The Tears of Ayanda
chapter 56. Just want to be happy

Arya propped up her chin watching Doctor Erlan who was joking with Raska, while Rion was engrossed in looking at her phone. Shifting photo by photo of himself, Ayanda and also Echa.

"Actually here's your real father who the hell is it?" ask him to Raska. Raska only glanced back at Arya.

"I'm not a bald man" he said.

"Continue what? Baldy? Tuyul?" taunted.

"You can't speak politely to a child" said Dr. Erlan.

Arya smiled, "oh her father is also ordinary, why are you the sewot?" while pointing towards Rion who was busy with his phone.

Doctor Erlan was immediately speechless to hear Arya's words, it seemed like she already knew the truth.

The presence of Arya makes Dinda unable to wiggle, Arya's mouth can be boncab* level 30. His words could also penetrate the deepest layers of the heart so painfully.

"Here you just want to play hp doang?" ask him to Rion. Rion finished looking at the photo with his wife and child.

"We're home" he asked Arya.

Making the people who were there look at him in wonder.

"What are you here for if you're just playing your phone?" dinda.

"You asked me to come here, yes I am here. Never mind," he relaxed.

"You stupid or what? You should accompany your weakly lying child" he quipped and pointed at his son.

"You blind? He's been with his Papa, right" replied Rion.

Arya smiled broadly at the words of her best friend, in contrast to Dinda who was unable to speak anything.

"You fit into a happy family" he exclaimed.

Rion who heard him laughed, "what family is Bas?" tanyakanya.

"The cemacem family" he explained. Welcomed in a crisp laugh by Rion. While those who are being rejected can only be silent to hear the ridicule and reproach from the mouth of Arya bucket.

"What you're doing now can hasten your son's death" he whispered to Dr. Erlan and left the room.

Raska fell silent at the behavior and words of his father. His gaze was empty, unreadable.

"Am I not Dad's son?" tanyakanya.

Dinda and Erlan could only stare at each other, bewildered to uncover.

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Gio has arrived in Indonesia, he immediately attended an important meeting without resting first. Gio's mind was very unsettled, especially knowing the condition of Echa who could not be saved again without the help of all medical devices.

What should Papa Gi do incess? his inner.

Remon who saw his Boss did not focus on immediately ending the meeting because it had gotten the same way out profitable.

"Boss!" call him.

Gio turned his head towards Remon, his gaze implying confusion and sadness.

"What's wrong?" ask Remon.

"Find out Echa school where and called his best friend," exclaimed Gio.

"Well!" the reply couldn't believe it. Just came to Indonesia already given a task outside his job, Remon can only shake his head not understand.

"Tomorrow to meet," he said. Directly leave Remon who is still sculpting.

Remon immediately runs the task of his Boss, not having to wait long he immediately got news about Echa school and also his best friend. Remon reported everything to Gio. Gio simply answered him with a nod.

"Tomorrow to ask permission to go to their school and we fly to Singapore" he explained. Remon was getting more and more clueless with this Boss. I don't know what he was thinking but Remon was reluctant to ask, his Boss' face was in a hostile phase. Later there is he who maki maki by his Boss with the word spicy nan seuhah.

Like yourself ajalah Boss, son Sultan mah freely want to do it. What is my day that is only a lackey to you Boss, he murmured.

In Singapore Ayanda enjoyed his solitude, only half a day left Gio his heart was empty. Whether empty because there is a sense or empty because of the abandonment of a brother, only Ayanda knows his heart.

"After two weeks you are asleep, open your eyes for a while deck. Look mama!" he said while stroking Echa's long hair.

Ayanda's tears had dried up a little for her daughter, every day she always invited her son to talk every day Echa always closed her eyes.

"Mom should how deck? Do you have to send you back to heaven? But it feels mamah can not live alone, without your father and without you live mamah now deserted deck. Everything felt like colorless ash. Mamah tries to laugh out of everything, but the mama heart hurts even more if you have to keep pretending to be happy, whereas mamah also wants to feel the true happiness of the deck, which is with you," he told Echa.

"Excuse me" said the nurse who entered the Echa room, followed by Doctor Lie. Ayanda watched Doctor Lie who was examining Echa closely. He can only breathe out subtle breaths.

"How is my daughter?" ask Dr. Lie.

"She's in good condition, so don't worry. For now pray a lot so your daughter will wake up quickly," replied Doctor Lie.

"Thank you, Doctor," said Ayanda and only answered a nod of the head. He left the Echa room.

I'm sorry, I have lied to you. Actually she is not fine, murmured Doctor Lie.

(I'm sorry if a lot of English writing is wrong, actually I'm not very fluent in English)

Ayanda got up from her seat, she stared out the window.

Don't you miss your son, mas? Aren't you trying to find your daughter? Or now you're happy with your boy and you've forgotten about Echa.

No matter what heart you hurt, somehow I still feel the same way about you. Don't change it even though there are a lot of wounds you have. Merely, my current pain is also felt by your daughter. The child that I always kept from childhood, I fought for his life to recover from his pain, and now you put my son in a very painful suffering. It hurts more when you hurt me.

Should I forgive you? Or it's time for me to forget you, to erase the good memories that now leave painful memories. I don't hate you, I just want to get away from your life. Relented and didn't come back, looking for my happiness with my daughter. Setting a heart that has been broken to pieces is not easy, like setting my heart to return to good and happy is very difficult.

Maybe you were just created to be a temporary port for me, I had to pull over in the wrong heart first and continue this long journey of life for me to find my last port which is the right heart for me to live to death. If I can choose, I just want to live alone and not know love anymore. Enough you are the only one who becomes a fragment of sweet and bitter memories in this heart.

In another country, someone was staring at a cloudy afternoon from behind a window. His heart was very quiet and silent without the presence of those he had wasted.

My heart is like an uninhabited empty space. I am fragile without you, I am weakly abandoned by you. I can't stand my own body. I need you guys, I miss you guys, I miss you,,

Rion lowered her head very deeply, Arya who saw him from behind was very sad.

Arya stepped her feet towards Rion, patting him slowly. Rion could only sigh violently.

"Releasing is not because of love and not affection, but that is the proof of love and true love so that they are not hurt again," Rion looked up at Arya with a blank look.

"Learn to appreciate a woman's feelings, especially when you hurt her and cause her pain but not bleeding" said Arya seriously.

”Let them be happy without you beside him, you are still the father of Echa because there is no word of ex between father and son or mother and son," he said.

"Later you will know what it means to be happy to see him happy" he said.

Rion could only digest every sentence that came out of Arya's mouth. Actually, he is not able if he has to release the person he loves very much and his heart is not willing if Ayanda will be owned by others. His selfishness dominated his heart.

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