
It's like a rebuke to me, let Dhani choose another. It's obvious that dating is haram, I still do it. True said Mom, I can't be smitten by any man.
"The blind is gone!" Rani rebukes me. "Sholat gih" he continued.
I rushed to the sanctuary and then prayed at dawn.
After praying I sat next to Riah who was reading the Qur'an from the application on his phone, Rani was also saddened by his amma juz while lying down. Rani glanced at me at a glance then focused again with her rote.
I will open a new page in the future, let's just say nothing happened, if Dhani behaves as usual maybe it's a form of appreciation that we have one school before.
Think of it as usual, that he is just a man who likes to spread charm.
"Why are you Ra?" Rani said without looking at me.
"Why indeed?"
"It's weird to smile at yourself when it was a moody morning. Then why did your phone crack like that?"
"Yes, I'll fix it" I lyrics Riah who is still staring at her phone, Rani passed to the bathroom.
"Mbak nitip tomorrow in fix my hp yes, there will be tips deh" I elus arm Riah.
"I still have a husband who can provide all my needs and desires without having to be from your tips."
"O Allah, that's it!"
"Hehee .. anyways you do not love the same hp you run out in fall in real again later cracked again. Anyway, it's just a crack can still be used and still clear there are no scratches that close your screen" said Riah Long.
"Yes, it's still clear but it's cracked."
"Either if the courtship is not focused until you forget dhikir, finally hp who dzolimi."
"Loh!" I was shocked by Riah's words, so deep in my heart. Did he sleep last night, didn't he sleep last night?
"Why bengong?"
"No Ma'am."
"Yes already, move on time" Riah pulled her blanket up to her chest.
"Bak nguping huh?"
"You don't see the situation and the conditions. Condemn sins yes" Riah warned me.
"Fix this mah, he heard everything. How shameful I am" my mind continues to be prejudiced.
"Why bengong, mending get ready you will enter the final. The point is now to focus on competing, Dhani's business leaves it to God if the match is not going anywhere" said Riah.
"Yes Ma'am" I'm a beard, Riah stroked the tip of my head, she looks motherly.
Riah continues the chanting of the sacred verse, Rani is still in the bathroom.
Time just passed by. Me and Riah headed for the room yesterday, so did Angga and Rani. The atmosphere was a little quiet because those who did not enter the final were already at home.
"Ra, you want to go to the Angga endorsement?"
"When Ma'am, it's okay to be my status in the cottage."
"Matur Abah first, that too if allowed because you are not authorized."
"Oh, is that it?"
This match is quite draining and thank God I entered the hope one tomorrow will be the determinant.
It is time to rest before the preparation of Maghrib prayers.
Today's leg I can forget about Dhani the jerk. How dare he play tricks on my feelings, if Mahen knows what he's made of.
Doesn't he know if I'm most anti with that name hurt. I had to move on and no longer fall in love before God actually sent it for me.
"Fuck with love!" I said softly, but still angry with Dhani.
If only time could be reworked, I would never know his name Dhaninur. If only God had given me firm faith in the temptations of a jerk or something.
Not long ago the Maghrib adhan.
"What about your feelings, has it improved?" Riah walked with me to the mosque, while Rani was ten meters ahead, because she wanted to take the front shaf.
Rani had always wanted to be behind the priest in the dormitory, whereas now she wanted to be in the front of the female section.
"It's better" said me then, although I will be difficult to turn away from Dhani who already occupies my heart as a fan initially.
"Love hopefully we can go national" Riah exclaimed.
"You have to be even more maximal Ra in order to go national, and this is the first after all the years I've been in Balekambang."
"Oh yeah?"
"Yes, let's hope we get away" Riah was enthusiastic.
"Give me a reward if I get away" challenge me.
"Okey, what are you asking for. As long as you don't ask me to persuade Dhani for you if she's already asking another woman."
"Curtain!" I snorted in annoyance. "Is there no other topic than that jerk?"
"Would you like me to find him?"
"No, I don't want to commit to any man I've failed the second time."
"Fragal the second time is like a household."
"Just like, failed the selection."
"That means they're not for you."
"I don't want to commit to any man" I insisted, making Riah goofy.
After the Maghrib I sat on the terrace of the mosque while enjoying the star-studded sky sign tomorrow will not rain. Of course accompanied by Riah who was reading the Qur'an in his application, and Rani who just fell asleep while closing her eyes enjoying the breeze of the night.
"Hay, Nera, huh?" Say hello to a man.
"Hallo, yes" I said without asking even a name.
"Know me Reyhan" he thrust his hand to shake my hand, but I only cupped my palms in front of my chest.
"Oh, sorry" Reyhan misbehaved.
"No problem" I said clumsyly.
"Congratulations you enter hope one, hopefully become number one and go national."
"Mi'mi'n Allah."
"Hmm, can I have your number?" Reyhan thrust his phone, without thinking I told him my number and then he called.
There is no more heart to keep, just friends. Eighty percent of my friends are men.
"Thank you Ra, see you" Reyhan left me waving his hand, smiling in response.
I have no interest in keeping Reyhan's number let it still be listed on missed calls.
"Well, there are already signs" Riah nudged my arm using her elbow, I could only stare flatly at Reyhan's departure.
"Here you go, I don't want the painful things to happen again."
"Okey."
"Who knew my father had an acquaintance who twisted having a handsome son. Even though I don't have a company with at least a CV, at least I have a job to eat."
"Eh, your taste is horrified as well."
"Who knows, imagining first can."
"May the hell."
"We wait until the time isya or go home first?" Rani rose from her fall.
"Where's Ma'am?" I asked for Riah's opinion, she glanced at the clock on her phone.
"Nanggung, twenty minutes left" said Riah.
"Yes I have slept first, then wake up if it has been Adhan" Rani back to lay down her body, this time she took off her face and folded it.
Not waiting for a long time Rani's breath began to irregular and smooth snoring sign has fallen asleep.
"Why is he, a lot of silence?" Ask Riah.
"Lack of knowing, but it seems to be not feeling well this afternoon taking medicine" explained Riah.
"Oh" I was just a beard hearing a brief explanation from Riah.
Wanting to go with Rani to relax, but just had the intention from a distance Reyhan put on his smile. His steps and his gaze fixed here might be approaching me or people near me. I don't want spiciness just yet. The fear of not approaching me embarrassed me myself.
Along with Ferdinan called Riah. After the departure of Riah and Ferdinan, Reyhan sat beside me.