
Pov Dhani's
What should I do if I face Nera. Hopefully I can keep the image in front of him. Now Nera must be indifferent to me. Like when SMP. Do not let Istiqomah be in vain all this time.
God did not sleep, must have heard my moans all this time. Maybe if not my soul mate I will be given the best.
But can I love someone like I love Nera. Can I turn away, God. But as much as my love for Nera is the main thing, O Allah, then your lover Muhammad SAW.
I'd like it if Nera wasn't my soul mate, as long as you're happy with me. May you hear my prayers. I want to achieve my success with your path.
I keep walking to the BB lab. The room will be a silent witness that I love Nera even in silence. I don't know if I could replace someone to occupy my heart if Nera wasn't my soul mate. I don't know.
Upon arrival, I set my breath so that it does not look upset. My cheerful Neraku became quiet.
"Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh". I put on a firm face to make it look professional. Though I was very upset because of Nera's change.
"Wa'alaikumsalam". Only a short greeting came out of Nera's mouth. Without looking at me, not even turning away from her new best friend Ida.
I smelled a bad smell when I saw the ketos princess looking at Nera cynically. So far I have heard that Nera often gets ta'ziran because of fighting with other students. No other because I fought over.
Did Nera defend her love, or something. A Nera never punches an opponent if the opponent does not go too far. Do I have to show Nera the truth. But I also fear that his identity will be revealed.
Is it not Nera who always strayed in the queue, making him a birth. He's a very nice hobby.
The first meeting with the princess does not need to be long-winded. Just enough of the outline. The point will also be explained when the activity takes place.
After the meeting, I immediately went to Salafiyah school with Rizky.
"Dhan, you didn't talk to Nera in the least?". Rizky put on a kepo face.
"I was ignored, didn't even raise his face when we entered".
"That detail you noticed?". Rizky clapped her hands, I don't know what she meant.
"Chuck, he's back with me. Is it because of me?".
"What!!". Rizky. "You're such a snatch, among the princesses?".
"Either, it is clear that he was often in the birth of the zir. To my knowledge he never attacked an opponent if not outrageous. That's the first one. The second one, was he hit because of the queueing nyerobot".
"That detail you notice".
"Yes, only a woman as good as udel can fool the headmaster".
I remember half a year ago when ninth grade was the beginning of the even semester.
The Flashback
"Who's going to the cafeteria!". Said one of IXA's classmates.
"Yes, nitip". The other word.
"Ra, you go to the cafeteria what not". Mahen, friend. He always skipped, or vice versa if with Nera. They are close, but only friends.
"Can, we're two yeah". Nera is so excited. "Who wants to leave, I'm going to the cafeteria". Nera said out loud.
Classmates are immediately clustered with their own notes. In an instant Nera copied into one paper.
Nera always gets the front queue. Once inside, Nera immediately chose a deposit according to the record.
"Loh, there's a lot of Nera". The chief's blocking Nera's road. "What fit your belly".
"load sir, his mouth is plenty".
"The mouth?". The headman raised his eyebrows next door.
"Oh yes sir, I want to go to the bathroom".
The rule, should not be too much snack, because it is mandatory to bring supplies. The purpose of the kepsek so that his students are diligent in saving.
"You don't have to dodge I already understand you like to make my emotions. You must be diligent in saving Nera, soon enter SMK a lot of costs".
"I am diligent in saving sir". Nera smiled "In the canteen". After the last word Nera ngibrit.
Fl****ashback Off
Nera is most anti with friendliness. Indeed, Nera advised a lot in the pencak silat training organization. Very clever when talking. Even though he is still a teenager, he is still a grown-up. This is not a young-spirited old man.
But I like everything Nera does. He is courageous, and never shy about admitting his mistakes. From there my vision of mission was formed. All motivated from Tenera Alivia.
...***...
In the princess dormitory.
"Da, help me make a proposal yes, because only this time I made a proposal in ponpes".
"okay". Ida looks lazy. I don't know what he's thinking.
"You why the hell, it seems like you're not feeling well. What makes you like this, hmm?".
"Disease, I'm lazy again. Lazy to do anything, including helping you. Haha".
"Nob alone won't help, nor will I wash your clothes then".
