I stared at the screen of my dead phone. I could see clearly what my face looked like.

"Rayhan, why do caves like you? "

"Why can it be this easy for the cave to fall anyway Ray? "

Falling is not what I want. Even if it has to fall like this. Fall by the God-made creature I still hope for.

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