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In this era who does not want a luxurious life? Everyone wants that, including me. I am grateful to be born into a well-established family and to be bestowed with affection.
As the youngest child and only woman, I was very spoiled by everyone. Having 3 older brothers who are very attentive makes me not need to feel what pain is. I think with my family now I will always live happily.
But it turned out to be just a momentary thought. After the presence of someone, they slowly ignored me. The daughter they bestowed affection had been forgotten. The sister they were guarding had been ignored.
Slowly all the affection given by me was given to her. It was as if I was never in that family again.
When I was 13 years old my mom and dad brought a girl in their shabby clothes and they said they would adopt her. At first I was happy when I was going to have a sister, even if it wasn't the birth. But somehow slowly everything changed. Mom and dad rarely took their time for me.
I once wanted to ask but my sister told me not to bother them.
"They're busy, don't burden them" he said. I think that somehow they have financed all my needs and this family. I don't want to add to their burden.
A month... Two months.one year... They never even noticed me. The only thing that was noticed was my sister. I tried to understand them because my sister never had parental affection. But for a long time they would sometimes yell at me if I asked them why they never noticed me.
"You're a big one! Don't be spoiled!"
At that moment I was crying. That was the first time I received a loud speech from my father. Papa who I consider to be the most gentle figure in the world snapped at me. I can't believe that.
"So my brother, you may be tired after work" said my brother when it made me rise again. I'm the one who got too carried away to not think about papa's situation.
Since then I have been constantly taking my sister's advice. About all the ways to dress, the ways to behave, and others. I thought my sister was the best. But I didn't realize that from then on everyone stayed away from me, including my three brothers.
They pay more attention and love their adopted sister than I am in fact their younger brother. I was like a stranger living there.
Have I ever wondered if I was overburdening them? Did I have anything wrong with them until they ignored me? That's what I was thinking. But I'm too naive to know the truth. I just assumed they should give more to my sister.
But since his presence all changed. Mama and papa ignored me, my three older brothers didn't care about me either. Many times I get abused by them by saying things I never did.
"You should never insult Letta! She is our family's daughter!"
I still remember clearly how they treated. If Letta is your daughter then who am I?!! I want to feel like I'm cursing at them, but whatever power I can't.
"Basic kid doesn't know himself! We were lucky to raise you! Look at your clothes! Like a teaser!"
Mom said like I wasn't her son. I can see them all staring hatefully at me. Everyone doesn't trust me anymore. I've experienced that a few times, but I'm still naive! I always thought that Letta was just an innocent girl who didn't know about the cruelty of the world. Such a girl is suitable to be used but in fact I am the one who is used.
Every day I get only insults while Letta always gets the spotlight. I'm not jealous at all but everyone says otherwise. I just kept quiet because Letta said that I just had to shut up. I was like a doll that always obeyed Letta's orders at that time.
Then came the day that I was dinner with my lover did not realize that I was taken to an old warehouse. There I saw Letta who was sitting quietly looking at me with a sweet smile.
I thought Letta was there waiting for me but I got a shocking confession instead. He's been planning this all since he first came to my house. Plan with her biological mother to drain all of her possessions by becoming an innocent adopted child. From getting rid of me to making everyone bend their knees before him.
And even worse, my beloved whom I loved and trusted betrayed me. The one who made me comfortable turned out to be the lover of my own sister. I think only he sided with me when everyone turned around turned out not to!
Rumors circulating among the teenagers were also the actions of Letta. Everything that happened to me was because of one person, Letta!
Letta and my Rio-lover are people I trust a lot in this world. But it turns out that the people I trust are the real enemies.
Letta has taken everything from me. Starting from family, love, then after my lover? Is this all I got?
I'm disappointed... I was disappointed in myself for being too naive. If I had realized it a long time ago, maybe I could have Letta unmasked her.
I have to tell my family that Letta won't make it. That's how I think it is. But then again it's just wishful thinking. I who was trying to escape from them was immediately hit by a car that drove quickly.
I just wanted to tell them that what they saw was not the real thing, that's all.
"Mama, papa, Brother Sam, Brother Ger, Brother El, sorry. Freya's sorry, "I'm sorry I was so naive that I made our family like this. That was all I could say at the last moment until I closed my eyes with tears dripping down my cheeks.
'If I can I want to take everything to be mine. It doesn't matter who it is. I want everyone to feel what I feel. All this time I have always been naive but from this moment on I Freya will act like an antagonist. Seizing all the main protagonist's belongings into mine. This is what I want,'
That's what I murmured with all my heart until the darkness forcibly took away my consciousness.
Note: ****Continue or stop? If*** there is an error please forgive author. Because the author is still a beginner so please criticism and advice is very necessary. Thank ye...