The Power of a Prayer
CHAPTER 59 KSD_Don't Get used to Cussing

At two o'clock ten minutes into the afternoon we left. My cold sweat began to come out, nervousness began to crack, today I will propose my chosen girl. Something that has been my love for a long time.

"O Allah open the door of Tenera Alivia's heart, grant Thy grace and guidance, and make her my future wife, O Allah, amiin O Allah" I wiped my face while breathing heavily.

Hopefully it doesn't end after this proposal, I want to be a match with him.

Arriving at Nera's house we were welcomed by the nuclear family of Nera, and some foreigners who may be relatives or relatives.

There I was also stared intensely at by a girl who was a little more content than Nera. He also put on a smile while winking his right eye. I returned her smile without responding to her teasing.

This event is an event without Nera's knowledge. Although not known to many people is also not a secret that raises many opinions from people around.

If they agree they will understand, but if they do not like to be explained until the foaming mouth is useless.

"Assalamualaikum" we were invited in, and warmly welcomed by the Nera family.

"Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullah" sahutan from within.

"Please sit down" Mr. Abdul stood hugging Father, the same thing Ms. Sari did to my mother.

"Let's sit down first" said Bu Sari after taking off her embrace.

Eli had already sat down after greeting the people and chatting with the girl who teased me earlier.

"Did you introduce this Nera with his wife's son Sister of my wife"

Mr. Abdul introduced the husband and wife who had joined us. Apparently the girl who had disturbed my view earlier was Nera's cousin.

Tonight's event just delivers. Not to forget the engagement ring that Ms. Sari received, she also put a ring on my finger. Nera's property will be given if she comes home from the cottage during the holidays.

Ms. Sari also took a lot of pictures.

"Already ma'am, not most in the photo" Mr. Abdul reprimanded his wife.

"Yes sir, this will also be printed so that Nera knows even if she does not see it directly."

"Iya Bu, all Bang Dhaninya dong in the photo. It's a pity that his handsome is invisible" pinta Eli.

"Alright" Ms. Sari pointed her phone at me. "Smiling dong" he added.

I smiled clumsily, maybe if Nera was here she would have glared at me with a murderous look. He can also blush and if Ms. Sari presses the camera button I will quickly steal a kiss. I'll be cheated on by my father and his father Nera.

I smiled as I imagined that if Nera were here, the atmosphere would be different, maybe better or could be chaotic. It can't be guessed.

"How could I think like this" my mind kept on stirring as if it could not believe what I was doing.

"I'm sorry darling" my inner self again.

After the show we didn't go home straight away, Dad and the parents were chatting, Eli was still busy with his phone on the porch seat, he said, I chose to take a walk to see fresh vegetables with lighting lights that make it more beautiful.

"Hay" greet someone.

"Yes, hello" I said clumsyly.

"Know me Ayu" the girl who had been staring at me strangely, she extended her hand.

"Yes" I said without shaking his hand, I just cupped my hands in my chest.

"Dhani huh?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Heard you're in a mate, huh?"

"Why in a mate?" I did not turn away from the freshly bloomed mustard spoon.

"If Nera does not accept you can turn to me" he said.

"really?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"But I'm sorry, Nera will definitely accept it even if it's just a matchmaking match" I said firmly, then left her alone.

I heard Ayu exhaling violently as she passed inside through the kitchen door.

I held the ringed fingers, I didn't want to let go after the show ended. I'll tell Nera if I deserve to wear a ring or not.

"You don't know how I fight for a woman as difficult as Nera, you easily want to make me turn away. That's impossible and I'll try to be single if Nera becomes someone else's soul mate. Let's get Ayu" I exhaled my tight breath.

It's still ringing where I'm in Angga's laugh when I declare love in public, and I'm still ashamed to remember it.

...***...

Ting...

Incoming messages from the beloved.

[Favorite night]

[Night]

Directly tick two blue.

[Vc yuk]

Without replying I called Dhani. Not long ago appeared a fresh face sign the phone has been lifted.

"What's wrong?" Ask me.

"I miss" Dhani pulled down her right eyebrow.

"Who's missing, hm?"

"Lost you. Oh yeah, look at this" Dhani showed the ring on her ring finger.

"What's that?!" I asked half intimidatingly.

"the ring."

"Kid only knows if it's a ring, in what order do you wear it? You're engaged to someone else!"

I can't help but guess, my hands were shaking My legs felt limp. I can't bear it if he's engaged to another woman.

"Is that Eli?" My inner.

The deg!

Isn't the woman after her mother is Eli who ranks number two that he often calls. Then what's the point of telling me about this. Is it only reassuring if I'm only woman number three. Really, I can't be prejudiced.

"Cock-awkwardly?" Dhani's voice broke my daydream.

"Suck!" I'm turning this connection off one-sided.

My phone fell and made a scratch on the screen even though it wasn't damaged. What does it mean my phone is sorry for this witness. What about a fragile me like this.

"Aah!!" I randomized my coarse hair, I let the phone lay on the floor.

If Dhani were to marry Eli what it means I should end up here.

"Damn it!" I can't control my emotions this time.

At first I wanted to tell you if I made it to the final, but this is what I got. Which I was happy for, but finally disappointed, sad, broken already. It's true said Mother, it's better not to date.

Twice having a boyfriend I broke up in all tragic ways.

"Since now Nera is single and can not love other men besides Father and Brother" said I cirih.

It is with sadness that I fell asleep, no matter the final, I am not okay.

If the world knew maybe I would wake up in the next few years so as not to feel continuous pain.

"O Allah, if Dhani is not my soul mate, then give me the opportunity to admire him without any pain" I close my eyes, to sleep.

Until I was struck by a hysterical scream from Rani.

"Ra, get up" Riah shook my arm so I blinked my eyes trying to open it.

"What the hell!"

"Ra, look at this!" Rani showed me my phone that was cracked lightly.

I remembered that last night I cursed indistinctly, when it was certainly its fragrance, and it was described in the Qur'an.

"Then do not say to the second parent 'hus' "(QS. Al-iszra':23).

Cussing, hitting, and so on against the old man is haram, the deeds which are equated with his haram say 'hus' or 'cis'.

The word 'hus' listed in the verse is as the point. While cursing and hitting is as its branch in qiyaskan.

The point is the same, do not like to curse.

"I'm sorry God" my inner.