
I know I'm not a good brother, I know I'm being too selfish,I'm too afraid to throw away everything I have and betray my family just for you.it's a hard choice for me Leon.although you're my family too but you're a little different.
To be honest it would be easy for me if I ignored you but...
Why can't I do it?.Every time I try to ignore you my heart always hurts. If this is just a feeling of guilt should not be this painful . do I love you so much that I like this?.feeling want to protect you more than anyone, the feeling of wanting to make you the happiest human being than anyone.
" i will definitely make you a great knight. Just trust your brother''' ''if it's not wrong then he had intended to kill himself but failed''
............the promise I made, the affection I couldn't get rid of.
''Hpmh.you won lenlen''...
Leon's my brother maybe I won a bad brother but, let's just say I want you to be happy anyway. I hope this brings you happiness.
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*DRAP.....*DRAP.....*DRAP
''hoo~..''
*hosh.*hosh..'' I'll accept your terms, LEANDRO!''
''hmm~..you've considered it well?''tannya
''yes.'' ''I don't care about my future anymore. The most important thing right now is my sister, please help her. His condition is getting worse day by day. I'm afraid I'll lose it if I let it last longer
''it looks like you are really desperate, '' he said
''I think I'll take care of your sister first. You wait here. We'll talk about our deal afterwards' he said then left me
After a few hours Lenlen finally came back and I immediately ran to him.
''lenlen!. Where have you been?''much
'' where did you come from?.yes take care of your sister
''fortunately I arrived on time earlier.if it was a little late he would have become a corpse by now'' he continued that made me jerk.
*grep! '' WHAT'S GOING ON!?. LEON'S OKAY!?'' I screamed while clutching his shoulder
Gawat.leon.what happened.don't tell me he....
''it looks like your sister tried to kill herself on the edge of the lake just now, as you said her condition was indeed very severe' Lenlen replied that made me seriously shocked
I guessed it.leon...
It's my fault I should have always supported him.why did I turn it aside back then.stupid!, useless!..
''hah~...I am really a bad sister.at the time my sister was dropping-drop I didn't even dare to meet her'' I said as I retreated slowly and covered my face with both hands
*hiks..*hiks... I am really bad. I'm the worst brother I've ever had said as I sat down
''eh!?. You're crying!?''lenlen shocks
''WHISPERING!. I'M EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW!'' I returned while trying to hide my tears
Ah~...sial..this is a shame.but.I can't help it anymore.my heart really hurts at the moment.
''you are yes...''
*shut. ''you are a man, a cry''' and give me his handkerchief
'' men are human too!, time cannot cry!'' I cried while taking her handkerchief and wiping my tears
''right, but. is it not ashamed to see people?''ask her while sitting next to me
''the people are just you doang. So no problem'' reply
Although I'm really embarrassed right now...
''hmph..so yes, when I intend to leave you alone first'' he said with a small smile.
''THEN WHY DON'T YOU GO!'' I got a little laugh at him
'' I need to know you first. You said it was okay if I was the only one
This guy is either understanding or just wants to play me...
''thank you'' I said suddenly
''and sorry for my behavior, I just couldn't help it anymore.'my welcome
''I see, you fought hard ya'' reply then rubbed my back which made my heart sliced.
***
After I felt calmer, we started talking about our agreement
''so ?. You're ready for the risk right?''ask lenlen
''just relax, I took care of it. For now his condition should have started to improve, he said
''thank God'' ''but why did you go to see him? Could I have reneged on that deal?I haven't sworn an oath to you yet''m a lot
''you're not that kind of person and again, I want to show you that I'm the leader who gives proof not promise''reply with a smile.
.... ''pffft... ahahaha''
''.... You're serious, right?. I need to remind you that you are the sole heir to the Demetria family. If you're serious about this deal, your family will lose their only heir. Bearti after your father died then the demetria'' family ended he explained
''yes . I understand. I have thought about it too. That's why I have 3 conditions for you'' I said
''hoo~..many yes.but fine.I'll listen to him.' he said with a small smile.
''first condition, I don't want my sister to know about this deal. I also want you to hide everything about us from him because I don't want him to feel like he owes me anything
''I'm not going to tell your sister anything about this''
''second condition, please don't throw me away'' I said to jolt him
''you know, if our families were hostile to each other?.Since that was after they found out I was your knight, they would definitely consider me a traitor and drive me out. After that I will have nowhere else but here, but if one day you dump me that's when I really have no place anywhere'' I explained in a sad tone
'' take it easy, I won't throw you away'' His reply jolted me
''I chose you. Even if someday you are useless even though, I still will not throw you away, because for me everyone can still use until they breathe their last breath
''ahaha.utilized kah..the pain is very cruel yes..but.I like it''' kayaku with a smile.
''alright.please use me to the end.I don't mind'' my connection is returned smile by him
''Then the last one?''tannya
''ah~... I want you to withdraw your words yesterday'' I said.
''my words?..''
''that's what you said we're not friends!''my seruku made him silent for a moment
''...does it matter?''tannya
''YES, YES!''
''that means so much to me!. Just so you know my heart really hurt when I heard that
''huh~...all right''
''that dong'' I said then got up and bent my knees in front of him
???... '' what are you doing?''tannya
''look you already know, right?.I want to say the oath loh'' my ball
''Then?you want to kiss the back of my hand?''tanyanya that even looks amused
''yes. It's not that it should be" I replied with a big smile
''You want to hurt me, right?''
''you don't have to do it. I've trusted you without swearing
''then I said and got up and grabbed his right hand.
''if only a handshake like this doesn't matter, right?''much
''whatever''
''hmph... Then please help lenlen'' said I with a smile.
''you still want to call me that?''
''no problem, right?. When you become a duke, our status will be superiors and subordinates, so I will never call you that name again. But at this time you are not a duke and our status is also still not superiors and subordinates but friends. Because it is satisfied to hear the call from me because after you become a duke there will be no one else to call you that, I explained as I brought my face closer to him and smiled softly
''huh~..you are this.it seems like I really can't fight you'he said which I reply with a small laugh.
''right now we are friends. But in the future our status will be different. So I hope you can grow up later
''just calm down. Here and there I have trained a lot of things. You don't have to worry about that, I'm confident
''it's fun to hear it. Then.. if you want to be my knight first you must learn to count first''
''AH!?''
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