
Raihan and Melinda have not seen each other since their meeting that night. More precisely Melinda who no longer came to see Raihan.
Because Raihan does not care anymore about the situation of the girl who has betrayed him. Even Raihan was happy not to be pestered again by Melinda.
He actually did not want to see Melinda anymore because he had forgotten about her. In a sense he no longer loved her. But that doesn't mean he hates it.
It would be dangerous if Melinda ever saw him again, especially often. It is feared that Melinda's boyfriend, Miko, will find out.
If it is seen by Miko Melinda meeting with Raihan, of course she will face the Miko. If that happens, the problem will be long.
Not that he was afraid of Miko if Miko asked for a fight. Raihan just wants to avoid trouble with the rich. The end of his work will be threatened.
But only a few days Raihan was not disturbed by the shadow of Melinda, the form of the girl came to him again to the cafe where he worked.
At that time Raihan who got a shift work day had come home from work in the afternoon. As usual he was going to go back to his boarding house with Bayu.
But Melinda had already met him in front of the cafe. More precisely intercept it. And he came alone, without Friska accompanying him.
Actually Raihan did not want to see Melinda and refused to talk. For him there is no meaning anymore they talk about their problems because there is no relationship.
It was all over when Melinda asked to break up with him a year ago.
But Bayu advised the impressed one to tell Raihan to just meet the girl. And listen to what the girl wants to talk about.
With a forced finally Raihan want to meet and talk to Melinda. But with the stipulation there is no reciprocation between them.
How glad Melinda was that Raihan wanted to see her and would listen to her explanation. Although feeling a bit disappointed Raihan requires not to discuss about reciprocation.
Though Melinda had planned, after explaining everything she had covered up during their first date, she would ask Raihan for her return.
But he didn't mind it first. That's what he'll think about later. The important thing is Raihan wants to listen to his explanation why he asked to break up the other day.
To make it more pleasant and more relaxed they chat, Melinda invited Raihan to the park. And Raihan followed without any intention of refuting.
Please note that from the cafe to Raihan brought Melinda to the city park with his motorbike, Raihan is very economical in speaking. It was only a broken two. That was asked by Melinda.
But that made Melinda happy. So long did not meet with Raihan, the young man he still loved, making his longing already unstoppable.
Now he has met Raihan. At this moment, he will not waste. He would vent his longing that had been filling the recesses of his soul all along.
"Mas Rai..," call Melinda soft-pitched.
While her sweet smile was always etched on her pair of legit lips. Always decorate her beautiful face from the cafe until they were walking casually in this park.
"Yes..," said Raihan briefly.
The tone is ordinary, even impressed flat. As much as possible he should not be swayed by the girl's gentle demeanor.
The love that once lit up in him that had shone on Melinda first, but now it has been extinguished, do not let it rekindle just because tempted spoiled seduce the girl.
"By the way dong!" pinta Melinda sulks spoiled. "Don't make sure I'm like that! I'll be BT...."
"Isn't that what you want to talk about?" raihan said still responding normally. But the accent of the answer is not off. "I am just a listener. Don't want more."
"Yes, first the cake. How am I supposed to do that."
"Mbak Melinda is already happy with Ma'am's girlfriend, what should I ask?"
Actually, the word is very hard to say. But Raihan tried as much as possible not to get carried away. So it sounds ordinary, impressed flat.
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Instantly Melinda stepped quickly in front of Raihan while facing the young man. Stop there and stop Raihan's steps by holding both hands.
Of course Raihan was surprised by Melinda's sudden actions. He who had been looking back, did not want to look at Melinda's beautiful face, finally reflexively so looked at the girl's face as well.
So Raihan can see the beautiful face of the girl clearly because the distance is less than 2 inch.
Look at the smile of the girl who once nourished and cooled her soul. Combined with the dream of his longing which ever made him always long to meet.
The sweet smile beating the honey fused with the spoiled sulky like a beautiful princess painted close to his face, would Raihan still be able to maintain his stance?
If this continues to be able to fortify the defense becomes dilapidated. He quickly turned in the other direction. I don't want to be late looking at that beautiful painting.
"Mas Rai..., can you tell me you're me?" pinta Melinda with her potent sulk full of seductive flirting. "Let's say we're not somebody else. Yes, please!"
"We are already someone else, Ma'am," said Raihan with a slight change in his tone because it still affected the charm of the girl when he looked at her earlier. "That's undeniable."
"That's you, Mas Rai. But I can't think of you as anyone else. Please! Let me be happy this time!"
"Isn't Mama happy with Mama's boyfriend?" raihan said quickly back flat. "Why should we seek happiness in others?"
"Honestly, I haven't been happy since you split" Melinda said. "So please, let me be happy for you this time, yes!"
"Sorry, Ma'am, please let go of Ma'am's hand!" not responding to Melinda's plea, Raihan instead reprimanded the girl who was still holding her hand. His face was also moving in another direction.
