The Tears of Ayanda
chapter 35. Messed

Ayanda's condition right now is really not okay. No need to ask how his heart is now, crumpled, broken, sick, claustrophobic all into one. The look on his face was so bitter that it endured all the shocking pain.

If he is not my soul mate, take him away from me Lord, my heart is very sick, his prayer with tears.

Solitude and a lonely place are true friends of all Ayanda's sorrows, she spills all of her grief, her grief that she endured. God's true fate was truly extraordinary to make him shatter to pieces like this. Until someone hugged him from behind, whispering "Cry if it will calm you down"

Ayanda's cries began to break, she sobbed, sobbed and her cries sounded so bitter. His face was flooded with tears as if he did not want to stop even though his eyes were tired from crying. The sad, twisted and chaotic face that now looks on her beautiful face.

"If she really cared, she would have stopped your tears instead of making your tears fall like this." While removing the tears that wet Ayanda's cheeks.

"When things don't go right, raise your hand to surrender or to pray."

"Now the cave will go home and raise its hand to surrender. It's too sick of this Game of Destiny, that the cave can't handle it." Sluggishly.

Gio immediately hugged Ayanda's body tightly, for some reason the words were very painful for her. Though he should be happy with what Ayanda said, his love that claps one hand will have the opportunity to clap because it will be able to immediately have it. Gio is still Gio, even though his heart loves Ayanda but he cannot be happy with Ayanda's sadness. Gio is a man who does not want to take the woman he loves from his owner. It is better to wait, even though it is not until when he has to wait and in fact waiting is very tiring sometimes painful.

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Rion was just as messy as Ayanda, her work clothes were random, her hair was always neat either so what style now. He always cursed his folly and occasionally punched the wall with his ladder, and no doubt made his hand hurt.

"What the fuck are you? Emang with you kayak gini will return to a situation that has been chaotic." Aryan's snapping is full of emotions.

"Aware Rion, this is all your fault do not always berkilah with the reality that exists. You do you have to take responsibility."

Rionpun dropped himself on the floor while shouting and grabbed his hair. "Why is God's Destiny so evil?" His screams are so fucked up.

"It's not God's fate that is evil, but it's God's karma for you. Had you forgotten what happened 8 years ago, you clearly said that Echa was a sick child, and now your bald boy is more sick than Echa." With a cynical smile.

Rion also very clearly remembers his words that were thrown to Echa, the child he loved so much. "I'm sorry dad, deck" he said softly and unexpectedly his tears dripped. Arya who saw the rare incident also carried away sad, she very clearly heard a very deep regret speech from Rion's mouth. At first Arya wants to curse Rion but eventually she calms Rion down.

"Honestly, though honestly it hurts." Patting Rion's shoulder.

"There will be no smoke if there is no fire, your fire is burning and now it's time for you to die of fire."

Rion just bowed to hear all of Aryan's words. It is he who made things chaotic, love that began to bloom now must be tested again with a very terrible test. Whether now his wife would choose to survive or would disappear, that was what Rion was currently afraid of. He could not live without Ayanda, and allowing Ayanda to stay by his side would also hurt Ayanda. Like eating simalakama fruit. Suppose he could negotiate with God, he did not want to have this kind of trial, too painful for him.

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"Is it a little quiet?" Ayanda simply replied with a nod of her head.

"Do you remember the cave invitation two weeks ago?" Ayanda was silent to Gio's question. He began to remember it but his brain could not be invited to think now. He also shook his head.

"Emak mamak tasa young man loh cave," his god while laughing softly. Gio smiled at Ayanda's words.

"ABG also lost to you mah, the proof is that the cave is willing to wait for you to become a widow." Accompanied by a crisp laugh.

"Guo!!" He shouted while hitting Gio's arm. Gio only laughed even though his body was hit by Ayanda's punch. His laughter was only to cover up his folly of still expecting the wife of the man to be his. Love can make people stupid.

"We go to Singapore yuk, kangen father he said same lu" Gio invited with a clear voice. Ayanda actually wants to go far for now, being in this place and still meeting her husband will make her sick and injured continuously. But he did not leave his son alone.

"You right?" Ayanda was silent, unable to say yes or no.

"Your life needs entertainment, gua tau your brain is like a tangled thread and your heart is already rich in peyek crumbs." Candanya.

"Astaghfirullah Gio, you like it really, by the way" he replied with a laugh.

Gio smiled to see Ayanda laughing, even though he knew that the laughter Ayanda gave him was very fake. His heart had not fully accepted this reality. Her beautiful face was covered with an aura of sadness.

"Your wait is 4 this afternoon." It sounds like forcing.

"But Gi, what about Echa?"

"Wouldn't your business enter the Asean market right, answer me like that. Gua sure Echa would've understood." The answer. Finally Ayandapun relented, he wanted to forget all his problems for a moment before new problems came. No one knows what life is like today, tomorrow or the day after.

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Dinda looked at Raska's face that was sleeping very peacefully. He stroked his son's cheek and kissed his forehead. No tears fell, all this time she had become a wicked mother, no matter what Raska did because he was forced to take Raska with her because his mother was sick, sick, so can't take care of Raska anymore. Either Dinda's parents keep the disease a secret or they don't know. His heart is broken at this moment, maybe this is how God punishes him for hurting Ayanda first, underestimates him because he has a sick child, and now it turns on him. Dinda's tears kept flowing down her cheeks. "I'm sorry, son," that's all he could say to Raska.

I'm not letting you go, Rion, what I've got to hold should be mine. That way my son will survive because you will finance my son's treatment until he recovers and returns to normal again, he muttered with a sly smile.

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