The Power of a Prayer
Is That Your Love?

"Keep strong, you must be spirit!" Shouted Iza while clenching his hands into the air from the hall when he saw me walking out of the hall after the ashar worshipers. I just smiled in response.

"Thank you Ma'am" I also said.

"You never feel tired, do you?" Billa asked as she returned from the water tank.

"There must be a mother, but the dream dominates."

"Yes, go there. The spirit."

"Ready Ma'am."

Arriving in the room I immediately prepared to wear my all-black clothes. Do not forget to bring a small book that fits in the pocket for memorization so as not to stumble when deposited after the test later. Soon the even semester MIT exam will be carried out.

Arriving at the training ground, Riah and Ferdian play with a boy wearing the same clothes as me, possibly their son.

From the eyes and lips of the child it was similar to Riah. I can't wait to run after the kid.

"His funnel" I raised the boy high. "Beauty, what's your name?" Ask me while kissing her chubby cheeks.

"Name atu Oksan, Brother" he said, still stamped. Maybe he's three years old.

"Cool your name" I cradled as I swirled around making her laugh even more cheerfully.

Only this time I can freely hold a small child, usually Dad immediately scolded me not to touch a small child afraid if there are joints that are wrongly held so fussy.

"Ah, so miss Daddy" my inner.

I had already let Oksan run around, but it left me confused as to what I should do. Ever since my identity was revealed I've been free to practice. They even coach him more often.

This was my previous life, making me miss home remembering times like this.

Whether the friends there still remember me or forget it just like that and mean nothing.

...***...

The day passed just like that, and two more days I prepared to leave for the sub-district for OSN.

From morning to evening I was still being distracted by things I almost understood. Maybe tomorrow I will make it a quiet day alias not doing math problems and I better use it to study in class so that the brain is not bored before departure.

At sixteen and five we returned to the dormitory because we had not yet prayed ashar. I walked side by side with Marissa without a word, while Anisa was still silent in the SMK princess building waiting for her friend who was getting the SMK picket ration.

My days are still the same, Marissa still often provoke my emotions, but as much as possible I always ignore.

"How are you preparing?" Dahlia was sitting in the garden near the bathroom.

"Alhamdulillah, hopefully come out on the matter tomorrow" I said expectantly.

"Hopefully win yes, Nera" said Rossa.

"Yes, thank you. Come queue to shower dong Mbak" pinta ku.

"Just enter after this, bathroom number four" he explained.

"Yes, thank you. More dear!" I'm still sitting between Dahlia and Rossa.

"Enak yes, it feels dear everywhere" said Tifa as it passed.

I just turned the eyeballs off guard, there was someone flying the war flag. Feelings have not even been even a year but fights cannot be counted even though they have tried not to care.

That night I prepared myself for tomorrow accompanied by Rani and Ida.

This feeling can no longer be held, it's already bursting in the heart. Has long not seen Dhani's nostrils, either busy what so never seen outside the dormitory. Just Rizky sometimes, but just throw a smile from afar.

One big suitcase is ready, I have also prepared a laptop and mobile phone for tomorrow. Probably still powered by Rinda.

"Nera, how are you preparing?" Nissa came up to me who was laying out a mattress in the yard. "Having packed?" he continued, while sitting on my bed with a face that felt innocent even though this body wanted to be immediately torn down.

"Alhamdulillah, it's been Ma'am."

"Aren't you opening any more books?"

"Especially want to meet the beloved" chirped Ida while closed.

"Don't fight with your rivals" Rani said.

I can't speak and how to behave. Let tomorrow morning go according to God's plan.

...***...

"How did it feel after not meeting Nera for so long?" Rizky fell asleep while opening a book without being read.

"good. I'm just confused as to what tomorrow is, what to say if I'm going anywhere."

"Say I Miss you, anyway."

"Must be the droper making a fuss."

"Attachment?" Rizky propped her chin using both palms.

"Marissa."

"Oh, kirain. You just focus on the same OSN love, do not be more likely to face the attachments."

"The problem is that Nera doesn't know yet if I've asked her. Moreover, I had misunderstood this ring" I looked at the ring on my ring finger, hoping that Nera would also wear it later.

"Hopefully he wouldn't mind it. Nera has always worn two rings. One on the right ring finger and one on the left middle finger. And now his left middle finger was occupied by a ring from me at the time. Because of the gold he often argues with the Principal" said I unconsciously, which is clear Rizky heard everything.

"Sedetail is your love?"

Remembering two years ago.

The Flashback

"Nera, Again!" Snarl the principal.

"Yes sir, I" he said calmly.

"Why your hobbies always make my tension go up. You're not satisfied with your two rings make me hypertensive. Now with your big bracelet!" The chief always wears a high note.

The Chief's gaze fell on Nera's left arm. All I see is grunting.

I just crossed while squinting. Wanting to reprimand but uncomfortable wanting to express love is also fear. Because of what, because he was a swordsman who had many fans from among the younger siblings and upperclassmen. Fear of being rejected and away from. Especially now in tense mode. Especially the principal, since Nera remained calm.

But who knows, behind the headmaster's carelessness towards Nera, Nera's parents should be the Principal.

"My bracelet is confiscated!" The headmaster raised his hand, lazily Nera handed over her bracelet and then exited the gate. The chief let in because the time to enter had not yet arrived. Different again if the clock breaks out the gate, it is different again the rules. Because if the morning count is still not leaving if you have not entered the school area.

"Where are you?" Ask Ami Nera's friend.

"Breakfast first, Kepsek drained my stomach especially I haven't eaten anything. Kan is empty, leaping" said Nera origin.

"Okay, be careful"

"Ready!"

I can still hear their conversation.

I sat on the long bench of the classroom patio while waiting for Nera to come again. It doesn't feel calm yet if Nera isn't in the school environment. Afraid that he would come back to class empty.

After the entrance bell there was no sign of Nera coming. Since our class was empty hours I just wrote poetry while waiting for Nera to come and take out her book and write it nonstop. It's almost the same habit. The difference is that Nera writes long I only write short poems. I don't know what she wrote might be her life story.

Two poems I wrote Nera never entered, I looked at the closed door and then opened hurriedly by Mahen.

"Doi was sprayed by Kepsek, late in" Mahen whispered as soon as he reached the table before sitting in his chair, after whispering freshly sitting down.

"Worthy of long."

"Wait a minute?"

"Hehee" I just chuckled at Mahen's taunts.