TRAPPED IN META LOVE
I want puttuusss!!!

Tonight meta actually doesn't want to go home. Want to be alone and secluded in the midst of turmoil of the heart. Meta stepped gontai towards his house after being escorted by Rendi after eating at the Lesehan stall earlier.

Meta went into his room, threw his body into the bed and covered his face with a pillow. Trying to close his eyes but could not, all his thoughts were still fixed on the problem.

Tok tok....

checklek..the door to the meta room is open.

"Meta...could mama come in?"

Meta pretends not to respond, pretends to be asleep. His mother came up to him and sat beside the meta, stroking the meta hair.

"Mom knows, must be meta angry with mama. Mama's sorry if mama's wrong with meta. Maybe it's hard for us to accept all this. You won't do anything if it hurts you!Whatever you do is for your happiness."

No tears have wetted mama meta's cheeks.

"Meta.....Mama will stay away from Hans if it will make you happy....Mama knows you love Rendi so much even since High School....Rendi is also the same.mama sure Rendi also loves you...So stupid mom that she did not know that Hans was Rendi's dad. Mama promise.mama promise will always make you happy. Mama's gonna stay away from Hans."

Mama meta also stroked meta hair and kissed her forehead.

"Good night dear.dream good."

Mama meta came out of the meta room with tears she was hiding.

"I'm sorry ma.." whispered meta lirih after his mother left.

Meta was unable to hold back the tears that flowed. What he now knows is that his mother sacrificed a lot for him. Even her mother gave up her happiness for her. Meta can't make his mother sad. It's been too long for her own mother and maybe now's the time for meta to reply to everything you gave her.

The next day .......

Today meta decided to leave school by using an online ojek. Even the meta deliberately set off earlier than usual. Today meta doesn't want to meet his mama just yet.

Arriving at meta school waiting in the cafeteria before entering class. Meta deliberately made an appointment with Rendi to meet.

10 Minutes to wait, Rendi finally came.

"Hi met....!" rappa Rendi sumringah.

"Hey Rend..Have breakfast?"

"No, not yet....!I hurried to leave, afraid that you would wait for me!"

"Yes, I've eaten already.I brought you some fried rice!"

"You..it just so happens to be a laper!"

Rendi also devoured the fried rice without hesitation.

"Rend..I want to talk to you...!" meta said which then his face turned serious.

"Yes, by the way, I've been horrified!" replied Rendi while bribing the fried rice.

"I want us putuuussss!" the meta sanguine.

"Ohuk..uhuk....." Rendi was suddenly choked to hear meta talk like that.

"Drink first!"

Rendi then drank the meta-proposed water.

"You're kidding me.. early in the morning don't be kidding me ah...no funny to know....!!"

"I'm not kidding Rend.I want us to break up!"

"Why met? because of last night?you want us to really give up???I don't want to break up with you!!"

"But I want Rend, I want us not to be in a relationship anymore. Let our parents be happy. Maybe this is one way that can make my mom happy after a long time she herself struggled to raise me. Maybe it's time I made my mom happy!"

Meta bowed lethargic.clear tears flowed down his cheeks.

"No, I don't want to! I don't have to be this way.I want us to keep fighting for our relationship!"

"I beg Rend...from now on we do not need to relate anymore.Let your father and my mother marry.I do not want us to be happy on the suffering of those who have to separate!"

"But met..I can't....!"

"We need to be able to Rend!"

Meta moved from his seat.

"Wait until....!" Rendi pulled out meta's hand and hugged him tightly.

Rendi also shouted annoyed even throw a bench that was there.

"Meta...why the hell are you giniin me. ..I don't want to break up from you!!" yells Rendi.

Rendi was bowed, wanting to hold back tears but unable.

"I can't live without you....!"said Rendi with a patter of tears.

Somewhere else...

Meta was looking for a lonely place to spill everything that was buried in his heart. Meta was crying. It's really heavy for him. Feeling unable but having to accept reality.

"I don't want to be selfish!!I want a happy mom!"

Meta focused his face on both his legs, bowing his face inward. Unraveling the painful feeling in his heart

Suddenly someone came to him.

"Don't cry met!" said the person who then sat beside her gently stroking her hair.

Meta looked up his head, surprised that someone had rubbed his hair.

"Devan?why are you here?" meta said spontaneously while trying to wipe his tears.

"I should ask what is it here myself...no longer cry...then if there are residents who are disturbed how?"

"Inhabitants?"

"Yes Miss Kunti or the resident poci..kamu do not know well, this place is famous haunted!"

"Devan...got funny ah the joke!!" meta said while punching Devan's shoulder.

"Aw...sick to know!!!"

"You're so funny talking about it!!I'm gonna get goosebumps!"

"That's all fear!!What's the cry here?"

"No!! Say also the crying people just want to find air immediately really!"

"Yakkkinnn....that's your eyes why??? Uda deh met..kamu do not need to boong with me...I know how you cry!!What the hell is it?Rendi hurt you?"

'Eh...Rendi never hurt me...ah ah no need to be discussed again!!"

"Nih gum!!'

"Who was that time?"

"Yes.so relax!'

"Okey I tried yah!"

Meta tries to chew the gum Devan gave him. It feels the same as yesterday Devan gave me a few days ago.

"Thank you Van!"

"For...??"

"The gum!"

"It's just this candy..kalo want later I bring a lot for you.Kalo need the same traders as well as I invite here!!"

"Make what?"

"Well so you can choose what taste !!"

"Hehehe lebay you Van take the show all over again!"

"That's why you're more beautiful when you smile....!!"

"What the hell is Van!!"

"Truly.eh know not according to research happy people can make young and long life know so you must be happy and smile continuously. Eh but don't smile constantly too ding!!!you may soon run out of crazy drugs!!! Hehe...."

"Hahahaha.kamu van..there are ways to make me smile!!"

It is undeniable that Devan can always be comfortable. Devan always knows how to make him laugh, Devan is like having a radar when the meta is sad and needs it.