
"Wake up, you've reached Pangkalanbun."
"Haa,,,?" I stretched my limp muscles. "Have you arrived?"
"Here, soon to land."
I tidied up my hood which was a little messy from falling asleep. Dhani has folded my laptop and will put it in my backpack.
After landing we got off the plane straight to the outermost courtyard where people were waiting for their families or maybe booked a taxi at the counter.
Because no one in the trunk hastened our steps to get out.
"Kok Daddy hasn't come yet" I murmured softly but could still be heard by Dhani.
"We just wait under the tree" Dhani pointed to a tree that had pieces of wood underneath it deliberately made a seat and table.
"This is for you" Dhani handed me a small black box containing a white ring, and a letter from the store where she bought it.
"I'm not ready to apply yet" I pushed back the box. "Actually I had a man a month before I went to Jepara" I continued, then bowed.
"Who will propose to you, this is my gift to you. It's been two years ago I bought it, but it hasn't been delivered" he said.
From the look of his eyes flashed a sadness that was deliberately covered up.
"Then I haven't confirmed your love."
"Until when did you hang my love story give me hope until maybe I can't anymore and leave yourself howoowww~."
Dhani sings so loudly that it becomes the center of attention. That's how ridiculous he is, with his confidence.
"Sorry."
"I'm not stupid, I won't destroy our friendship just because of love. How disappointed Mahen, Risa, and Mika if that happens" said Dhani Long.
"I'm sorry."
"I'll wait for you, if your man deserves to be fought then fight. But if your man's a bastard come home, I'm in your house."
"I'm afraid if this happens, but who would have thought it would happen this fast."
"Fuck with love, I'll stay on your side."
"I can't take the ring."
"That's a gift not a proposal. I'll give you a set of jewels if I propose to you. Save it to appreciate me."
"I'm sorry, I didn't appreciate you all this time."
"Have it done, if we are fooled there will be a way. Stay my fan, then I'll always love you."
"That means you love all your fans?" I'm smiling a little.
"You only love me, even though you love others. Hehehe, I'm a fool, Ra, until you don't love me."
"I loved you a long time ago, you just didn't feel."
"But why do you have someone else?"
"His eyes are insensitive."
It's very convenient to be near Dhani, I also hope it will be like this next, but what about Fian, may Allah give me the best path.
"Nera" My father was standing in front of me.
"Dad" I said.
"Dad, I'm nebeng huh. Hehee" Dhani said silly.
Dhani turns humorous again when I reveal if I have another man, no longer as romantic as when on the go.
"Yes, where is Le going?"
"Just roundabout Well near the city park."
"Come, are you Nera's cottage friend to?"
"I'm Dad's ex-candidate, hehee."
"There you are, let's go up and get home quickly."
"Yes Well."
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Pov Dhani's
"Well, I'm sorry I can't accompany you to chat because it's so sleepy, my body asks for sleep."
"There you are, you have slept first. Nera also sleeps first."
"Yes Well."
If Nera becomes my soul mate maybe she will be honest and loyal, but if Nera becomes the soul mate of another man it may be difficult to be his widow.
Even though my eyes were closed my lips were still smiling imagining that Nera would become a widow by holding her baby, it was adorable.
There's just this thought of mine.
"Allah open the door of Tenera Alivia's heart, grant Thy mercy and guidance, and make her my future wife, amiin O Allah."
Then I tried to sleep, but these eyes always wanted to look at Nera. Even though he has another man, I will still have trouble if I have to turn away from him.
"I'm sorry, God, may I not be the third person in another's household, but if Nera is not in a match with her man at this time then give me a chance to be her husband. He's been my choice for a long time" my inner self.
I kept mumbling to ask God, because God is the only place I ask for things, only God is able to give me everything I want. To whom else, if not to God, we complain.
"I stopped at the roundabout of the city park only Yes Well" I reminded again of Nera's father because the distance to the city park was only a few hundred meters.
"Not until home?"
"Not Well."
"Do you want to stop by the house first?"
"No, well, thank you. Next time I'll visit."
"Dad wait for your visit."
"Ready!"
I got off at the roundabout of the city park, then I chose a long chair to sit on.
I just don't want anyone else to know about my house. My only goal is one, to find a woman who will accept me for who I am, not because of the possessions I have. My hope is that Nera will be my soul mate.
I open my backpack, it turns out Nera only ate a few packs of snacks, I think she likes snacking. Usually women like snacks, but that is not the case for Nera.
"Eh, Dhani is it?"
"Yes, where are you Ris?"
Risa seems to be walking with a man, I don't know for sure what their relationship is.
"I just went for a vacation. Oh yeah, know this is my girlfriend" Risa introduced the man she was with.
"I'm Alfian" Risa's boyfriend reached out his right hand.
"Dhani" I said as I accepted his hand.
"Where are you Dhani from?" Risa asked me.
"I just got to Java."
"Not yet home?"
"Not yet, I miss this park" I said.
"Oh yeah, you came to the grand reunion?"
"God, if there's no obstruction I'll come."
"But many, ten generations above us. Including my boyfriend also turned out to be our Junior High alumni six years above us."
"Okey, I'll come with another insyaallah" there's no way I said come with Nera, afraid Nera will come with her boyfriend, I'm so disappointed, maybe Risa just laughed at me.
"How come, my friend comes all the time you don't want to accompany me?" Risa whines to Alfian.
"Then, what if my boyfriend comes too?"
"You said your boyfriend will be home next year" Risa still insists on being accompanied.
I was being misbehaved, they were arguing about this kind of thing right where I was sitting.
"What if I suddenly go home?"
"I'm tired, I've been with you for half a year and I've given everything for you, if you go back to your girlfriend then who will want to accept me with my circumstances like this" Risa still maintains her position which may be the third person.
"Partially I'm wearing security, there's nothing to worry about."
What kind of drama is this, what a pity Risa is only a satisfied desire. Does Alfian not have a heart for his lover who may still be faithful.
Am I also as good as this case if I force Nera from her boyfriend. But did she not think that her mother was a woman. Does he not have a sister or a sister of a woman.
Stupidly Risa still wants to be with a man like that, if no other man loves her.
I did often stroke Nera's head or hold her arm, but I did not dare to touch her palm even if it was only an inch, because it was still sinful.
"Allah forgives my sins. How many sins I have" there were no tears on my cheeks.