The Tears of Mella
Chapters. 50. Missing under dusk

Once everyone is together, they can enjoy a special dinner. They enjoy the dishes served at the dinner table while occasionally joking and laughing.

A family harmony that Mella desperately longs for. Since their departure, Mella can only enjoy her food accompanied by Jun.

For a long time he did not feel the warmth of the family as it is today. The longing was again present in his heart.

Missing the beloved of the heart who now knows where. During this time only Jun who was always beside him both joys and sorrows.

"Mella is eating less good?" asked Della's mother.

"No, ma'am, the food is amazingly delicious. It's just that Mella remembered my mother's cooking. We used to enjoy dinner together every night." replied Mella.

Then he lowered his head, he could not forget those wonderful memories and he wanted to repeat the good memories with his family.

"Your patient mella, someday happiness will surely come to a strong and great woman like you" said Hani.

He felt sorry for Mella. Fate so cruel to take the whole family left Mella alone and must fight alone in living this life.

"Thank you Hani." replied Mella sincerely.

They enjoy the dinner again and they try not to remember Mella with sadness.

Mella is very happy to be able to visit the Hani family who turns out to be Della's mother. The man who helped himself when he lost his family at that time.

The only person who cared about him when everyone else went away and left him.

Unfortunately he had to be mutated to another city so as not to be able to help him again at that time. But now fate reunited them with a better atmosphere and circumstances.

Mella is grateful that Mella has a friend and a brother like Hani and Della's mother.

Sometimes a stranger feels like a brother while a brother feels like a stranger.

But if we always decorate our hearts with kindness and honesty surely God will bring good people around us to accompany and color the path of life that we must go through.

Such was the visit of Mella and Hani to the house of Della's mother. Both have now returned to their homes.

Continuing his work as a student. Mella always helps Hani to graduate from university and pursue her dream.

Mella's days go by without Jun accompanying her. He took the High School exam very easily without any obstacles.

After that he returned to university to continue his activities as a student.

The day after that, now Mella has received her High School diploma and soon she will also be graduated. What an incredible achievement.

"Dad, mom and you brother, look I have graduated high school and soon I will be graduated just waiting for the day."

"If you still exist, surely this happiness would be more perfect and if Jun were still beside me, he would be your representative."

"But where Jun is up to now I don't know yet. And who will attend my graduation?" said Mella, staring at her family's photo.

"Jun where are you ? have you forgotten me?." Inner Mella.

Mella walked to the balcony of her room. He still remembered under the twilight of light they had the last time to let go of longing.

Carving the beauty of love together, now only he who misses the idol under the light of this twilight.

The beauty of twilight is indeed extraordinary, but unfortunately it is the beginning of the night and dark.

Just as he experienced, under the twilight light he embraced the beauty of love and was the beginning of his dark and silent journey of life without the presence of the lover.

"Jun, do you remember when you promised to keep me company at all times ? And do you remember that under this twilight light we combined love?." asked Mella.

But there was not one answer he got. Only a wind that stroked the friendly face of his father that looks sweet.

Since Jun's departure, Mella seemed to lose her spirit. It seemed to have lost half of his soul.

As if the world was going to collapse, Mella seemed resigned to what would happen later. He only hoped that a miracle would come to his aid.

"O Allah please bring Jun back into the life of the servant" said Mella in a trembling voice.

"Jun, didn't you yourself say that you wouldn't leave before granting my three wishes ?."

"But what proof did you leave before you could make my third wish come true. You're a liar Jun, you're a liar." said Mella.

His tears could not be weathered anymore, at this time he really missed Jun's figure very much. Although they are different worlds, Mella loves Jun.

Now the longing is increasingly tormenting him, such as his overlap with the father and also his mother and also his longing for the brother.

A longing that is very painful because it is impossible to be treated. The greatest longing is for those who have left this world.

"Jun, I miss you so much. Come Jun, at least appear even if only a little in front of me."

"Appear as a cure for longing that shackles me even more. Come Jun, let us fear back the love and affection that once existed."

Mella then sat on the corner of the balcony. He was crying in the corner of the miss. Crying because you miss someone who is either still there or has left yourself.

Mella was inexhaustible, why her request at that time actually separated herself and Jun. Though he asks that Jun turn into a human and he wants Jun to become his eternal lover.

But unfortunately the request just makes Jun disappear somewhere. Is he wrong for asking Jun to be human and also as his halal lover ?.

And wouldn't it be if Jun couldn't fulfill his request then Jun should still be by his side ?.

Just like when he asked Jun to revive his entire family back then ?.

Then how can Jun leave now before he can fulfill his request ?. It's just a question that Mella herself doesn't know what the answer is.

Mella is still drowning in longing and tears. Under the twilight light he could only hope that all those beautiful memories could be repeated to color his life.

So that he can be stronger because there is someone who is ready to be a backup when he begins to feel tired in the course of life.