The Tears of Ayanda
chapter 49. Deteriorated
Rion was still lamenting his regrets. Grounds of sadness are very visible on the face of his face. Disillusionment is very obvious, especially his view can not be separated from the two photos that he always looks at.
I can't live without you, where are you now? Let me accompany you there. Don't punish me like this. Actually, my father was very unable.
Her tears fell unbearably, the picture of Echa lying weakly with all the medical aids made her heart very sliced, and the photo of Ayanda holding Echa's hand with a tired look, puffy eyes and a slightly thin body make it even more painful. There was nothing to do but cry and cry. Regretting his every stupid deed that turned out to plunge him into the abyss of his own pain and anguish.
At any rate a mother will certainly not be able to just sit back to see her child is down like now. The mama watched her young son from a distance, a deep regret very visible from the face and heart of her eldest son. His heart could not bear to see it, his disappointment was inferior to the pity of a mother's instincts.
"There's no point crying now, it's all happening." The mama sat beside Rion gently rubbing her son's back. Rion could only be silent at the words of the mama.
"He was given a second chance by God to fix everything, but he was in vain and now not only his wife and son were hurt but there were other children who would be hurt too." Rion looked at the face of the mamah with a bitter look, he immediately embraced the body of the mama.
"Sorry aa mah, sorry." His voice sounded heavy as it held back the sobbing. The mother gently rubbed the back of the son.
"Not as mama aa apologize, but the same wife and child aa. The woman is not an option, they just want to be the only one. Everything that is divided will never be fun." Rion let go of his embrace and rested before the mama.
"Now what should I do?" Putting his head in the lap of the mother. The mother gently rubbed her son's hair.
"follow your heart, make the right decision. Although mamah know aa will never be able to release his wife and children aa, but what to maintain if later they will often aa hurt again? They were not a puppet, which had no heart. They have a heart and patience that is very broad, so they can survive beside aa until this second even though often aa hurt. It's enough a, it's time aa let them go. Yesterday I focused on boys, right? Until aa forgot there's Echa son aa too." Rion wept bitterly on the mama's lap when Echa's name was called.
"A, Mom, you've never done anything like this. One thing that is very difficult to forgive for a woman is infidelity. Aa was also disappointed with papa because he had betrayed mamah. How about Echa feeling now a? Maybe more disappointed than I felt before. Moreover, Echa is female, her heart is softer and also more fragile." Rion could not speak what the mama said. All his words were true, there was nothing he could refute.
"Let teteh and Echa be happy a, let them seek their own happiness. Maybe their happiness without aa beside them." A simple yet very piercing remark into Rion's heart that came out of Nisa's mouth. Nisa also said goodbye to the mama because she will go to see her friend for a while.
After Nisa Rion's departure was only silent with a blank look of eyes, her heart was breaking helplessly at this moment. Now he was well aware that his life and body were with his son and wife. No regrets come at the beginning, regrets only come later after a person feels a loss.
"Echa will remain a child and aa will remain Echa's father. Pray for Echa's healing so that he can regroup with us. This regret that aa felt was because aa now felt like losing them. They are very precious, and they are pearls in the aa family. Without aa realizing there was even throwing it away and storing pebbles that looked like pearls." Only tears of regret were shed. The guilt that now enveloped his heart, the stupidity that made him eliminate his son and wife from his presence now.
"The boy needs a confession too. Be the man in charge." The mama left Rion in her fall. All the heartache, sadness, disappointment, anxiety is on his mind now.
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This day Ayanda just sat next to Echa and continued to hold the hand of the princess. Countless tears had been shed today, how much pain he had felt when he saw the helpless body of his son.
"Do you still have to keep pretending to be happy in front of you deck? So that you wake up. Do you have to bury your wounds again for the umpteenth time so you can be conscious? Do you have to pretend you still love your father so you can come back with him again? What's all that gotta do deck?" Ayanda lowered her head deeply in tears so that she could hold Echa's hand.
"If that's what you want, mama's ready to deck. Whatever you do for your healing and awareness. Let mama sacrifice for the umpteenth time for you, the encouragement of mamah life." Ayanda kissed Echa's forehead very deeply, then moved away from her pain bed. Without him knowing Echa responded to his words with tears coming from the end of his eyes.
Ayanda stared at the twilight from the glass window. Sweet memories with her husband came to her mind. He could only sigh.he continued to stare out the window with an unreadable gaze. Her tears were also slipping freely on her cheeks.
As hard as it is to forget all about us, our story is too short but it has too much meaning for me. My leaving doesn't make me forget you, it's even harder for me to forget your shadow.
Forgetting you might take a very long time, even though you only gave me a lot of injuries. It is time now that I close the page of our story that will never come to an end if I continue to lose to my ego, even though my heart has been very sick to receive all the wounds you have given so far. I'm gonna close all the stories about us into a book that ends with a sad ending. I'll close the meeting, and I won't let anyone open it. It is enough for me to know and understand our story. A sweet story but it ends.
A bitter smile came from his lips. Now he felt the warmth of the body of someone who was hugging him from behind. It was just the comfort he felt now. Either the comfort of a friend or brother, or it may be the comfort of a lover.
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When he got the info about Rion and also the sender of the message, Arya returned to Jakarta. He had several people investigate who had sent Nisa a message. Many times he tried to contact always failed.
The clock was showing midnight, Arya headed for a cafe that closed almost before morning.
"How's your investigation going?" Without further ado ask the results to his man.
"Sorry sir, there is no information we have. Everything can't be opened sir." Arya can only swear to hear the reports of her man.
Is this a message from Andra?
His brain can only guess for now. Actually he also wanted to know where Echa treatment, there was not a single information he could about Echa Treatment Hospital. He had sent some of his men but the results were always nil. It had been three days and there was still no information on what the man was.
"Your old boy?" When Eki just arrived at the cafe that Arya sent her location.
"Not yet" while drinking the soda he ordered.
"Why are you nanyain about Andra?" Eki feels there is something strange about Arya because Arya suddenly tells her to come to a cafe in the middle of the night blind only to ask about Andra.
"Did anyone not know about Andra?" Eki just laughed at Arya's question.
"drs. Giondra Aresta Wiguna." He answered only with the full name of a Gio, and somehow can make Arya's mimic change drastically.
"Grandpa?" With eyes full of question marks.
"Yes, he took the name Wiguna after he assumed the status of a doctor. He doesn't want his schoolmates and college friends to know who he really is. The use of the name Wiguna was also on Ayanda persuasion because before that he was very unwilling to use the last name of his father."
"Andra has known Ayanda for a long time?" Detective mode is back.
"After the cave he met Ayanda 8 years ago, it was also accidentally met at the patrol post again carrying children. Andra takes it home and it turns out that her father likes Ayanda and she is considered like his own son Giandra." Sipping the coffee he ordered.
Pantes all the access that the cave is looking for can not be broken. It turns out there was the intervention of the Wiguna family. Hopefully this way the Echa treatment goes smoothly and can be quickly realized.
Rion, cry in your regrets. Let go of Ayanda and Echa because they are already in the right family and will probably have the right partner ahead of them.
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