
Harry POV
He is not his loyal follower duke everon, therefore he looks very angry when I mock the family.
It seems that I've been wrong to say yes, even though our family is hostile, I should still not mock the family in front of others.
''ahaha.lenlen.sorry.I didn't mean anything bad and again I didn't know that you were their follower. Sorry, everyone has their own views. I have a right to say, I said, who tried to apologize to him but would not forgive me, he just kept quiet and passed away leaving me.
''tsk... he is really angry yes... is he a loyal follower huh?.if he is very sorry for his nationality. The family is cruel''' I muttered who even felt sorry for him
But I can't do anything either, he's gone and my goal today has been fruitless. In the end I decided to just go home and try to think of another way .
And after a week passed I finally realized the reason why Lenlen was so angry that day. That's why I tried to go to his residence and sure enough......
''hoo~...after a week you realize who I really am, '' said Lenlen from behind the gate.
''hosh.hosh. Do not be loyal followers. Turns out you're a member of duke everon's own family. Leandro de everon's. The future duke candidate said as he looked into his eyes fixedly and he only returned the words to me with a small smile
'' why didn't you tell me from the beginning!'' shanky
''if I tell you what will happen?''reply
''if you say I won't say such a thing!''shanky
''then I won't know your true nature''his reply made me lose my words
''okay, I am guilty. Sorry...but..you already understand my situation right?.because it's__''
''you still dare to ask me for help after what you said?''the cut that jolts me
''don't you have any shame?''the one that made me unable to lift my face
I know it's embarrassing after what I said I begged him instead. I know that.honestly I'm very embarrassed right now but....
''no problem. My falling self-esteem can be put back later but my sister's future can't'' I said as I raised my face and looked into her eyes fixedly
''as a noble your self-esteem is very low''
''whatever you want to say. I don't care.yg important is leon''s future
''hmph..alright..if your pride is worthless, then I will make your pride fall even more''he said that made me jerk.
''what?''
''you know I'm not interested in your sister at all, or rather I don't care about her at all. Which means I don't intend to accept him as a knight here''
''but I'll probably think about it again if you want to join'' he continued.
''join?..''
''really. If you were a knight here too. I'll accept your sister''' she replied with a smile and obviously her words made me very upset
*BRAK!... '' DON'T KIDDING!. I'M NOT A KNIGHT!. I AM THE HEIR TO THE DEMETRIA FAMILY!'' I shouted while breaking down the iron fence that bound us
Does he understand what he's saying?. If I become a knight here, it's the same as me being told to throw away my family. Our family is the enemy. So that means I was told to betray my own family like that?!. No kidding. How could I accept it!
''I know that''reply with his leisure
''haven't I told you before?. I'll make your pride fall even further''' his embrace with a low smile
''tooth*t... '' I growled.
''hmph.
''you know that our family is hostile but you still want me to accept your sister?.Isn't that funny?.Are you not afraid that I will be arbitrary to her?.we are a cruel family'' sambi smiled humbly
and of course it makes me even more upset.
''why?.'' ''why are you like this!?. Aren't we friends?'' I said trembling
''friend?.. '' ''hmph... It seems like you've misunderstood'' his reply that jolted me
After that Lenlen immediately mingled and went inside leaving me without a word.
***
''if you really care about your sister's future, it means you have to be ready to throw away your own future
''I never once thought of you as my friend''
Lenlen's words to me that day kept ringing in my head. And every time I think about it my heart hurts.
''turned out right. The duke everon family is indeed unfeeling'' my murmurs
I am the heir to this family. Since childhood I was trained to be a leader and not a subordinate. But that guy wants me to throw it all away. Then why did I learn all this time?.this makes no sense..Why should I waste my future just for him?.
I don't have to waste my future. But it does not mean I give up on Leon. Besides as he said yesterday our family is the enemy, if I send leon there is just like telling Leon to be our enemy.let's think of another way
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Even so real this is not as easy as it seems. My father has really been spreading rumors about Leon and the worse the rumors are getting worse day by day because it is also getting harder for me to realize leon's dream...
I really had stress on him. I just want to give up...
''leon?'' I murmured when I accidentally saw him and what surprised me was when I saw his condition getting worse
His body was so thin and his gaze was as well as that of a dead fish . seeing that alone I knew he was almost at his limit. And what I'm afraid of is when he reaches the limit. I'm afraid he'll do the unexpected
''if you really care about your sister's future, that means you should be ready to throw away your own future''
My future?...
Should I just throw it away and betray my family just for him?.....
***
''harry. You are the sole heir to this family.you were born a leader.remember that's fine''
''wow, sir harry you are amazing, this way the demetria family does not have to worry about the next candidate'' ''you will be a great leader, sir Harry''
Since childhood my future has been determined, so I never doubted it. I know where I will go next. I know my ultimate goal, but I didn't expect to find a choice like this.
It was like choosing 2 very different paths. Where should I go next?.
***
'' the boy..still here.'' '' I think he'll be out of here soon'' ''well.after his mother has left, it looks like his life will not be long either''
Said a group of servants talking about Leon when I accidentally eavesdropped on their conversation
''right, if not wrong at that time he had intended to kill himself but failed'' said one of the servants who made me shocked
Leon!?...
Has he reached the limit?..gawat..how is this...I have to do something immediately..
''If you also become a knight here. I'll accept your sister''
Ukh...jangaan joking..time is my only choice?...
I don't want to do it but...
''if not wrong at that time he had intended to kill himself but failed''
.....leon.....
''Sorry''.
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...Seriate...