The Tears of Ayanda
chapter 59. Let go

Rion was so unfocused with her work, her heart suddenly arrived so agitated. He decided to clean it up and leave the room.

"Sir Boss! Where you going?" arya arrived.

Rion stopped his steps, turning to Arya who had already approached him.

"You go back to Bandung" he said.

"What's wrong?" arya asked a little suspiciously.

"Kangen is equally nyokap," he answered briefly.

"The cave is coming," Arya replied. Rion squinted his eyes with a suspicious look.

"Why you? Mata pake digituin," he said annoyed at Rion.

"Don't tell me you want to get a little cave sister" he exclaimed to Arya.

"Sadly, you really want to have a sister-in-law kayak cave," his god while raising his eyebrows.

"Ora sudi! Not going to cave blessing sister cave same guy model crocodile swamp kayak lu," he said.

"The crocodile says crocodile, ngaca oruh kang," he said to Rion. Rion also mengengos go followed Arya from behind.

"Nih, you bring the car," he said, throwing the keys to Arya.

I'm like Big Boss, he muttered a little hard.

"Cave denger woy," said Rion.

"Have your ears" he replied with a mocking laugh. Rion can only swear by the speech and behavior of this insane friend.

Arya drove her car towards Bandung, during the trip they just fell silent. Only the music is heard. Rion leaned her body, closed her eyes.

"Why you?" arya asked, making Rion open her eyes.

"Will they be happy without the cave?" tanyakanya.

"Defend or release slowly" he said.

"Same painful for the cave" he replied.

Arya simply fell silent, unwilling to force her will. Let it be the decision of his friend.

Three hours later, they finally arrived at Rion's parents' house. Rion gets out of the car and Arya parks her car.

"Assalamualaikum" said Rion. The mama approached the origin of the voice and smiled seeing her proud son coming.

"Waalaikum greetings, I didn't say I wanted to come here first" he said.

"Same kangen mamah sama ..."

"Lt!" scream Nisa.

"Snake," she said to Nisa. Nisa just turned her lips.

"Assalamualaikum Aunt" said Arya. Nisa smiled sweetly at Arya's arrival. Nisa's behavior makes Rion suspicious.

"It's so geulis" he said. Nisa squinted her eyes at the sign of dislike.

Arya approached Mamah Rion and also Nisa, not forgetting she kissed the hand of her best friend Mamah and was stale to Rion's sister.

"Hayu or we eat first," the Mamah asked Rion and Arya.

"Aa want to rest Mah, Aryan minister. He has not eaten for a month" he replied, denouncing his best friend.

"Yes aunty, Aryan salary people are not messed with by the Mad Boss," he exclaimed to Mamah Rion, making those there laugh.

Arya enjoys her meal and Rion enjoys her rest. A mother's instincts were very strong, she felt that there was something to her son.

The mama knocked on the door, slowly Rion opened the door. He smiled and moved his feet to his son's bed.

"What's up, a?" ask the mother when she is sitting on her bed. Rio approached his mama and sat down beside her.

"What should Mah be?" the light has arrived.

The mother understood the question of her firstborn, clasping her son's hand to channel warmth and tranquility.

"If you are meant to be together, however far you are apart, you will definitely be united again" said the mama.

Rion was silent at the advice of the Mamah. He put his head in the lap of the Mamah.

"It can't live without them, Mah. They're everything for aa" he said.

"It's too late if aa talks this now, the broken one will never come back intact. The sick will not necessarily recover as before, that is what his wife and children feel now," explained the Mamah.

"The pain of aa's wife is deeper than the pain of Mamah first, Mamah is very grateful to the teteh for being patient to be aa's wife," he said again.

"You're separated from Yanda, we have nothing else, Mah. All the shops are in the name of Ayanda all" he explained to the Mamah.

He stroked the son's hair, smiling at the words his son spoke.

"Treasure can be sought again, a. As long as he is healthy and willing to try," he said.

Rion was silent at all the words of the Mamah, he could not say anything more. His mother wanted him to separate from his wife. Not because the Mamah hated him, but because he loved Ayanda and did not want to hear or see his daughter-in-law hurt again by him.

"Yes, tomorrow to the Religious Court. Filing a divorce application, if Mamah agrees to it," he said.

"This is for the good and happiness of wife and child, not for motherhood. From this incident aa must realize what it feels like to hurt and be hurt. Just as painful and equally as detrimental" said the Mamah.

True what his mother said, hurting will bring regret and being hurt will cause pain.

If I may ask, I would like to turn back the time that has passed. I want to fix everything, living in regret is so painful. This is how you feel, Yanda. Or is it more painful than what I am feeling right now?

Not feeling her tears dripping, the pain that Ayanda felt now she felt too. He could only let go if it would bring happiness to his two angels of heart.

In Singapore, Sasa and Mima have returned to Indonesia with Remon. While Gio chose to spend the night here accompanying Ayanda.

"Gi, is Echa going to wake up?" he asked, his gaze fixed on Echa's weak body.

As Gio expected, Ayanda would ask this. Gio was confused as to what to answer. Being honest will hurt and lying will become more painful. Different choices but produce the same answer.

"It is only a miracle that will wake him from his long slumber" he said.

Ayanda's body was weak and unable to support herself, she was drowning on the floor with a heartbreaking sounding cry.

Gio hugged his body sitting on the floor, his tears fell. Indeed, he was not willing if his adopted daughter should be called the Creator.

"Why does God's destiny always hurt for me Gi? Why?" he shouted with a trembling voice accompanied by sobs.

"I gave up Rion, do I have to give Echa back to Him?" she continued crying.

Gio only went silent, he was unable to answer what Ayanda was asking. The destiny of God is unpredictable.

"If Echa leaves, I'd better go. My life is with my daughter" he said.

Gio tightly hugged Ayanda's body, letting her cry in his arms. Ayanda's tears continued to wet her cheeks, her sobs were clearly heard in Gio's ears.

Slow another sobs getting smaller, now no longer heard. Gio flicked the hair that covered Ayanda's face, seeing that Ayanda was asleep. Assisted Ayanda's body and placed with a heart on a sofa that can be arranged into a bed.

Gio looked at Ayanda's face which implied a lot of injuries, too heavy a test of life that Ayanda had to go through. Choosing to go away to not be hurt again, and now having to fend for her beloved daughter without a husband.

You are the greatest woman for me, fighting against all the fragility, pain and excruciating wounds and in the end you also admit defeat. Your son is your weapon that will make you strong and will make you die with your own hands. When did I see you happy Ayank? It's tragic that your life's path makes my heart cry.

In the Capital, a little boy was lying weakly by himself. There was no one to accompany him, only the sound of a wall clock that accompanied the silence of his heart.

"Don't step back when I'm gone, Lord. Verily I am ready to return to You" he said, raising his hand in prayer.

"Let me sleep tonight for good, don't wake me up again. I've met my father and it's time I met You and accompanied Grandma in heaven" he said, rubbing his palms against his face and closing his eyes.

A pair of eyes watched him from the window, he could not help but cry. Children who do not know what but must enter into the pit of sins of both parents.

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