
...Leon POV...
''leon...leon...'' ''leon..'' ''my sweet brother!.'' ''' leon!.......'' ''leon!'' '' leon look at this!''
''ahaha.leon.'' ''good morning leon...'' ''hai leon~..'' ''LEON!!''
''le....'' The sring!....
''Once again you call my name, I will make your mouth unusable.'' threatened me while pointing a sword at Harry's neck
''Ahaha... diabolical as hell.I would just like to say hello to you''re reply harry with a small laugh.
''there's a guy who turns up every hour'' said I'm already very irritated
''that as proof of my love for you'' he replied while looking at Leon with a look worthy of a girl who was in love drunk
............ '' well bye'' I said as I took out thousands of swords made from wind magic.
''that's...wait a minute..I'm just kidding..you know I'm just kidding right?''
''pfft.
''um?..do we look so in the eyes of miss?''harry asked with a smile
''of course..yah. y'all family anyway yeah, so it's definitely familiar''
''of course our lady is a happy family'' Harry replied while embracing me
''can stop that nonsense'' I said as I put away his hand
''miss.me and Harry are not my family'' my welcome while looking at the lady.
''eh?..no?..'' ''but. isn't your last name the same?, and again...''
''our relationship has long ended, miss. ah.no.from the beginning we did not have any relationship.''cut me.
''but...''
''miss...there's something you shouldn't know'''cut me and smiled gently at him.
''ah!. I will take a new cake for miss ya''' my connection and then intend to leave
''le.leon wait!'' harry then ran after me
Grep!...'' I said wait!'' he shouted while holding my hand which of course immediately I pat and looked at him sharply
''leon..that's...are you still angry about the incident?'' ''I heard there was something I wanted to say so...''
''can you stop that?''cut me cold
''I honestly don't care anymore about what happened back then, I don't want to talk about it anymore and you should understand that''
''leon...''
Brak!.....' What do I not understand, Harry?!.. I already understand everything!. Your actions have explained everything. What else do you want to say?''I asked while hitting the wall next to me
''leon...''
''stop acting like a brother to me, Harry. And yes.the reason we still talk to this day is only because of our work, no less and no more than that''' connect me and leave
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There's a story I've heard from mouth since I was a kid and it's the beginning of my story... I honestly don't want to talk about this story because it's a terrible wound for me ....
The story begins with an accidental meeting at an old bar.
My mother was a waiter at the bar. He is famous as the star of the bar, she is beautiful, friendly and so good to the customers. To be honest she is the perfect woman, many men would want her, and if only she met her chosen man into her life would be very happy, but her destiny was very cruel...
One night he met a man who was drunk, as a servant he should have helped the man but the man was very shameless,due to heavy drinking he dared to rape my mother until finally she was pregnant. And that man was my father, a wealthy nobleman who was seen as wise by the people.
As a noble impregnating a woman outside of marriage is a great disgrace. That's why he told my mother to immediately drop the contents. Well, this story would have been much better if only he did that but unfortunately he did not do that and finally I was born into this world...
For the sake of not worsening his good name he gave me his surname. And letting us live in a house surrounded by thick walls that only have one way out honestly feels like being cooped up in a cage
''mother...where is the father?''
''leon had never met him, did you work somewhere far away?'' ask me at that time and every time I ask about my father mother always answers ''pardon leon's mother.'' then tears always accompany him.
At that time I did not understand why I apologized and cried. What makes him sad?. What's wrong with my question?.
One day when mom was away on her whim I slipped out. From childhood mom had forbidden me not to leave the house but my curiosity could not stop me. I went through the wall that had been restricting our house and accidentally found a hole that was enough size for me. Out of curiosity I went into the hole and once I got to the end of the hole I was really blown away by what was behind the wall, a much bigger house and a much bigger garden than my house, I can't even believe there's been a place like this behind the wall.
With my little legs, I set my feet around the place, my eyes constantly sparkling to see my surroundings. And I arrived at a large field that caught my attention by stealth I saw the place more clearly. There are so many people who practice swords there.Every movement they make makes my heart pound.
