The Rahim the Pay
Full of Guilt

At exactly eleven o'clock in the evening Zico arrived at his house. He stepped in because the front door was not in the key. As soon as he was about to head to the room, his steps came to a halt in the television room. His gaze was fixed on the woman who fell asleep on the sofa in a sitting position.

"Oh my goodness, Aylin ..."

Zico rushed to his wife and sat down next to her.

Aylin's hand was holding the phone and both of her cheeks were on the side of her tears.

"He must be worried about me" Zico said guiltily.

Zico gently rubbed the remains of tears on Aylin's face. Then divert the hair that was blocking his face. Until finally he stopped and stared fixedly at Aylin's face.

An hour ago he had just betrayed Aylin with Naima. He had just had a bad relationship and was expecting a child that Aylin could never give to him.

The last few weeks, they had plans to adopt a child in an orphanage. Zico refused. In the depths of his heart, he still wished to have a child of his own seed, his own flesh and blood.

Honestly, what he did is sure to get a variety of criticism and comments are less wearing for anyone who knows it. But only he will justify all this, for he feels the way of life.

He also hoped that among the many people who knew about this matter, only Aylin should not know. He did not want to lose Aylin, the woman he loved so much. Although what he did now ninety-nine percent would make him have to lose his beloved wife, Aylin.

Zico had no intention of waking Aylin, he would carry the woman's body to move her into the room. Just about to do so, Aylin's eyelids were already twitching and slowly opening.

Aylin's two eyes, which had originally been half-opened, were now perfectly open as soon as he saw the figure he was worried about was in sight.

"Honey .." exclaimed Aylin by cupping her husband's cheeks.

"Yes, honey. It's me" said Zico with a cool smile.

Aylin's face changed between happy and still left anxious. She touched the entire surface of Zico's body, making sure that her husband was okay.

"Darling, you're okay, right? You're not hurt, are you? What the hell happened to you? Why don't you answer my phone?" Aylin scouts Zico with a series of questions.

Zico grabbed Aylin's two hands and clasped them tightly.

"You're busy with your work, aren't you?" prune Aylin to make Zico pause for a moment before then nodding.

"Yes, I have to finish my job tonight. That's why I didn't have time to pick up my phone. I'm sorry .." said Zico.

Aylin heaved a sigh of relief. "Thank God you're okay. I'm worried, Zico. I don't know why I don't feel good and my mind keeps on going to you. I think something happened to you out there. I'm sorry if I overdo it to bother you there. I just want to make sure you're okay there. Sorry, yes .."

Zico looked down at a glance, he felt very guilty. Feeling Aylin was very strong towards her, which was why Aylin could worry about her that much. He felt very guilty, leaving Aylin tormented with his worries, while he was there with another woman.

Zico looked back at Aylin's two beads, and his hand was now cupped next to the woman's cheek.

"What happened until you suddenly worried about me?" ask Zico then.

"Our wedding photo on the nightstand fell to the point that the glass shrapnel hurt me."

Aylin's reply instantly caused both of Zico's eyes to shut with a small breath. It's worth Aylin to worry about it, it turns out there is something to tell her through it.

"After our wedding photos fell due to accidentally being nudged, my mind was immediately on you. I'm afraid something's going on there. I'm so scared, honey. Therefore I repeatedly contacted through phone calls and chats but you did not answer or reply to my chats. My mind is covered with fear, so I can't think well, if you're actually at work. Sorry, yes .." explained Aylin.

"No need to apologize, honey. It's not your fault. I was wrong for ignoring your phone and chat. I'm the one who should be apologizing for making you worry, anxious, afraid and even panicked. I'm sorry, yeah. Now I'm here, so you don't have to worry anymore."

Aylin nodded. "Yes, I'm calm now."

Zico carried Aylin into a hug, he showered Aylin's head with a kiss of affection.

Sorry, Aylin. It's not that I don't accept your flaws. But I want to have a child of my own flesh and blood. I promise you, after my son is born, I'll come back completely to be yours, dear Aylin.

Zico tightened his arms again, gently stroked Aylin's hair and inhaled deeply the scent of his wife's body on his shoulder.

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