
'' same as you''' replied father
''father wishes, you are always healthy and happy. ''
''father...''
''and although difficult but I hope you are given a lot of time to see you into adulthood and have your own family'' continued father who immediately makes me jerk
'' like elissa said before. Our life spans are different, even so as a father even though he still wants to see his little daughter grow up, said the father while looking at the night sky
'' elissa will definitely become a very beautiful girl later on. I hope you can still see you until that day comes, continued the father who made my heart cut
Fathering...
*hp ... ''Please ... don't say that kind of thing dad," my inner being clasped tightly on the edge of my shirt and tried hard to keep my tears from spilling. I knew it was too late because my tears were falling.
Test ... test.
I've tried to hold him back but I can't, every wish you've ever said sounds so heartbreaking to me.
''?! ELISSA WHAT IS THERE!?'' exclaimed the panicked father as soon as I saw me cry
''did you say anything bad?''ask the father I immediately reply with a belt and hug him tightly
''I'm sorry dear father. I shouldn't have said that said, Dad said, then took me
''no, dad's right''m muttering as I tighten my embrace
Our time is different, imagine how fast time goes by scares me, and the more hope you say really makes me more reluctant to go out with the elves. But if I don't go
''If you choose this family then you are ready to live alone in the future.''
In the future I will be alone here. Without father, mother, sister or leon.
I can't stop time or turn back time . all I can do is live what's in front of me. Time will go on. And the thought of the farewell scared me .
''I wish I could be with my dad longer, '' I murmured
I hope you can also live a long life like us. I hope you are not human but an elf like me. I hope I don't have to part with my father in this way, I hope we can always be together
'' elissa.'' ''hmph, but we're here for fun. Sorry to make you sad baby'' said the father while stroking my hair
''let's go back. They must have been waiting, '' said my father and took me back to where everything was.
Why should there be a farewell in every meeting?.Why should there be an end in every beginning?.Why was my father and I born different?.
This difference scares me, this parting scares me. I'm afraid it's all over.
''dad..do you fear losing me?''much
''yes, very scared'' father replied
''when the doctor said your life was no longer helped at that time, Dad was really afraid of losing you. I don't think it should be like this. You have more time than us but you go first than us, thinking it makes me even more unacceptable with your departure
'' that's why you're willing to do anything to help me?''
''right''
''dad loves me so much?''
''of course.'' *set '' therefore also dad will do anything to make you happy'' said the father as he brushed my hair
''then, for example.I met my biological family. Are you going to let me go with them ? For my happiness''my number immediately made my step stop
.... I also looked at my father's face and saw the look of his face that was so shocked.
'' what is farewell?'' ask me while looking at me seriously
'' yes, ''my reply that immediately made my father speechless so much in shock
Dad immediately lowered me then slightly bent down to equalize our height and after that he immediately looked at me fixedly.
'' What do you mean go to heaven?''ask the father I replied with the trousers
'' no, for example, my family is still alive and they want me to come back with them and leave you
'' will Elissa feel happier if she is with them on appeal with us?''ask dad
About that, I can't answer it. Because it can't be that's why I'm stuck at the moment
'' if Elissa would be happy with them, of course I would let Elissa go. Because no matter how they are still the elissa family, you can't help elissa if indeed elissa wants to go with the elissa family'' said the gentle father
''provided elissa is alive and happy, that's enough for you' continued the father with a gentle smile
''but. '' I can't lie if I won't miss you''
''not just dad, we'll all miss you'' said the father as he slowly clasped my hands together
'' can you beg for something?''ask dad
''yes?''
'' if it's true that Elissa met elissa's biological family and went with them please visit us once in a while. No need every day, once a year or even ten years, it doesn't matter. If it is not possible to meet again then at least do not forget us, said the father while looking at me closely with his black eyes that are like the sky that night
'' that way even though Eli is no longer with us as long as eli still remembers us it is more enough for us. Because I believe so the thread of destiny between Eli and us will not be broken and one day we will definitely meet again, whether a year, ten years or even thousands of years. Even though it has to go through how many times reincarnation. As long as the thread of fate is still connected we will definitely meet again, explained the father while hooking his little finger to my rivet
Fathering...
ukhs! *hiks...had I guessed.this does not calm me at all.it even makes me more depressed....
'' wasn't our first meeting like that too?'' say father
'' at that time I seemed interested in something.and thanks to that I could find you father believes it is the power of the thread of destiny between eli and father.because it is calm.''
'' someday even with a different figure and name though.yah will definitely find Eli again''' continued father with a gentle smile
No matter how many lives I have to go through, no matter what figure I'm going to meet . Dad will definitely find again...
'' dad...''
The thread of fate, although I do not believe in it completely but my meeting with my father did happen because of it. Therefore, in the future it is also certain...
''eli also..definitely will find my father''s words with tears that have fallen.
I will never forget.not about this family or the elves.if I forget it, I'll cut the thread of my destiny with them.
I will keep this memory good because as father said .that way we will definitely meet again someday.
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...To Be Continue's...