TRAPPED IN META LOVE
Yes, I Will

Meta stared at the newly arrived Devan, I don't know how long they've never met like this. Devan's appearance also looks a lot changed, whereas usually Devan is more indifferent in terms of appearance but this time he looks neater. Either because maybe now he works as an office person or indeed because now he is one of the singers.

"Devan.I don't think you're coming!"

Devan sits himself in front of the meta.

"How does it feel to wait?" ask Devan again.

"Of course I'm nervous, afraid you won't come! After all, it's not you who invited me to meet, but why are you the one who was actually late?"

"That's how it feels to wait for someone, just like I've always been waiting for you!"

Meta scrunched up his forehead still confused by the direction of Devan's conversation which turned serious.

"You mean what the hell is Van? Oh yes, you come by instead of asking for news instead of asking like that!"

"Sorry, I just want to the points why I invited you to come here!" devan said seriously.

"Van, it's still you, right? I know Van I was wrong for slapping you at that time, but I'm sorry, but I'm still confused about you, why you seem to stay away from me all this time. You who I consider to be a friend also go away from me. Is it my fault that Van made you stay away from me?" ask meta seriously.

In recent years it seems to feel like losing the figure of a friend who is usually always there for him.

"Honestly, the moment you slapped me that day, it was somehow as if your slap made me realize that I was never in your heart. And when you're in the hospital all night I'm always by your side even though you never know I'm always there for you!"

"So..when I was admitted to the hospital you took care of me?"

Meta was just aware of the incident, even at that time meta had no idea who took him to the hospital. Because he fainted, Devan who waited all night only asked the nurse to tell the meta family about the meta's condition at that time.

"Yes, I waited all night for you to be treated, and at that very moment I left to stay away from you! I tried my hardest to focus on college and my career, trying to forget all my feelings for you!!"

"Van....!!"

"I know meta, we can't be together, because in your heart there is only Rendi! But Rendi is no met now!!"

"Van...I don't know what to say to you, did you tell me to come here just to talk about the past? If it's true that I should go, it's a waste of time I was waiting for you!"

"Why are you offended? I should be angry with you because you've been making me wait so long!"

"Since when I told you to wait for me, I haven't told you how I feel about you!"

Devan paused for a moment, "Is there really not the slightest bit of me in your meta heart?" devan said.

"Van....!!"

Devan grabs the meta hand, looking at it with seriousness, "Please met...answer my question honestly...Is there not the slightest I in your heart?"

"Please Van, don't ask me that again, I don't want to answer that question either. I still have a lot of business, I want to go now!" meta says.

Meta got up from his seat, but hurriedly Devan pulled his hand.

"This time you answered my question, what is the least bit of me in your heart?! You know how long I waited for you, even I was always behind even though there was Rendi beside you. Even I keep you beyond the rendi, even you also know why all this time I came all the way to Germany to study there, all because I want to always protect you! Have you never seen my sacrifice in all this time!"

Devan pulls meta's hand and throws it away, so the meta falls into Devan's arms, "I sincerely love you, please give me a chance to be by your side forever, please, I knew I wouldn't be Rendi. But just so you know, all this time I disappeared does not mean I was away from you, but I just want you to realize the meaning of my existence so far. After all I do want to focus on pursuing my career so that I can be worthy and can be comparable to Rendi in your eyes!!" said Devan who still hugs meta.

"Give me a meta opportunity, let me keep my promise with Rendi!"

Meta hurriedly took off Devan's embrace, "What's the deal between you and Rendi?" ask meta confused.

"Before Rendi died she once asked me for help, Rendi asked me so that I could replace her to look after you, because for Rendi I was the right person who could take care of you"

"Did Rendi really say that?"

" It's up to you to believe me or not to be like me, but you know I never lie to you! But apart from that, I did promise myself to always take care of you!"

Devan grabs the meta hand, stares at the intense meta, it could be one of the serious moments that can count in his life.

"I...i.. I really don't know what to answer Van!!"

"I know you must be confused after everything that happened, but I'm now relieved to have said all the things that I've been alone for so many years!"

"Let me have time to think about Van, because you must know how I feel about Rendi all this time, it's not easy for me to forget about Rendi, even years after Rendi's departure, the shadow of Rendi was still on my mind!"

"I know meta, but until when are you tormented by your feelings. I also know that whenever you can not replace the Rendi in your heart!"

"But you should know, I really sincerely love you, I really want to be serious with you! I want to fill our time in the future with other joys, because life has to go on and you can't stay with your past forever!"

"I know I might not be able to be Rendi, but I will always try to be the one who will make you happy and always be there for you. But with all my own shortcomings and advantages, not as a joint."

Devan suddenly knelt down in front of the meta, while the people around noticed them, but Devan did not care about it.

Devan took out a ring box from his pants pocket and pulled out a diamond-eyed ring that looked really pretty.

"Will you marry me? We've been through a lot, and I don't want to lose you again. I want to have all of you, fill the days together!!"

Meta was glued at once embarrassed as many people were looking at the two of them at this moment.

"Van..I can't answer everything right now, it's too sudden and too fast for me!!"

"Meta...please...answer my question....! Even if you don't answer that means I have to stay away from you forever!!"

"But Van.....!!!"

"Please....!!" devan said in a serious tone with a slight plea.

Meta thinks for a moment, maybe all too soon, but meta knows about Devan's feelings and his sacrifice.

Meta nodded his head while smiling, "Yes, I Will!!" the spontaneous meta reply made Devan instantly rise up and hug the meta tightly.

"Are you serious?" devan asked again while hugging meta.

"Yes, I'm serious!! I'll give you a chance to fill my future!" meta says.

No matter what luck is currently making the meta want to accept Devan's proposal, it all feels like a dream for him, No ceasing Devan smiles sumringah in front of the meta, it feels like a dream for him, as if I could not believe that his dream had come true.