''ah!.lord demetria!'' exclaimed a knight who certainly made me look directly at the person called. And at that time I really did not believe what college student, for the first time I could see my father, the smile on my face I could not hide anymore. In my mind I feel so happy because I think my dad is finally home and apparently he's behind this wall.
After he finished with whatever he was doing there, he immediately went and saw there was a chance I ran up to him, and I innocently called him ''DAD!''
Hearing my call, he stopped and looked at me with a surprised look. But I who at that time did not realize it immediately hugged him and expressed my pleasure until...
Bruk!. '' How dare you say that word with your mouth'' he said while pushing me so hard that I fell down. And I don't understand why he looks so angry.
He gave me a glare so sharp that it gave my whole body goosebumps of fear, but it came to a halt as soon as a soft hand suddenly pulled me in his arms.
''ma.sorry she.she is still very small'' my mother said as she hugged me tightly.
''didn't I tell you not to let him out?. I am lucky to let him live. Don't let this happen again'' said father then leave
At that time I really did not understand what happened, I did not say anything and immediately took me home. At home she cried again and apologized to me.
''mother?.why do you keep crying?.why do you and dad fight?'' much
''dad doesn't seem to like Leon, does Leon do something that makes you angry?. ''
''leon.leon my son.please do not approach the house again. Stay here.'' said he who makes me even more clueless.
Even if I could say I was too stubborn at the time, I wouldn't stop until I knew what was going on, so when mom left the next day I went back to the house and looked for dad again. Until my steps stopped when I returned to the big field. There was a yellow-brown boy who looked older than me fighting a sword with someone much bigger than him. And in the end I was even interested in watching their fight until it was over. And as soon as the boy won everyone around him immediately clapped and praised the boy . and as soon as the child ran towards a familiar figure to me the child immediately got a soft caress from him and even the look on the face he showed me yesterday was very different from the look he gave to that child. Seeing this my chest hurts.
I don't understand why he got the affection of my father and I didn't?, what makes that boy so much more special than me. I don't understand..
In the end I decided to go back home and think about what made me different from him until I concluded...
''mom!.I want to learn the sword'' as soon as mom comes home and mom who hears it looks surprised. I cheerfully approached him and held his hand
''if leon could have a sword, I would probably have liked leon, so mom and dad could be together again, ''' I explained which even made my mother speechless
Without giving me any answer, she just smiled and gently rubbed my head.
In the end I decided to learn to sword, I did not have any knowledge of swords, I did not even have a wooden sword so I used a tree branch with hope that it was a sword. Every day I sneak around and watch the training of the knights. I learned their every move without me missing a single moment.Every day I practiced and practiced, even though it was raining or hot I did not care.
I thought that way my father would pay attention to me but when I intend to show the results of my efforts to him that I can instead...
''do you not have ears?.I told you not to mention that word with your dirty mouth'' said the father, giving me a sharp look
Even so, I did not give up and tried to show him what I learned so far and hoped he would admit me even if only a little.but I think I was too naive at that time, I think I was too naive at that time, instead of making him admit to me I made him hate me even more. He violently broke the twig I had been using and as soon as I tried to pick it up he stepped on my hand and said coldly, You think you can be a knight?.hmph.Dirty blood like you?...forget it and die quickly''
After that he left me. My tears could not be held anymore, my hands hurt but on that appeal my heart hurt much more.
I ran home and cried and took everything out in the room.
No matter how much effort I put in, Dad still won't admit me, I'm like a fool expecting his confession.
''leon.'' called mom and opened the door and as soon as she came I hugged her tightly and cried loudly
''ibu~...why do you hate leon so much?.indeed what is wrong leon?..why do you not appreciate leon's efforts at all?'' ''leon tried hard in learning, 'Leon did all he could, leon did even though he had to push himself.but why don't you appreciate it?'' I asked while I kept crying..
Mother immediately hugged me tightly and once again said ''sorry leon.'' then with trembling hands and a teary face she said ''leon.. please forget your dream.''' ''you will never be able to become a leon knight''
And hearing that my heart is breaking even more. Even if all my mentors only believe me and support me I would feel I could do that even if it was impossible... though I want to hear he said that I can even though impossible, but all I can is a request to surrender.Why mom?...
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