"Don't dong Ra, I just want to sleep. It's so hot".
Not long ago Ida had issued her magical voice. The snoring is subtle but still heard if there are three people who are sleeping lined up with him.
Two hours I finished this first assignment. It feels so tired. Ida who was sleeping, was ready to queue to teach.
If I don't ask again, Ashar prayer is not yet. I do not permit worshippers to make proposals. If you want to worship, you can also. Lazy cadas are also today.
Is today a lazy day at the dorm or just me and Ida. But this afternoon a lot of santri who took a nap than usual. The quiet atmosphere made me concentrate more on completing my proposal.
"Da, I'm guarding the night tonight. You don't want to accompany me there? I'm tired of no friends".
I hope Ida comes along, so that there are friends talking like never before. Luck is on Ida, she's on guard with Rani.
"Hmmm, I want to come, but help me make a report. Hehe".
"It is already in the proposal to stay in copy only the report of the estimated consumption".
"It's not Nera, but a productive task report. The most annoying subjects".
"That's our future, I just want to open a sewing business later. There are plenty of opportunities".
"This is close to Ra, there is no gap for the lay seamstress".
"So where do you go after graduation".
"Yes, work. In PT Cigarettes, what PT shoes, can also be convection. But yes cheap sewing costs".
"Mending open by yourself".
"Mending in convection, obviously dapet money. If you open the stitches yourself can-can be a full day no one comes. There are many seniors".
"Don't precede Da's destiny".
Yes, if there are Nera and Ida that are discussed only the future. Hopefully their future is not bleak. The author says while fantasizing.
Not taking long walks, I slept. Because at 1 am must wake up to replace the guard partner who has been guarding from 11.
The next morning, I was ready to go to school. I want to run away from reality. Why is this early Dhani already sitting in front of the headquarters. There's nothing else to do but hang out.
"Ra, it's Dhani". Ida nudged my arm hard while whispering.
"Certainly?".
"Any cake, a cake smile, or something. You should be happy, this cold morning there is a nongolous encouragement". Ida spoke loudly this time.
"Oh". That's all that comes out of my mouth.
Sick actually saw Dhani shut up. Though when SMP he was the most cheerful even though I was indifferent. But now it's changing. I wanted to be far away because I was tired of being born with other students, but she took it this way.
It's a misunderstanding that makes me even more upset. This clutter also made me unlock an identity that no one should have known until I graduated.
"Dasar Dhani, my love for you defeats my love for Fian". Batinku sad. Sad that Dhani really stayed away from me.
"Ra, thank you if you've stayed away from Dhani, then my losses are huge". Marissa sat down beside me.
"Who says Nera is Dhani's boyfriend". Ida who said.
"But he looks like he's fighting". Marissa smiled cynically.
"I'm not Marissa, I'm just giving you a chance. I'm indifferent whether Dhani will choose you or keep her love for me".
"Oh yeah?". Marissa was not satisfied with my answer.
I pull Marissa's arm towards the head office, where Dhani and Rizky are still.
"Dhan, what are you doing here". My speech's flat. Dhani looks surprised at my arrival.
"There's a little business, why?".
"Nothing, I just want to know if you want to love Marissa?".
"And I told you, if he wants fourth I don't matter".
"You heard, it means you have that chance, but after me". I smile. It's obviously just pretending.
Marissa just passed by. I'm still standing in front of Dhani.
"You how are you? do you still want to be my godly wife, hmm?". Dhani smiled expectantly.
"No, I wouldn't if it was number three, I'd be number two after your mother, but not for Eli".
"Hey, sweetheart. Did you lose your memory of me having a sister".
This phrase makes me a flea dead. I'm really senile about this. Why am I stupid. This is one of the reasons I'm indifferent to him.
"Hmm, I want to be wailed after becoming your wife. I'll respect your parents and love Eli".
"From now on don't be this indifferent, I'm afraid. I'm not spirit, even I don't lust take a bath".
"Well shower?".
"Well, what's handsome, what's good for, what's a smile for, if my wife doesn't look at me".
"Lebay".
I smiled hearing that expression. But if I'm friendly again with Dhani, surely my fights will never stop, neither will my ta'ziran.