
''There I saw myself killing the princess, '' I said
''I don't know what's going on but I look really angry there. The killing aura feels so thick.''
'' this is unbelievable . I'm so afraid to hurt anyone else to kill.but there I don't look scared at all 'I feel it's appropriate''
''actually what happened?.thinking that scared me'' I obviously trembled
*grep... '' take it easy. it won't happen'' Daddy replied while pulling me into his arms.
''As long as I'm alive, I won't let you feel that''
As long as you live.....ah!?!?..Then if you are ...!!?.do not tell me why I am so angry...
No!.impossible....
''elissa?'' call dad while releasing his embrace
If the princess killed this family, I would be very angry.
But..would the princess really kill this family?.or for some other reason?
***
POV Duke's
........
''there I saw myself killing the princess''
Elissa wants to kill the princess?....
It's true that elissa has experienced many things but if someday she is right to do it it means the princess has indeed done something that makes her angry.but what?...
is it possible..the mastermind of all this is he....
''oh!.you're here apparently'' ''mister.there's a document you should check'''continue nicol while walking over to me.
''nicol''
''yes sir?''
'' is there any news regarding the princess?''much
''uh?.I don't think there is...''
''so yes..''
....Ms. marcella's daughter.why is it so hard to find out about her.
''if there's any latest news, tell me right away''
''good sir"
If it has to do with elissa there must be something to do with us. I have to find out before it's too late
***
Harry POV
''Are you willing to sacrifice many lives just to save one life?!''
I can't believe I wanted to leave the lady back then. Even though the duke's master never talked about it or rather he didn't want to discuss it, I still feel sorry.
''will you forgive me if I tell you the truth?''I thought before I knocked on his bedroom door
''what are you doing there?''ask me a voice so cold that I'm used to it
''leon''
''Still have your face to meet miss?'' leon said that jolted me
''Go. From tomorrow I will be back to look after the lady. You just do your old job'' said Leon while looking at me sharply
''what about your wound?''
''no problem, at least it's better than leaving him with someone who wants to leave him in danger'' leon replied coldly and knocked on the door
''miss, this is leon, I have permission to enter'' said Leon in a soft tone that was 180 degrees different from the way he spoke to me
''entrance leon''
''well''
''you should leave immediately'' Leon said to me and went straight into the lady's room
.......hmph.it looks like I've made another mistake. I made Leon hate me again
''ah~...maybe drinking for a while will help me forget this''' I murmured then intend to leave the lady's room.
***
I went to a bar where I used to drink
''oh?..still in the afternoon you want to drink?''ask the bartender
''i want to forget something.please give me the strongest alcohol'' replied me while putting my face on the table
''it's dangerous your master is a knight you have to take care of your health''reply
''it's okay once in a while.'my words are powerless
....'' it looks like you've had a hard day huh'' reply the bartender then make my order
''that's...''
''I leave the lady I keep in danger and now everyone hates me. I don't know what to do now
'' is your lady safe?''
''yes, at least he returned safely''
''have you apologized to him?''
''i don't have any face to meet him'' I replied
''so yes.but then you will never calm down'' ''at least you should apologize and explain the situation whatever the answer is I'm sure you will feel better afterwards''he said while placing my order
''again not you ever say that your lady is a generous person?.I'm sure she will forgive you
''hmph.you are smart to talk uncle.but well I also think so'' I reply then take my drink and drink it but...
''Pffft!... THIS UNCLE IS WATER!''
''I told you it's not good to drink during the day'' he replied with an innocent face
''Forgetting everything with alcohol is not the right choice, sir. You have to face it and not run away from it, she smiled
''huh~...I can't fight it.'' ''alright.then I go first. Because it's just plain water I don't pay ya'' I said as I walked away
''alright'' he replied with a small smile
Ah~.sial instead of forgetting everything I even got a lecture from her.parah bangat dah.
But well.what he said was not wrong either.There are times when I have to face it and not run away from it.
***
''huh~...good harry.here she is.whatever the lady's answer I have to take it'' I murmured and knocked on her bedroom door.
''yes?''
''this is harry'' I said
''Ah!.harry!.come in' said the lady heard that I immediately opened the door of the lady's room and looked leon was still there with her and as I expected he stared intently at me
''what business are you here for?''ask leon jutek
.... he's really angry...
''but...''
*plok!. ''please take a moment'' ask the lady while clapping her hands
Leon was silent for a moment and stared intently at me
''well miss, if there is anything immediately call me'' said Leon with a gentle smile towards the lady then out of the room and when leon passed me he had time to whisper '' I really don't know shame ''
Of course hearing that I can only smile.
