TRAPPED IN META LOVE
Fear of Losing

Devan walks in search of the night air, the night air that actually feels crowded for him. Devan headed to the hospital lobby to find some food outside for the meta. His gaze suddenly fell on a single figure that he seemed to be familiar with.

Devan approached the female figure standing in front of the hospital receptionist. Devan immediately approached the woman he saw familiar with.

"Tante Dina's? What's aunt doing here?" greet Devan.

"Eh..nak Devan yah!! Hello how are you?Didn't expect to see you here!" aunty Dina's.

"It just so happened to meet you here!"

From the look of Dina's eyes there was a restlessness as well as sadness that could not be hidden. Aunt Dina looks gloomy with a face that is not as usual.

"Auntie why? How is Ardian now?'

"Ardians....Ardian's in Devan's ICU! His condition is critical, Aunt doesn't know what to do?"

"What's? Ardian in the ICU? Can we go there, Auntie, I want to see him?"

Dina nods slowly, leading Devan to the ICU room where Ardian is being treated. Devan sees Ardian lying weakly with a breathing apparatus attached. Devan only saw Ardian from the glass of the outdoor door.

"Ardian was critical these days, the doctor said that his life would not be long!"

"Tante who is patient well, Devan really did not expect to happen like this. Devan thought that Aunty and Ardian had taken care of it and I thought Ardian was better, but it turned out.....!!"

"When I wanted to tell Reni that this hospital is the best recommendation to deal with Ardian Aunty disease directly delivered by Rendi to here. But unfortunately because Ardian may be late to undergo treatment for his disease, so Aunt can only resign with all this!"

Dina's cry broke considering Ardian's current condition, Devan could only win Aunt Dina by hugging her.

"Thank you for helping Ardian. And aunty please pray for Ardian's recovery!"

"Sure Aunt, I will always pray for Ardian's recovery!"

"Oh yeah, son Devan just happened to be here, if you can know if someone is sick or want Devan what needs in the hospital?"

"I'm here with Auntie Reni!"

"Son Rendi? what's wrong with Rendi?"

"Rendi is treated here Auntie!"

"In the care here, geez what's the pain? Or maybe this still has something to do with his old leukemia?"

"Kok Aunty can tell if Rendi has leukemia?" ask Devan in surprise.

"At first Aunt knew from Ardian, and at that time Rendi also told Aunt about her disease. But lately we have never met, because as far as Aunt Rendi is still busy with her new project!'

"Ow that, instead of the new project Rendi is a cooperation with the company Aunty? So all this time Aunt rarely met Rendi?"

"The joint must be treated intensively and even have to undergo some chemotherapy because currently the disease leukemia is stage 4. And maybe with chemotherapy it becomes one of the ways for his recovery. Actually there is one more way to cure Rendi, namely through donor bone marrow. But finding a bone marrow donor is difficult and almost impossible!" lang Devan's.

"Tante really did not expect the condition of Rendi now like that, Aunt is really sorry. Rendi is a good person, Auntie hope that Rendi can recover from her illness soon!"

"Amen!!"

"Keep what about meta? Does he know that Reni's sick?"

"Meta is now in Rendi's treatment room, but she does not know if Rendi has been sentenced to stage 4! Aunty Karoline wasn't ready to tell this to the meta, but I think sooner or later the meta will know everything because she must know about this disease!"

As they spoke, a person was taken to the ICU in a hurry. Beside her was a crying woman following behind doctors and nurses who led the patient into the ICU room next to Ardian's room.

"Meta!! What's wrong with Rendi??"

How surprised Devan was when he was talking to the dina, he saw that the patient who was taken to the ICU room was Rendi. Even Devan saw the meta who had cried sobbing looking at the condition of Rendi.

"I want to come in!!"

Meta tries to make them want to follow the nurse and the doctor, meta wants to really help ensure the condition of Rendi at this time.

Meta thrashed to be allowed to enter the ICU room but was banned by the nurse. Meta was crying and spontaneously Devan could only hug the meta to calm him down.

"Van, tell the doctor I want to come in! I'm also a prospective doctor, I need to know how Rendi is now!" yell meta hysterical.

"Patience well meta, the doctor definitely did the best for Rendi. We can wait here!!" dina said that also calmed down.

"Yes I know you must be worried about Rendi, I also know you must want to put up with her condition. I also know very well that you must also know the procedural care of patients, but in this hospital they have their own rules and procedures. Relax well, I know the doctors here are the best doctors here. So believe me, surely they will do their best for Rendi!!"

Devan was still hugging the meta who was still crying as he pleased in his arms. Devan understands very well how meta feels right now. But Devan can't do much, he can only try to calm down the meta while praying his best for Rendi.

After the meta calmed down a bit, Devan invited the meta to sit down. Dina said goodbye to the two of them because she was called the doctor who would do an examination on Ardian.

All like a nightmare to meta, he couldn't hold back his tears that kept flowing.

"I don't want to lose Rendi, I love her Van!! I should have been by her side to keep her, but the truth is I can't!!"

"Udah met, you do not have to blame yourself, now what Rendi needs from you is support. Rendi will also be more sad if you see you like gini!!"

"I'm not ready to lose Rendi yet, I don't know what I can do to make Rendi recover!!" the already confused meta word.

"Meta, there will be no one who is ready to lose a loved one, the most important thing now is that we help Rendi with

prayer to be given the best"

Devan can only hold tightly to the meta who is already worried even though Devan believes the current meta chaos is indeed not an easy thing for meta to accept this situation.