TRAPPED IN META LOVE
Meta Arleta

The night is accompanied by a rain of syahdu that makes meta always remember old memories. Meta is still staring at Physics textbooks, trying to memorize formulas one by one. Not without reason meta memorizes that complicated formula. Tomorrow there's a physics replay at school, meta doesn't want physics grades this time below 9. Meta includes people who are perfectionists when dealing with values. Moreover, there is Dinda classmate who always overshadowed her grades in school, dinda is one of the rivals of her value. Since entering High School he still continues to be overshadowed by the figure of Dinda. Moreover, the last 2 years since the 2nd and 3rd grades they are in one class.

The night is getting late, but Meta is still reluctant to lay down on his bed. Still want to practice physics calculations that he feels still need a lot of practice. Every now and then he saw a photo stuck in front of his desk. But when looking at the photo is not getting excited but even more disperse concentration. The photo that he deliberately put up about 3 years ago, since he was still sitting on the bench of Junior High School. Photo of a figure named Rendi, a former love of meta monkeys as well as the first girlfriend meta. The love of the monkey that always makes him fail to move on. Even the love of the monkey always makes him reluctant to know love again.

Every time he saw the photo on display, the more the beautiful past along with Rendi was drawn so clearly in his mind. Once a meta once hid the photo, as a result meta felt there was less that then forced himself to put the photo again.

"Huft...until when can I lupain.you're Rendi?"

Meta looks at the sad portrait of his togetherness first. Remembering each of the two's wonderful memories.

"If you don't just leave" said meta lirih.

Many memories were stored during his time with Rendi, but that time suddenly Rendi just left him. Rendi moved with her family abroad, without any explanation, without breaking up, and without even the slightest news from her for almost 3 years. And as for the meta after Rendi left, it was all so empty for him. Even meta has been trying to cover his longing by busying himself with school activities and learning.

The night was getting late, finally his eyes that had been haggard made meta want to lay his body onto the bed. Before that, I cleaned up the books and put them in her bag. Unintentionally when he opened his bag there was an envelope that somehow contained what inside. Meta also took it, a pink envelope with a fragrant aroma attached to the letter inside. Meta also opened the letter.

Dear Metas, please,

Your fragrant roses brighten my heart....

As beautiful as the sunshine your smile shines on my day....

There are no sweet words other than the sound of your voice....

Your sad eyes are shaking my heart....

A million loves I want to give to you....

That love is not in your eyes....

But I want to open your heart to me.....

But it's all still in your eyes....

Don't you ever turn your face to me....

I just want to see your cheerful smile.....

Ttd

Ardians

His eyes that had been haggard became wide open to see the poetry of Ardian. Indeed, not once did Ardian send his poems for meta. In the school Ardian also often looking for attention Meta, even occasionally Ardian gives chocolate for him. Though meta did not like chocolate at all, as a result meta gave to his best friend Rika and his friend who was always loyal to be his best friend.

Ardian did not hesitate to issue his deadly seductions for meta. But I don't know why meta was never interested in him. Though Riska always said that Ardian is perfect, handsome, smart, and certainly cool. Even Rika is also very supportive if the meta is made with Ardian. Still meta is still reluctant to be in a relationship with guys. Perhaps now the meta also only wants to focus on his current graduation exam, because the meta is aware now that he is in 3rd grade of High School, even in the near future facing the graduation exam. Even he also did not want to lose value competitiveness with his rival Dinda.

After reading the letter from Ardian, meta put the letter into his desk drawer. Now his desk drawer is almost full of piles of letters from Ardian and also some people who have sent him letters with the same type of love letters. During this time there were indeed some people other than Ardian who liked to send him letters. Meta never once wrote the letters, although some people who sent the letter openly asked for meta to reply, but meta never replied to it.

Meta put the material books into the bag, matatur wikernya clock right at 4 am so that he can do dawn prayers, after dawn prayers usually meta time to read the subject matter again.

Tok..tok..tok.

"You haven't slept met?"

"Yet ma...."

The figure of a woman about 40 years old approached the meta and saw the meta still sitting at his study table.

"Udah malem.later you exhausted..dozen tomorrow again learn it"

"Yes ma..this is also finished kok..habis it immediately sleep"

"This mama brought you milk.drink ya..."

"Yes.thank you ma...."

For meta his mother is an extraordinary figure, even though her mother is only single parents but she is a strong figure who has always been the best mama. No matter how busy his mother, must always make time to chat or do activities together. Her mother as an office worker requires working from morning to evening even until night if her mother is overtime. But her mother always gave her affection which made her grow into a strong child. Meta learned a lot from her mother to be a strong woman.

"Sumption of milk directly boobok ya..did not stay up late.katamu tomorrow you have a physical test right.so do not wake up bad luck ya...."

"Each ma..this I also want to bobok ko...."

" Yes already mama to the room first well.mam also want to rest.o yes tomorrow mama came home a bit malem because there is a meeting with clients...later you are cooked the same bi darmi not papa right"

"Yes no papa ma.lagian maybe tomorrow I go home a little late because there is an exculp"

"Back my dear." said mama meta while kissing her forehead.

Meta also laid his body on the bed, preparing to sleep but he remembered not checking his phone from earlier. Meta checks every incoming message, there are several messages from Rika asking for PR and there is also a message from Ardian asking for the letter earlier. Meta became disinterested and then put his phone on the table again, pulled the blanket, closed his eyes, hoping that in his dream he could meet Rendi.