
Today is the wedding day of Mr. Aley and Ms. Sarra Carmelia. They must be happy there, and I? I was pensive here staring at my phone screen.
I saw the viral news today, especially if it wasn't about Aley and Sarra's wedding. The marriage of a Super Model was phenomenal. Even their marriage was broadcast live on one of the private television channels.
From that day on, I wanted to forget it from my life. I will live my life with my son someday even without his figure.
Days change and months change. Today I checked my contents in the practice of a Obstetrician who is not far from my boarding house.
I'm quite on foot to the doctor's office. Although the doctor's place of practice is located far from urban but the facilities are quite complete.
Upon arrival there, I was greeted by the beautiful Doctor, his name was Doctor Rima. Doctor Rima already knew that I was pregnant without a husband. But he was always nice to me.
Like this time, after seeing my arrival, Doctor Rima immediately approached me and led me to the patient's bed to be examined.
"Well, Gea. I got a surprise for you, you wanna hear it?" doctor Rima's seduction for me,
"What surprise. Doc?!" much
"Congratulations, Ge! You'll have twins. Your gestational age is 16 weeks. Their condition is good and also healthy." said Doctor Rima while smiling at me.
I was surprised not to play after hearing Doctor Rima's words. I'm gonna have twins. I am confused between sad and happy. Two kids, no dad! Oh my God, strengthen my heart...
"Twin, Doc?!"
"Yes, Ge! Your baby is twins." said Dr. Rima,
He smiled at me and I could only reply with a wry smile. After finishing that place, I stepped foot into my kosan.
Think I keep hovering. I thought about my fate with two babies while I was alone without family let alone a husband who would accompany me while taking care of them.
I don't feel my tears falling, sliding down both of my cheeks. On the way home, I saw a group of mothers relaxing while keeping their children playing.
I throw a smile as sweet as possible at them. But they looked at me with a cynical look. Until one of them started sneering at me,
"I'm not ashamed of it, Dad! Not married but already married!" he said it harshly.
They laughed together, laughing at me who was pregnant without a husband. I hastened my steps towards my boarding house, I am no longer able to hold back my tears.
Arriving at my bedside, the tears spilled. I sat in the corner of my room and sobbed while hugging my knees.
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The next day, the,
As usual, I arrived at my job. My eyes still look puffy because last night, I cried myself to sleep.
I guess I'm the center of everyone's attention now. Even in my workplace I became the center of attention of the employees here.
I'm a professional model like Mr. Alessandro. If they look at Mr. Aley with a look of either liking or admiration.
Unlike me, maybe they noticed me for being disgusted. They could have been disgusted to see this enlarged stomach of mine.
The age of the womb that has entered the fourth month plus the innocent creature there are two, then the more clear my stomach is.
I can only resign now, receiving all their treatment and ridicule. My friends have all been away from me. So in my workplace, only Mom really accepts me for who I am.
I feel so ashamed, I don't want to work here anymore. I want to go somewhere where no one will scorn me anymore.
Upon my arrival in the room, it turns out that Mami has arrived there and is taking out her luggage.
"Ge, why are you late?" ask Mommy
Instead of answering mom's questions, I cried.
"I-I can't do it anymore, Mommy! I will stop working and go all the way from this place." I said sobbing, sobbing,
Mami Angel came up to me and hugged and gently stroked my head.
"Alright, Ge! Be patient, not everyone hates you. For example, Mami, Mami never hated you," he said while continuing to gently stroke my head.
I sighed and wiped my tears, then I looked at the pretty face of Mami.
"Mi, it turns out I'm going to have twins!" I said while smiling wryly to Mami.
"What's? The twins? Yeyyy.. cool dong instantly got two!" mami Sahut
Her face looked so happy when she heard I had twins.
"Yes, Come on. Help Mommy. Today Mr. Aley gets his first turn!" mami said as she approached Mr. Aley,
WHAT'S!!! Holy hooch! It turns out that guy was already there. Why don't my stupid eyes see it? It's embarrassing, very embarrassing.
I hope she didn't hear what I was talking to Mami earlier. But it was impossible, he didn't hear it.
I just lowered my head when I helped Mami. I don't want to look into that guy. When I looked down, I saw his ring finger. There's a ring tied to Miss Sarra's relationship. So sweet...
I smiled to myself, hoping that one day I would have it too. I hope I find someone who will accept me for who I am.
When Break arrived, I walked to the bathroom. While on the way to that place, I passed by my friends first. Yeah, well, now it seems like they hate me so much. I don't know what the reason is.
"Hey! Are you shameless, working with a bunting stomach like that, mending have a husband, is this not! Never been married!"
Said one of them while pushing my already thin body live this bone. I floated back and my back hit the wall.
"You better get out of here! Shameful to know!" the other sahut.
I don't feel these tears falling again. My heart is back in tears.
"But I need a lot of money for me and my son. I still need this job!"
I told them, hoping they would leave me and never bother me again.
Instead of leaving, they laughed at me,
"Isn't the child a result of mela**r? why not become a pel***r!!!"
God, I really don't think that's how bad they think of me and my innocent babies?
My body went limp for a moment after listening to their words, my body slid onto the floor and sat there. They left me, I lamented my bad luck.
I need to get out of this place and find a new job.
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