Slowly Melinda took off her hand which gently blocked both hands of Raihan. Then take one step back. But his pair of sad eyes had not been willing to look away at the young man.
While her beautiful face, which once painted a sweet smile full of happiness, is now shrouded in gloomy sadness.
"I can't say that if I don't see for myself" Raihan said.
"I saw Mbak with another man when Mbak was still living in Surabaya" he continued. "We were still dating at the time."
Hearing Raihan's words made Melinda even more sad. Getting deeper in regrets. Giving birth to feelings of guilt that made her feel even more embarrassed towards Raihan.
Apparently Raihan already knew that he had been in a relationship with Miko, the young man of his master's choice. Yet....
"Why don't you say you want me to cheat? Why aren't you my nigger?"
"Who am I, Ma'am, how dare I rebuke a rich kid like Ma'am?" raihan said expressing his defeatist attitude. "I'm quite self-conscious."
"I can only be patient and pray that one day you can realize your mistake" continued Raihan.
"But I've seen Mbak a few times with the man, and it seems like Mbak seems so happy with him...."
"Then I thought to myself, why am I so stupid to still be with a woman who has betrayed my love and loyalty so sincerely?"
"I should have realized from the beginning that rich kids like Mama would have chosen rich kids too. Not picking poor young men like me."
The cloud of sadness wrapped the beautiful face of Melinda who increasingly bitter to hear all the curses of Raihan at length. Until without being able to hold back her tears that rolled on both cheeks.
"Not like that, Mas Rai, not like the one you're looking at," Melinda argued amid tears of sadness, as if to explain the truth. "You misunderstood me."
"Continue what then?" tanya Raihan gave Melinda the space to argue. "Why did you say I misunderstood you?"
"You need to know that I love you sincerely" Melinda said. "Even to this day my love for you cannot be lost."
"But on the other hand I can't argue with my parents' will" she continued, "who I'm with is their man of choice."
"I was forced to accept their choice, Mas Rai, even though I didn't love him...."
For a moment Melinda stopped talking as if taking a breath. But the patter of his tears continued to flow even though it had been shrunk several times with his fingers.
While Raihan was still silent, as if he did not want to interrupt Melinda's words. Give the girl a chance to talk.
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"You need to know also actually I can't stand the horror of my parents who continue to insult your status," continued Melinda after a few seconds of silence. "I feel sorry for you, Mas Rai."
"I plan to break up with you, and try to accept my parents' choices. And. I finally asked to break up with you."
"I think the breakup that happened between us was better, even better for each of us" Raihan said in a comment.
"Actually, I even feel happy Ms. Melinda asked to break up with me. That way I don't have any more burdens."
"But to be honest, Mas Rai, I'm sorry to ask you to break up" Melinda said. "Because I still love you and can't forget you."
"Don't you say you'll forget me forever, so you told me to forget you too?"
"I didn't really say it at the time, Mas Rai. And everything I said when we broke up wasn't real either. I'm forced. But I can't actually forget you."
"Everything has happened, Ma'am," Raihan said, trying to advise. "Mbak has said he will forget me, should be consistent with Mbak's remarks. Whether you mean it or not."
"I hope Mbak can accept the fact that we are not matchmakers," he continued. "Because of the difference in status between us."
"If our relationship will continue, it will still not last long because the Mbak family is strongly opposed to our relationship...."
"While Mbak is still inclined to follow the will of his parents, without wanting to survive with the commitment we made first."
"I'm sorry, I was upset, Mas Rai, at the time" Melinda said. "I admit I was wrong. But...."
"But now I realize I should have kept our relationship afloat.... I still love you, Mas Rai. Please help me keep our relationship going...."
"You calm down, the problem of my parents against our relationship is my business, I will slowly give understanding to them to want to accept our relationship...."
"Here you go, Ma'am, no more need to do a futile deed!" raihan said firmly. "Our relationship ended a year ago. It can no longer be continued and cannot be maintained."
"Again I no longer love Mbak. So, it's a waste if Mbak still loves me."
Melinda's tears flowed more and more to hear Raihan's words just now. The words really hit the feeling really hard. Until he could no longer speak.
He was consumed with his own words like a weapon to eat sir.
"I'm sorry, Mas Rai." he could only make that wish.
"Now, build a good relationship with the choice of Mbak's parents!" raihan said. "Maybe one day you'll love him like you love someone who was once loyal to you even though you betrayed him behind you."
"Building that loyalty is not as easy as turning the palm, Ma'am," he continued. "But if you have succeeded in building loyalty, keep it well not to collapse."
Then Raihan turned around quickly, leaving the garden, leaving behind Melinda who could only stand in silence. Without being able to do anything other than just stare at Raihan's back which was getting further away.
"I still love you, Mas Rai," Melinda said in a soft tone. "Why don't you want to understand?"
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