The Power of a Prayer
CHAPTER 18 KSD_Neeing to Be Yourself

The days passed just like that, in addition to the task of piling up Dhani also did not disappear from my mind. I haven't seen him in half a month. I miss her. This taste was completely different when I left Fian in Kalimantan. This miss is tormenting me.

But Dhani is still smiling at me. I felt even more guilty when I said the last word before Dhani completely walked away from me.

"God give the best for me". My inner.

I took the blue swalow slippers I used to wear everywhere. Today my schedule follows the exkul pencak silat. In this case, I targeted myself to win the candidate election for another three months.

I was a little confident with the provisions before leaving for these ponpes. I hope my disguise doesn't come out before I actually perfected this ponpes.

"Ra, you've been daydreaming lately". Rani tried to walk me to the training ground.

"Obviously Ran, I'm a mager".

"Your partner is sleeping, not daydreaming. I just know when you forget your habits".

"Hehey". I just grinned the horse.

...***...

Arriving at the training ground I felt very bored. Out of nowhere the boredom really came to me.

All my friends were busy with the exercises, but I myself sat under the mango tree.

"Ra, are you okay?". The coach approached me.

"I'm doing fine. I'm bored".

"You bored? Tired of this exercise or how. Though on the basis of my consideration with Mas Ferdinan you have been selected because the training is very qualified".

Ferdinan here is not the vice chairman of OSIS, but the coach pencak silat happens to have the same nickname as the vice ketos.

"Yes, I understand".

"Alright, the passion for the future".

"Sir, there are events for the coach level as well. It feels unfair if you have graduated and there is no event for those who have been authorized to be members of this silat".

"There is, and the prize is greater. The one-level sub-district champion alone got five million. But if the student level is only one million".

"Oh yes, what this village already represents". I sparkle.

"Every training ground can send its members no matter one village. As long as one training ground for one son and daughter".

"Hmmm, it may be. if here the citizens are to participate in the race or who mbk. Looks like just a princess coach".

"I had enough to train, quite a large fee from Abah. I also have a son. It's two years old".

"Oh, yeah! Husband take care of the child at home?". I'm very excited about Riah's life.

"That". Riah's lips are said to point at Ferdinan, apparently they are husband and wife.

"Well, cool. Senior athletes. What year is the endorsement?".

"2017".

"Cool anyway, 2017 has become a coach, athletes too".

"Yes Ra, thank you".

"Oh, yes mbak, earlier said the consideration of the sakean I represent?". I made sure again.

"Yes, if you have an obstacle Mia will replace you. It's been a long time since Mia trained hard, but after your arrival, it turns out you're better". I must have listened to Riah's explanation.

"Let's just mbak". My mind changed, I wanted to tell my identity, I could attend events and the prizes were bigger.

"Loh! you're the best Nera, it's been submitted to ndalem".

"Hmm, in my personal consideration too mbak. Mia has worked hard, even she is very passionate. Just let him".

"But you're better off".

"Okey, I'll represent the people". Residents here are called for authorized members.

"Cohs". Riah looked at me confused. "But you're a belom turned over".

"Must be validated Java ya mbak, actually I have been authorized in Kalimantan. I also have three athletes who have reached the national level". I clearly.

"Well!". Bengong.

"Sampean knows not a 12-year-old boy from Kalimantan who participated in the national event about eight months ago, his name is Ashif Barkhiya. He's my boy".

"Huh, it's really you". Riah slammed into my back with her arms.

I ran away from the next blow, but was chased by Riah.

"Damn you Ra! How dare you!!". I keep running.

"Don't run, come here you. Feel this". Riah kicked me repeatedly in the butt area. So I have trouble avoiding running while jumping like a circus. The run was so fast, I was almost overtaken.

After a long distance, I salto the back several times so that Riah spirit chasing me.

"Mas Ferdinan, your wife asked to be reassured".

"Damn you Ra".

Tired once I finally gave up from the pursuit of Riah. We sat down again under the mango tree before with Riah.

"Based on you Ra, your attitude does not show. It is appropriate to directly transport the material. You confirm what year". Riah's breath sounded dull.

"2012 mba". Sahutku calm.

"It doesn't matter mbak, what matters is that I can represent this event?".

"Can, it can. I'll file it". Riah embraces me. "But are you stupid, trying to achieve training like yesterday". Further.

"I'm bored, there's nothing that makes me diet, hahaha".

"Bas with you!". Riah pinched my stomach. "Right, your belly has no fat, just skin".

...***...

"Ra, it's true that you're a coach". Angga sat beside me.

"Yes, brother, indeed the Dhani did not tell me when my brother told me I was participating in this exercise".

"She just said, you're a dumbass and good at everything".

"I miss you, but Dhani has been away from me".

"Let me say your regards to him, but do you not have anyone but him?".

"Hmmm". I hesitated to answer. "Nothing, I just don't want any other woman to come in between me and Dhani".

O Allah forgive me, instead of wanting to betray, it's just that it's still not legal to be Fian's wife.

"If you have someone there finish it. When you're done, go back to Dhani".

Like knowing my heart. I just kept quiet without commenting again.

"Well, I'll go back to the dorm first".

"Yes sis".

Not long ago Mia came to me. "Sir, if only the citizens should have an attitude".

"Yes".

"Not really teaching even posing as a student to represent the competition".

"Yes".

"Don't be stupid that mbak, is not ashamed to be caught as a coach like Riah, it's appropriate that Riah was angry chasing sampean".

"Yes".

"Yes doang, have no mouth at all mbak this".

"What blind eyes! My mouth is there, are you not taught manners so speak like that to someone older!!". I just passed by chance Rani has approached me.

I'm so lazy if I have to argue. There is no one who loves me here. There is no one who supports me here. Is there not a single person who is my encouragement here. Is there no one.

"Haaachhhhh, am I going to stay here".

"Stay dong Ra, many admire you. Including me". Rani answered calmly.

"Just you, nothing else".

"Many, if you want to open your heart. You want to open a new page, just be yourself. I feel like you've saved a lot of things". Rani looked at me.

"Okey, I'm gonna be myself".

"Yes, start".

"Ran, get me to buy a thick book".

Without answering Rani drove you to the cooperative before returning to the dormitory.

"Assynoga". I called the senior santri kang who was guarding the cooperative.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, what do you want to find".

"The large gelatic book, which contains 400 pieces".

"How many seeds?".

"One day, first kang. If there is, next time I order again".

"Reply, what else?".

"Ice cream Cornetto chocolate flavor two".

"What else?".

"Already".

"The book is 21 thousand, the ice is two 16 thousand, so the total is 37 thousand".

"Thank you kang".

Rani and I went back to the dormitory, halfway between the dorm and the co-operative I saw Dhani was having coffee with her friend who was always with her. I don't know who he is either.

I glanced at him, he stared at me flat. It does not show anything romantic at all. Not the slightest charm. His face was flat and indifferent, becoming cold.

His friend nudged his arm twice but remained silent.

"Is he still waiting for me and my children in heaven?". My inner.

I was challenged, until when he would silence me. I really should have lost it. I breathed my breath rough.