
Time passed, and in the end I gave up on my dream of becoming a knight or wanting my father to be me. I live my life and try to accept everything, I try to be grateful for my life, even though my father does not accept me at least I have a mother by my side and I try to be grateful for it until one night...
Mom came home late , it was very late and not like usual mother has not come home. I continued to wait for him so tired waiting for me to fall asleep but not long after I heard the sound of the door opening quickly I immediately ran towards the door and immediately I was made speechless a thousand languages so see the mother who came with a condition that was messy, her hair was disheveled and there were several wounds on her body.
I panicked to see it came straight to him and asked what happened but instead of answering my mother cried...
''leon.sorry mother.but mother is no longer strong''
''mom can't do it anymore.'' ''mom won't do it again'' she continued while hugging herself.
''mother...?'' although I did not understand what mom was talking about slowly I approached myself and hugged her, she returned my embrace and whispered so quietly ''I'm sorry Leon but you have to stay alive ..''
And I didn't realize that those were the last words from him
The next morning I woke up and saw that mom was not in bed, I heard water splashing from the bathroom so I thought she was taking a bath at the time, I waited for him to come out but after so long I waited for my mother to never come out, the water started coming out of the bathroom and what scared me was that the water was blood red, in panic I tried to knock on the door but the door was not locked and once the door opened, my tears began to flow profusely.I saw my mother had been sprawled lifeless there with an incision in her veins and a knife located not far from her . The splashing sound of water and the red color of the blood that kept flowing at that time drove me crazy and in the end...."AAAAAKH!!!...MOM!!!!'' I screamed so loud that my vocal cords hurt so much, my body trembled so much, my head hurt, my tears wouldn't stop. And that's the worst memory I've ever had.
But apparently it did not end until there only.when the mother-eater took place instead of getting a condolence expression, I even heard something unpleasant.
''ah~...that woman ended up dying too?'' ''huwaa...he ended up leaving as well'' ''really a stubborn woman why hasn't she died for so long?, she even left her child here''' ''disgusting..hopefully he will leave too''
They keep chiding us. What is wrong with all of you?.Why do you hate us so much?.What is our fault with you?.What makes you hate us so much?. My mother is a very nice person.Why do you hate her so much?...
''hoo~..finally he gave up too'' said someone whose voice was familiar to me
Dad?...
''truly a stubborn woman, you also quickly go after her'' she said and left just like that
Hearing this, my heart was completely broken. How can a father ask his own son to die even in front of his own wife's grave?. What's wrong with this world?.Will no one understand my pain?...
I held my shirt tight and I bit the tip of my lips to the point of bleeding to hold my finger..
It's not fair mom..mom is so unfair.how could mom tell me to stay put while mom just gave up...
''sorry leon'' I don't need an apology ma'am!, I need an explanation..stop apologizing and explain to me!. Why do you always apologize and never explain anything to me!. Why mom!?, why are you so selfish!?.
''hiks...why did mom leave me?.why mom...'' murmured while staring at her grave.
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After that day I realized that I couldn't stay here, that without my mother I would have done something to me and before that happened I had to get out of this house.
Well, ma'am.if it wants you ..I'll live.I'll be a knight and get out of here and then.One day I'll take this revenge on him.
I made my determination and fought desperately to become a knight, not for my father but for my own sake...I had enough to expect something.This time I'll be selfish and I won't care about anything people say.
I began to practice the sword again, I read all the books I found, I learned all the moves I saw.even the old wooden sword I found in the banishment I made it my sword. I kept practicing until
Bruk!...'' How dare dirty blood like you step foot here'' said a knight after pushing my back so hard that it made me fall
''woi..woi.what is this garbage?'' ask his other friend while taking the wooden sword I used
''don't tell me you learned to sword with this?. ahahaha disgusting''
''ukh.. give it back'' I said furiously.
What the fuck are they?..this place should not be visited by anyone why are they even here?
''uh?.. You want this?. Then take it'' said the knight and threw it at his friend. I tried to take it but the friend threw it to the other friend and it happened all the time. Then they laughed out loud watching me try hard to reclaim the sword. Till...
Krak!. ''ups. sorry I accidentally broke it'' he said with an understated smile. The man threw the sword at me.
I picked up the sword while holding back my emotions, honestly I was so annoyed I even felt like beating them all up right now....
''ahahaha.sayang seka...'' THE PLAQUE!...
the man I didn't expect to come and defend me he looked so angry and when dad came he tried to defend me and even ......
''dad, all this time I have always admired you, I think you are very great and deserve to be a role model but it turns out you are just a disgusting man who does not know to be ashamed''
He even dared to say things I could never say all this time, he also said things that no one had ever told me, not even my own mother. " I will definitely make you a great knight.''
Although it was only a few words but I felt very happy, this person harry ailbeart demetria .or should be the one who became my brother, he was the only one who believed and never gave up on me. No matter how hard I refuse him he always comes again and again...
He even helped me get close to my dreams, he was serious to me and thanks to his never-ending efforts I slowly tried to open my heart again but again I was too naive..
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