After the door closed I slowly approached the lady
''it seems that Leon is very angry with you huh. Did something happen?''ask missy
''well, I think I've made another unforgivable mistake''my reply.
...... ''what's it because of me?''ask the guilty-looking lady
''eh!?.why does the lady think so?''ask me back
'' end ..tadi when leon came Leon said he'd come back to look after me. So I think this must be because of yesterday'' explained the lady in a sad tone
''sorry yes, because I'm your relationship is getting worse'' continued miss
''no. It's not miss'''s fault''
''this is purely my fault.''my welcome
''as a knight in charge of protecting the lady that day I was even negligent in carrying out my duties and put the lady in danger. I'm really sorry'' I said as I booked 180 degrees
''it's not.no!.it's not harry's fault. I asked Harry to leave me alone. I'm the only one who plays in carelessly'' reply
''no , that's not my fault'' I said that made him offend
''when the lady is locked inside me.'' I said the one who was not strong continued.
''harry?''
'' I thought of leaving Miss'' my contact while closing my eyes
Ah~...I said it.now how does miss respond?..
''why?''tannya
''there are 3 reasons . The first place that miss entered is a room that we could not open. Second, if we destroy the door, I fear that the god anubis inside will come out and there will be more casualties. Last one....''
''I think the lady is dead inside because usually there are no survivors after going in there. Especially after the shout of the lady was not heard anymore the voice of the lady''' my connection while clenching my hands tightly
''that's it.. Then why did Harry apologize?''ask the lady who immediately made me lift my face
''that's...''
''harry didn't make a mistake. Harry's choice when it was very reasonable'
''why sacrifice so many people just to save one life that is not even sure is still alive or not
*puk! '' harry's choice was not wrong. Therefore do not apologize said the lady while patting my shoulder and smiling gently
And seeing that my regret became many times over .I felt pain. I didn't expect me to leave behind a creature as good as this .I'm really a civilized creature
''hmph..now I understand why you wanted Harry at that time'' said the lady suddenly.
''harry is a realist and can think critically, besides harry's thinking is very broad and staring sharply ahead. Harry knows which option is best for the future.Besides harry is also very kind and humble.I'm sure you've seen it all since you first met, therefore I want harry''obviously, miss smiling
''none..''
''I am not angry at Harry at all. I want to thank Harry. Thanks to Harry the father and the others were spared from danger. In the future please take care of this father and family huh harry''
Ah~...it feels funny to hear that from a 10-year-old child. But...
*san... *grep.
''by risking my life . I will protect this family and also the lady. This is my vow to you and this family, I said, bending my knees and grasping her right hand and pecking it softly
''ahaha.harry doesn't have to do that. I already believe in harry kok'' his laugh which I reply with a smile.
***
After I finished talking with the lady I also intended to return to my room but once I got out of her room
!?... ''master!?'' I was shocked when the duke master was waiting at the door
''so?.what's elissa's answer?''ask the duke master while glancing at me
''nona says miss is not angry at me at all. even said that what I did was not a mistake'' I replied
''so yes..hmph. yasudah'' said the duke with a small smile.
''anu.mr..''
Now how do I apologize to her?.Honestly I don't have any face for her at this time...
''don't put on such a gloomy face'' said the duke master who made me flinch
''if Elissa says you're not wrong then you're not wrong. There's no point in you continuing to feel guilty
Signore.....
''rather than moody, you better accompany me to drink, '' he said, which made me flinch
Eh!?...
''I want to drink a glass of cold juice. Want to drink together?''he asked while smiling at me
!?...
***
'' by the way, let's change the mood. Do you want some juice?. I have cold juice here''
''why juice?.Do you not have alcohol?''
*plak!.'' don't joke. We're not old enough for that said Lenlen while snapping at me
'' cih..adults are usually so''
''hmph..well then .when I grow up I will give you wine if you are down''
''ehehe. Promise yes''
''yes yes''
***
Ah~...
''why juice?. Are we a child?''repay me
''hmph.it's still daytime. Don't be weird said the duke as he walked away
Hmph.
.... I wish we could go back to that time again. But that can't be.
Our friendship is long gone. Our relationship is different now. But. I don't mind that at all.
''will you come with me?''ask the duke master who has walked far ahead of me
''of course I'm following mister'' I replied as I ran up to him
Lenlen.no.tuan duke until whenever I will always follow you.
I promise.
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